Thu night.. Went to meet with my girls.. This time we did not go town, we went to ponggol park bliss(restaurant).. We reach there at 7.50 and then fang, dan and i were waiting for hwee(who arrived at 9pm).. We sat there for so long! Fang and dan ordered fries(took 30mins to fry), fang ordered ice honey lemon, i ordered chocolate milk shake float(both took 20mins).. But i must not deny that e drinks there not bad.. While waiting of cos its story time! And i quite miss those times of courtship where u see guys doing "stupid" things yet quite sweet when u recall back.. Then dan was complaining that how come she dun have those sweet surprises already LOL. But to think abt it, i am still quite scare of that feeling i have, worrying that i might hurt ppl if i am too straightforward but at e same time wishes all these come to an end... We also heard some entertaining stories abt one of our classmates and of cos some not so nice stories about our school mates.. I only can say i feel happy for those who find their aim and happiness in life.. But sad for those who lost their direction and was cheated or whatsoever.. Well, when hwee came, we were served at a faster rate(think cos hwee work there?) I had chocolate milkshake float and ice honey lemon for the whole 3hrs plus. i know it sounds weird. Haha.. Then we took some pictures after meal and went home after that.. A rather short meet up yet heartily for all of us.=) Pictures are in facebook but i shall upload one that i think i will vote for e best of the night=) Fri Early afternoon went shopping with mummy. I bought 2 skirts from OP with voucher. It was not very nice but then i just choose the best out of those.. Actually what i need to get is a pair of sandals for sch.. Maybe another time.. cos i just cant shopping for long hours...
And i dun understand why do i have a weird neighbour whom keep appearing! And he just dun seems convinced abt something which i really intend to show him the truth if i see him being weird again..
Feel like having some photos flash back... But i am lazy so i shall do a proper college in future..=) These are taken on the cab to fang house and during our stayover at fang's last year.. Taken on my 18th birthday..
zhen is tickled with love at 12:31:00 AM
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Thursday, June 25, 2009
hehe elearning next week.. My dream sorta become reality ar..
And i dun have to meet Joan for maths today.. hehe So here i am in TPY lib..
But i need to think of use case and sequence diagram and i just saw a list of things to do for e elearning week! Tmr i also intend to spend some time with mummy for a shopping trip.. i need to get sandals anw.. And i had yet to visit my grandma.. probably sat if time permits.. So many things to do ar.. no wonder i feel the load getting heavier.. haha jk actually is some other things.. But since i had been telling candy to stay positive.. i myself sld also stay positive! =)
zhen is tickled with love at 12:32:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Argh! i dunno what got into me to make me so emo for so long. Its quite unusual. But then i just cant help it since things are not really on e good side for me.. Actually my main purpose here is not to rank so i shall keep it.. Lets think of something more happy.. Thu will be meeting up with my girls again! I have been so lazy to meet up with all my friends recently.. And i really feel bad for telling joan this morning that i am not meeting her to help her with her maths already... But i was expecting her to call me yest, she did not. this morning i didnt answered her call and sms her instead.. Again she did not reply..-_-" Well, maybe i really put myself before others but i feel so sian to be helping her with maths.. O lvl maths.. It was supposed to be my interest to be able to help but i lost that motivation too! ohh well, when my mood is back to normal then see what's next.. For now, I have a lot of photos to upload! 1) photos of china dao qing during CNY
2) Du Jing Zhuang Yuan Sai Photos
Group Photo Group photo with Ren De DCS=) My family with Mr Lim(china dao qing) Family photos Dear and me Jia hao and me Peishan jj and me Sweet jia hao suggested taking pictures with junlin and junhao who were on ly duties=)
3a) Ponggol end
Lalang field Haha his eyes looks smaller than mine! Now i closed my eyes-_- Both of us acting serious after i acted serious in a photo that supposed to be taken properly=x Finally a propoer shot at ponggol end~
3b) Night safari
On board the tram... A photo with Mr zebra!
zhen is tickled with love at 11:32:00 AM
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
One week of my holiday is gone! sob sob. I had been checking my sch email everyday to see if it will tell me that sch will be delay for a week! but i think i am just dreaming... But the thing i sld be sobbing abt is that i have not started much of my work! tmr i must start it!!! no matter u like it or not u just have to do it... But i really lost motivation to do my proj. totally. i have never felt this before and i know clearly that i cant afford to lose out... No matter what dream i want to pursue i still have to do well in what i am doing now and give my best shot! Don't give up, yizhen! hehe
well i think i stopped at C camp.. mon i went to mother's house.. tue i think i went to sch and watched drag me to hell.. wed i stayed home if i am not wrong but had qs in e night. thu went out with darling to ponggol end and night safari and we had a great time. well photos another time when i get it.. fri i went to eat breakfast with mummy at DZR and then went home to rest until we went out to eat in e night. and then comes sat.. So FAST right! Sat morning went to Tg to ly and had du jing exam then in e night went out to celebrate daddy's day! Sun went for photo taking and we went to lunch then go wingtai shop shop. Photos also another time as i am lazy now hehe. Reach home rest for 30mins then go meeting for BXB matters.. 3hrs!
I was a lil emoing since just now.. dunno why the world has change so much.. i sld state is why ppl have changed so much... Friends ard me are getting so practical abt life.. maybe i am a person who do not think much abt dolling myself up and find that being presentable is good enough for myself. And i sld not expect ppl to feel the same as me.. but its just saddening to feel this way... And i have another tot.. why are kids so spoilt nowadays?! Sometimes i see some kids who are sick and they struggle to live and to let their dream come true yet some kids are just so not contented with their life... I tot that i was quite a spoilt kid but then i think i see many more worst cases. Of cos i m not blaming the kids cos how will they know they are wrong when adults dun teach them to.. Discipline is really a word that sld be enforced at a young age, as young as when they can understand u.. Perhaps some things are better left unsaid.....
zhen is tickled with love at 8:38:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Back from camp
As usual, camp means learn alot. I wish i was feeling better so that i have more mood to learn. But then day 1 was rather bad. This year's camp was a lil different. We have A4 size camp booklet instead of A5 and it was really informative! And we did not have packed lunch and dinner. Another thing is that i was sick and i need to struggle to go home or to stay on. The theme of C camp: 家家弥勒愿，人人笃行持。 Day 1 we focus of challenging against ourselves and that we can make a difference as everyone has their part to play to make this world a better place to live in and to fulfill 弥勒愿 together as a whole. Day 2 we had lectures from TZs who had alot of good stuff to share with us. And it gives me e drive to put in more effort to learn and read more before i can play a part in overseas dao chang. Life is too short for me to waste it.. After camp fire i went home le as i decided to go home and rest before i go home having fever or something then i think it will be e last time i go to camp.
Some of the quotes extracted: -生命中最荣耀的时刻，并不是辉煌的顶峰，而是锐变的瞬间。因为那一刻，你超越了自己。 -Only one thing has to change for us to know happiness in our lives: where we focus our attention -有愿在先，力量无边 -Each and everyone of us is borned with a sacred contract, an agreement to learn certain lessons, and develop wisdom in this lifetime, so to realise your mission and fulfill your spirited obligation to God(Lao Mu) -要学习去关爱别人，学习以笑面迎人，学习能吃亏忍耐。凡事与人无争，常多退让，自然心安理得，人生圆满。
Yest went to watch drag me to hell after gg to sch. It was a nice horror movie. okay not very very nice but is okay to watch=)
Our team: 承愿 and our temp FT
zhen is tickled with love at 2:13:00 PM
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Friday, June 12, 2009
Argh!!! I AM SICK! i was down with fever last night. 38.5. i tot that i might have to miss presentation and maybe camp cos my mummy and daddy were saying i sld cancel e plan but then i told them i will be fine tmr(which is today).. And i really was fine when i woke up in e morning. But i am feeling unwell again.. This time worst.. I have flu, cough and some lost of appetite and a lil lost of voice. Bless me. And my head is having dizzy spells cum headache. And i am feeling cold. The sign of having fever again. Hopefully i will be fine by tmr if not tonight. I DUN WANNA GIVE CAMP A MISS! Take care, yizhen!=x
zhen is tickled with love at 9:06:00 PM
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
Hehe tmr after 10am it will be HOLIDAY!
A flashback on the week.. Mon Sch ended after the quiz. I made quite a few careless mistakes in e choice. hopefully i can pass.=x After sch went to get pl jj's birthday cake then went to meet her and dear. We had lunch(her treat) and a short celebration. Went home and rest then prepare for tue's presentation.
Tue go to sch for presentation only. 15mins then we can go off le. It was fine just that the tutor dun let me ans the qn=( dunno izz bcos he ask qn then we kinda say different thing only what i say did not add doubt to him. zzz. no coordination. Meet Joan to teach her maths. We had 5hrs of maths. And really is start from the basic lo. I was so so tired le but then i got no choice she only have 4months more and i dun have that much time to spare her.. After that meet darling for lunch. In the night we went out to celebrate FTZ's birthday.
Wed The most most most scary presentation of the week. But surprisingly it turned out fine for us. And we did not do much to it.. we only added in 2 things. After that had 3hrs of break and i skipped National Education(=x) so thats 4hrs. Last lesson which was supposed to be today but then my tutor brought forward. And he ask us how come we so different in the presentation class then we tell him. Haha. Its really weird why all of us only like that in her class. haha At night, had RCB.
Thu No sch today and i slacked e whole day. I think i already on this term break mode. Which actually only starts tmr. haha Tmr gonna go ECP with darling. Sat comes C camp.wahaha.
I had been feeling a lil weird, those gonna have fever feeling. I really hope i wont be sick again... =(
Ohh ya pictures will be on face book. cos i m lazy to upload on both sides. hehe
zhen is tickled with love at 5:37:00 PM
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Monday, June 1, 2009
Let me roll back to mon... Mon 2 down today=) First was e practical test. I really BTH e lecturer. He really close 2 eyes want lo. Both Shuan and Lz sitting on my left and right was looking at e code i copied which means we were sharing a piece of notes for 1hr30mins and he dun even care. The notes we only can bring in 1 page and i tot he is serious abt it and i saw a girl bring one whole stake in-_- I dun think so obvious he still cannot see. Miguel was asking wanru how to do and it was definitely loud enough to hear cos it was so quiet when e test just started. Not that i want to get my friends into trouble but this is integrity as a teacher need to assure. hai. well, the test was alright. I could have get e whole thing write and i just make a very stupid and dumb mistake. actually stupid and dumb meant e same=x Second was presentation of ecommerce and home=)
Tue No sch for me as out proj presentation will only take place next week. So spent e "free" day with darling. ard 2hrs at blood bank cos he went to donate blood. or not blood is plasma and platelet? something like that. Brave him=) Okay is i timid=( And then we went to roma's deli for lunch. By right, we wanted to go do some shopping for his clothes but then he was too tired. BY left, i sld be getting hwee's present but then nothing really attracts me so we decided to go home. Before that, we went to visit iluma? i think is like that? then we sat there relax awhile before leaving. Come home and rest le then at night went RCB. Then today first time then tio e "shi ju" memorising de.. So now comes e exciting moment. 3bao! then even more exciting de coming..
Wed Oh presentation is a total NONSENSE. This thing really turn our mood super down. We need to wear formal wear for this presentation and we have excursion in e afternoon. That was alright.. small case. But then we didnt even get to present and the tutor fail e whole class. And then she give a 45mins lecture that we are so lousy and some rotten apple kind. 1) She give us 2 weeks to do such a tough assignment without guidelines of what she really want..(okay she did give and we did follow but wasn't what she wanted) 2) Not like as if we only have 1 module. we have a few modules presentation!! 3) She didnt even give us a chance to present. Base on the 3 grps in front she fail all 8grps! 4) She just like to scold everyone. Honestly a few ppl who are always late are e ppl she sld be targeting. of cos, i know she is not saying me but then she say our class attitude bad.. It just only happen in her class, so look who's e problem?=x Actually i am okay with her but that day she dunno bad mood or what. 5) Knowing that everyone is irritated with her she still continuing lecturing us abt bad attitude then when she finish, i went to ask her what's wrong with our grp's report that she think whole class sld redo? She cant even point out. Then what she want. All she tell me is add in more. I told her we added, she say go find more meat to put in. What a "great reply"! It was till e extend that when she ask us do we want another chance where she reschedule presentation and pretend she didnt come in class today.. i didnt bother to reply. She can fail e whole class.. Yes its 15%.. but i m afraid she has more to ans than us.. I just hope that she give us a chance before saying all e harsh things. Then we went for our final excursion to the NEWATER plant then went to meet fang at suntec in search of hwee's present. It was basically a terrible day as the incident that happen and need to wear heels with covered shoes for e whole day. And my poor toe that i injure that time is super painful. I was tolerating e whole day. Lucky meeting with my 2 darling girls were very worthwhile sacrifices. First we got her present then we went to get wrapping ppr and coloured ppr for her card. We were rushing like mad cos she reach le we heaven start=x Then being not artistic ppl we recycle e wrapper and this is e final product.. Haha. front view~ Inside view~ Oh and we did all this at e loving hut eatery=x It was a short and nice celebration. photos another time. or maybe u can check out facebook next week.
Thu Told to rush a prototype so i went to look for maryam for help. And then she was nice enough to accompany me for lunch too. Tgt with candy and lynette. It was nice. Back to my clique. I realise that if my poly days do not have them it will not be as fun. The only advantage is that i will be more hardworking..=x
Fri Thats today. haha. Interview in e morning. I was e last girl who has been interviewed. The waiting process was super scary, knowing i will be shot dead by shaun. And then wanru still keep telling me she gone le.. Then make me even more scare but then i managed to solitude my mood. Cos its just a sch interview which i take it seriously cos e job i applied is a job that i am passionate abt. I didnt know i was answering really well and my interview was e longest in class. I was asked 15qns.. When my teacher told me i was quite surprise i answer so many of them. If this is real job interview also not bad. Cos my class and my tutor say i did well for it. LMCB i didnt even prepare much cos i dun have time! And then we went for lunch which takes like nearly 1hr plus before we go to the lab and nobody is doing work despite me asking a few times. then lets wait. i do have time. test my patience? lets try.
Let review what's up for e coming week.. Mon have a lab then a quiz(10%) and go home le. Evening time meeting up with pl jj! finally! Tue BTCS presentation from 9-9.15am-_-" Wed Investment presentation and home. Thu only got one tut-_-" Fri comm skills presentation and comes term break!! Sat, Sun and Mon is C camp.. hehe
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