Dear blog,
Sorry for abandoning u due to busy schedule and body not feeling well.
I felt like I really need a break from everything, i had not been meeting up with my friends and had not been truly smiling ever since i dunno when cos it was too long till i cant rmbr.
Its not that i m not happy with my life but then because of some other reasons which i dun see a need to say over here. But whatever it is, I have planned some stuff for myself for my remaining holiday.
Besides camp stuff which i intend to do at night time. Day time i will go breathe some fresh air.
1) Outing with poly friends - heaven decided where to and what to do.
2) Dating with dar fang at some nature place! YES! i need this so much!
3) Shopping with mummy - we intend to go JB on our own but daddy say too dangerous for us so we may wait for him to come along. (we might not be going oversea already and i m very sad about it cos its my only birthday wish and also may be e only holiday that enables me to do that=( )
These 3 things shall top the list now.
I cant wait for Acamp to come but yet i m actually very scare, being not a born leader and i have no confidence in myself. Also i m very worried about my voice, that maybe only insects can hear sometimes.
After Acamp have other LYs such as script writing(due june 30), A grp DZB LY(due early july too) , then BXB review(due before july too!) and JXB LY(due aug 1)!
Regards to my body, its the old problem. Probably due to insufficient rest and bad posture its been torturing me on mon-wed cos of weekend's burning. Thu or fri would be seeing doc then the cycle begins. So i have to try my best to remind myself to sit straight. If anybody catch me slouching please ask me to sit straight. I cannot afford to allow my condition to worsen. I dun wish to announce to the whole world the consequences over here too.
Thats all for now. Jia you to all B, C and A camp planners and let's all pray for good weather on these affected dates and may BYs brought home good lessons that they'll use for life=)
Love,
storyofmylife's owner
