Take time to dream-it hitches your soul to the stars. Take time to work-it is the price of success. Take time to think-it is the source of power. Take time to play-it is the secret of youth. Take time to read-it is the foundation of knowledge. Take time to worship-it is the highway of reverence and washes the dust of earth from your eyes. Take time to laugh-it helps with life's loads. Take time for health-it is the true treasure of life. Take time for friends-they are the source of happiness. Take time to love-it is the source of joy.
zhen is tickled with love at 1:44:00 PM
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Weekends Sat had 2 tuitions in the morning thus by afternoon i was already very tired so rested and then prepared to go QKB. When dear miss call me i boarded and saw meiling jj, then next stop saw liang nuu shi and hwee ching grandma. Took quite a bit of effort to climb till level 4... After QKB waited for TZ and my parents they all to settle some things before sending liang xiao jie and dear home. Then we go top up petrol.
Sun morning supposed to have meeting but then chuiling jj was sick so next week meet again. Before the meeting was playing with chiayi awhile and she is so cute! BXB had lesser ppl cos most went shao mu. So i was BY-less but bought things to entertain myself. Then after bxb walk to bus stop with ps jj and kexin jj. Reach home then eat lunch and rest awhile. Evening time daddy wanted to send me to TJ then on the way out of the carpark i spotted our 2 neighbour that daddy took our china trip photo to show them de. Then got 3 of them so reach le TJ one of them last min got work. The 3 conditions really very important.. Then after ban dao they were chatting and all while i sat there and daze for more than 3hrs! pro right? Heard that yest TJ short of 6 then got 1000 XQs le! Yest mostly is other countries de.lol
Just now i read fang's blog.... And... Hai.. Friends.. Are like luck. Sometimes good sometimes bad. All we can do is to treasure the times we spent so that when they became memories after all we have great memories. Time can heal but time also can make ppl go distant. I know what u exactly trying to mean and i can feel it... But then she said that its not like that. Actually i feel what u feel. But then remain single is not something forever. So even if one day i am like that i hope u will pardon me. Ppl change as time goes ba, things won't always be the same no matter how we wish it will be.
This world is so funny.. Everyone is busy but busy abt what i also dunno.. As for me, I have cut down on a lot of activities le and some ppl i am not close with i just rejected them straight cos i am tired of trying to please everyone. As i grow i see lesser meanings in going out all the time when u can see on everyone's face that they are not really wholeheartedly there with u... To be frank its seems like an excuse we are giving to each other. Sch time we say time table dun match, holiday we say we are busy with this and that. So yes everyone will continue to busy,continue to not take initiative cos as time goes by we will be back to just acquitance rather than a strong bonds of more than friends a few years ago.. Sometimes i do feel lonely too perhaps cos when i am left alone at home i m not used to the feeling? I have friends to talk to when i come online, i have things to do yet i still feel so empty...
zhen is tickled with love at 1:03:00 PM
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Saturday, March 29, 2008
Being forced to post the photos..
Cos this is prove of how much she meant to me-_-"
27/03/08 This is how the photo is when i am okay with taking photo...
28/3/08 This is what happens when i said i don't feel like taking photo=x
zhen is tickled with love at 11:10:00 PM
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Fri was such an imperfect day which i tried very hard to make it perfect... Went to eat lunch with mummy at hg mall.. but didn't have much appetite but dun want mummy to worry so i just eat lo. Then go popular buy things le take lunch for da ben dan and pei him eat his lunch then later i went to loiter around and was caught by a predential guy then he start to intro me alot. no matter how i tell him i am not interested he still continue.. Then he talk to me for like 30-45mins? Dan finally came which saved me! Then again we got to think of where to go.. Finally settled to go Arab Street, Haji Lane.. So we went.. First she went to eat then we went to walk around. When we walk into the shop guess who we see walking out?? JS!!! We were both too shocked and his reaction totally stunned us. So we sat down to chat for awhile before we proceed to our own activity. After awhile then i cannot take e pain which suddenly struck me cos every step i walk also pain.. So go home le lo. Then was zacc and claudia 2years old celebration. The cheese cake was good. yummy! Thats e end of the day...
zhen is tickled with love at 12:42:00 AM
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Friday, March 28, 2008
BALANCE SHEET OF LIFE Our Birth is our Opening Balance ! Our Death is our Closing Balance! Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities Our Creative Ideas are our Assets>Heart is our Current Asset Soul is our Fixed Asset Brain is our Fixed Deposit Thinking is our Current Account Achievements are our Capital Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade Friends are our General Reserves Values & Behavior are our Goodwill Patience is our Interest Earned Love is our Dividend Children are our Bonus Issues Education is Brands / Patents Knowledge is our Investment Experience is our Premium Account The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately. The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award.
Some very Good and Very bad things ... The most destructive habit....... ......... ......Worry The greatest Joy......... ......... ......... ....Giving The greatest loss........ ........Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work........ .......Helping others The ugliest personality trait....... ......Selfishness The most endangered species..... ....Dedicated leaders Our greatest natural resource.... ......... ..Our youth The greatest "shot in the arm"........ ..Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome.... ......... ....Fear The most effective sleeping pill........ Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease..... .......Excuses The most powerful force in life........ ......... .Love The most dangerous pariah...... ......... ...A gossiper The world's most incredible computer.... ....The brain The worst thing to be without..... ......... ..... Hope The deadliest weapon...... ......... ........The tongue The two most power-filled words....... ........" I Can" The greatest asset....... ......... ......... .....Faith The most worthless emotion..... ......... ....Self- pity The most beautiful attire...... ......... .......SMILE! The most prized possession.. ......... .....Integrity
zhen is tickled with love at 10:42:00 AM
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Thursday, March 27, 2008
Day out with my girls.. wah i met peiyun at the mrt station today! i nearly missed her as she changed so much! After meeting them we went to raffles place.. Acting class we pretended that we know how to walk the correct way but actually all of us dunno de then hwee ask her er jie le then we walk the correct way le and... saw so much a live de sea creatures going to be in ppl's stomach in e night.. Finally we found fang's fav place.. The mind cafe.. Today never really sabo ppl cos not much things to sabo so more like we sabo each other, hahaha. Play till time's up le then we went to find toilet for dan to do her business cos picky her complain abt the toilet there. found le then we walk all the way to clark quay.. actually not very far cos we had fun on the way. When we reach they decided to eat cup noodles as it will be more budget for dan. Then we "wind cool" (no sun so cannot tan) le 2hrs like that then shiwei came and join us for awhile before we head home.
zhen is tickled with love at 11:19:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Sometimes good tempered ppl angry can be quite scary... But nvm la how angry face i also see before..=x May not be very good at consoling ppl but then think leave the person alone and just quietly sit there can help, i learned this lately. Used to think that must say something to make ppl feel better...
Sometimes going to the beach and sit down for 3hrs is much better than walking around a shopping centre for 3hrs..
Sometimes how i wish i can do something to bring back bonds that has been broken...
But simple wish are hard to fulfil and things aren't always the way u want it to be...
Anw a poem to share.. For everything there is a season, And a time for every matter under heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing; A time to seek, and a time to lose; A time to keep, and a time to throw away; A time to tear, and a time to sew; A time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate, A time for war, and a time for peace.
zhen is tickled with love at 10:49:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Unconditional Love I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called "Smile". The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reaction. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway.....so, I thought, this would be a piece of cake (literally).
Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonalds, one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special play time with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch...an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved. As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell...and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men. As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was "smiling"...his beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance. He said, "Good day" as he counted the few coins he had been clutching. The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally deficient and the blue eyed gentle man was his salvation. I held my tears......as I stood there with them. The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted. He said, "Coffee is all Miss" because that was all they could afford (to sit in the restaurant and warm up they had to buy something...they just wanted to be warm).
Then I really felt it...the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes. That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me...judging my every action. I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray. I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue eyed gentleman's cold hand. He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Thank you". I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, "I did not do this for you...God is here working through me to give you hope". I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, "That is why God gave you to me honey....to give me hope". We held hands for a moment and at that time we knew that only because of the Grace were we able to give ..... We are not church goers but we are believers. That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.
I returned to college, on the last evening of class,with this story in hand. I turned in "my project" and the instructor read it....then she looked up at me and said, "Can I share this?" I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class. She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings (part of God) share this need to heal. In my own way I had touched the people at McDonalds, my husband, son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student. I Graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn....unconditional acceptance......after all....we are here to learn!
Often, we searched around, hoping to find that someone whom fits the criteria of your ideal one. Yet, when you found that someone, you thought maybe you could find a better one. Even when you thought you found the best, the idea of “there’s still someone out there” still lingers around. You gave it up, but decided to return back to the one you once thought was the best, only to find out that he/she isn’t yours anymore. You are now left with nothing. Or maybe, with someone else but you still think that he/she is not as good as the one before. Once opportunity slips by, its like lost forever. So there's this quote: Never take someone for granted. Hold each person close to your heart, because you might wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones..
zhen is tickled with love at 12:53:00 PM
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Yest: Morning went for DJJTR. Then go home bath and change le then go to meet ah meng and chinchilla to watch movie as i had promised them. No choice. But chinchilla insisted to treat us as she wanted to watch badly. And i nearly fell asleep in e cinema!oops! But i was awoken by ppl screaming at unnecessary scenes!! After watching went to wait for dearie who begged me to wait for her to come before i leave. And outside the cinema we saw outside the sunset was so nice then we stay there see awhile. When dan come le we went to eat dinner but i never eat cos i dun feel that e restaurant very safe. So i made a lie that i am not hungry but actually i was.=x Then eat le think where to go again.. hai so sian.. But never fail to dare birthday girl la. Then they were saying whose birthday coming next ar (looking at me).. But i was thinking i also never say i want to meet u all...=x Then i as i was thinking what excuses to give, grace came. Then a while more then leave lo. And grace say she want leave also but she just came! lol Well, i just felt that being with them just brought back broken memories. Nevertheless i am still thankful to them who had taught me to be stronger and to act well. They had really contributed greatly to my dramatic skills which i don't like to show this side of me. But since we were once very close friends and they had contributed good memories to my sec sch years, just go with the flow lo. But on the way home i was thinking, who i wanna be? Do i always just want to let ppl be happy and pretend that i am happy when i am not? Or just be selfish then i dun have to care so much, dun like it just dun do it? Okay that was it for the day. Photos:
Holiday are getting lesser and lesser and what i am glad abt is that i never go out so often like i used to. I rather settle down and read. But i did nothing to improve on my studies cos i dunno where can i start.. lol. But then nvm when sch reopen i shall not read so much.
Before i end got a song lyrics to share... 不只是朋友 你身边的女人总是美丽 你追逐的爱情总是游戏 在你的眼里 我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友 你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐 你开心的时候总是挥霍 你失意的片刻总是沉默 在你的眼里 我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友 你从不忘记 提醒我分担你的寂寞 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点自私的占有 想做你不变的恋人 想做你一世的牵挂 想做你不只是朋友 喔....喔.... 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点自私的占有 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点自私的占有
zhen is tickled with love at 11:30:00 AM
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
Something good to share 快乐仙童慈训： 你不能控制生命的长短 但是你可以拓展它的宽度 你不能测量天气 但是你可以改变心情 你不能改变容貌 但是你可以展现气质 你不能控制别人 但是你可以掌握自己 你不能预知明天 但是你可以利用今天 你不能样样腾胜 但是你可以事事尽力
zhen is tickled with love at 4:17:00 PM
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Thursday: Meeting with the suaning team. Hwee, Fang, Ting. We wanted to wait for hwee and not knowing where to go fang suggested loitering around city link. So we went there to walk, really is walk. Walk finish then we go marina square cos we ended there unknowingly=x Then since i will be watching movie later decided to get tickets first cos hehe..=x And thanks to my irritating friends... Hwee called so we went back to bugis to wait for her. Then shop for a while and i got ah meng's present. =) This funny incident happen in one of the earring shop while helping me to choose present for ah meng. Salesgirl: Can i help u? What age are u buying for? Hwee: 19... Salesgirl: Is the girl mature in dressing? Hwee: Yeah. (under her breathe:act) Salesgirl: huh? So she has long or short hair? Hwee: long. (under her breathe:Bimbo of course) Salesgirl: erm okay this may suit her[showing us some samples] Hwee: oh thanks Salesgirl: what is ur budget? Hwee: as cheap as possible... Salesgirl: okay.. is she small size or big size? Hwee: bigger than any of us here. Salesgirl: my size? Hwee: yup. All through this fang and i was observing silence cos we were controlling our laughter. Then we went to continue with the hunt before we settle at mac to think what we sld do.. Mindcafe vs pool vs something else. And looking at the time we decided to continue to chit chat. Till we were tired of talking so went to bugis street to look for hwee's haversack and ting's earrings and make up set. Then again thinking what we sld do then i gtg already. Went to eat then watch rule one. Not bad that show but not scary enough=x Then what did we do i kinda forget le=x
Friday: Morning had to wake u early to go "qing ming"... First stop was Yishun to pay respect to my great great grandparents. While waiting i went to appreciate the flowers as they were really nice then my mummy say me ppl give u flower u dun want now u see. Then i was like flowers? They will die off, fake flowers are just for show. Then my daddy interrupted with that was what ur mummy used to receive last time then i dun want give too much comment le lo. But then i tot of a funny thing.. Why can't girls worship their ancestors after marriage then daddy said cos girls "shao xiu 500 shi". okay i m convinced then. Next stop was to balestier for great grandparents and grandfather. Dunno why till now i still have clear memories of the times i had with my grandfather.. Perhaps he will always live in my heart no matter how long it is... How i wish he could have lived longer... He wanted to see me have a good "gui shu" as he had said to me ever since i was a lil girl. Okay dun say le reminiscening back will make me feel like dropping tears. Anw after that we went to eat lunch at whampo market, nice nice=) Then home to rest before we go for QZ at night. Today alot of ppl cos holiday ba so we ended late then while daddy send them home we went to hong yang. It was minjun jj's grandma... And daddy was so cute he tot that it was at amk so he went there. By the time he got there it was already 12 plus. So we went home quite late and i guess we were the last to leave beside their family.
Saturday: Morning was a meet ppl's day... Went to teach tuition then met liang xiao jie so we help them shao xiang le then meet my parents to go eat. And met lp's mum at the canteen that we go eat. While ordering food we met "wong xian shen" and yutong. Then we went home to change and all then meet liang xiao jie to go QS at TG. On the way back got a call to ask me help out as OGL and i rejected the offer without thinking=x
Wishlist for our new timetable: 1) No night class 2) No long breaks 3) No long days Finally, no changing of project group.lol
zhen is tickled with love at 3:30:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Now let me post my this sem result..Not fantastic but since its out.. i reap what i sow so i won't bother to bore over it.I got a GPA of 2.76 and 1 D+(jap), 1 C(DCN)[mr choo was like surprise cos he tot i will get A], 2 C+(maths and asp), 1 B(comm skill), 1 B+(java), 1 Dist(project)...All those i expect i will get A de eg java and comm skills i never so i think i never work hard enough = work harder next sem.Nevertheless, still need to thank those who had helped me in one way or another. Thank you!=)Today went to sarah's house to have the gathering and then we did catching up and entertained ourselves.This is not a really pleasant week.. i guess that its "exam" period. The topic/subject of exam is "testing of one's patience" and i might "fail" cos i guess my patience are not as good as i used to have..Thats all for today!
You Are an Apple
You are strong, powerful, and even a bit stubborn at times.You have enough strength to help those around you in trouble.
You are adventurous and charming. Many people are drawn to you.You love life, and you enjoy traveling the world. You enjoy fine food, art, and culture.
People have accused you of being a snob, but that's not accurate.You do enjoy the best things in life. Unlike snobs, you truly appreciate quality... not just pretend to.
Which One Will Win? A Cherokee elder sitting with his grandchildren told them, "In every life there is a terrible fight - a fight between two wolves. One is evil: he is fear, anger, envy, greed, arrogance, self-pity, resentment, and deceit. The other is good: joy, serenity, humility, confidence, generosity, truth, gentleness, and compassion." A child asked, "Grandfather, which wolf will win?" The elder looked him in the eye. "The one you feed." Lesson: Development of good character depends on everyday choices one makes.
This morning had conference with my juniors and they updated me abt so many "happenings" in SJC that were so "interesting"... The lastest update was vandalism that involves police report.. In my 11years of convent sch education i never hear before such a serious case.. Only time i see police involvement was back in OLN where a girl committed suicide. Anw heard from them there's this group of ppl who vandalise until very jia lat. Splash paint on bball court.. The bball court that we used to have morning assembly, have PE lessons, have punishment has been badly vandalise to the point that they need to paint the whole court so that can cover the vandalism. Somemore the vandalism is abt scolding the new Principal. Heard them say the Principal nobody like. Like or not also cannot like that ma. really very serious. Another one is vandalise e board that print our sch name, they go and make until our sch name cannot be seen.. Now de girls really is more naughty than boys. Last time steal things or misbehave in public already very serious de case that involves parties to do a public apology. Now vandalism.... Hai things really change. Mrs Chan and Mrs Das how can retire tgt aiyo.. terrible. Hear le all this really feel very sad that my sch change so much. Dunno other schools have this problem not but then a considered good sch produces this kinda students, is failure of sch disclipine, family discipline or society discipline? Anw that day we were still thinking of gg back to visit but now i dun feel like gg sia. And teachers that teach us mostly also not there le. Even CCA teacher also change. And.. Mr Potato took over Mrs Goh!
zhen is tickled with love at 12:33:00 PM
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Monday, March 17, 2008
The man who went to Heaven and who was able to compare A man died and because he had been a good person, he went to Heaven, where Saint Peter greeted him at the door. Welcome! he said. You can enter Heaven right away, but, because you lived such a good life, you can also go and check out Hell first, if you like. The man was rather curious and said - well, why not - and he went down all the stairs to reach the door of Hell, which opened before him. Behind the door, he saw many people sitting around tables with delicious food! But they were all very sad, and suffering, because instead of hands they had long knives and forks as arm extensions and they did not manage to put any of this great food in their mouths. The man went back up to Heaven and said to Saint Peter: Wow, am I glad that I can go to Heaven. That is really some punishment. Welcome to Heaven, Saint Peter said, as he let the man in. What did he see there? He saw many people sitting around tables with delicious food, just like in Hell! And just like in Hell, they also had these long fork and knive extensions on their arms! But in Heaven, the people weren't crying or cursing, because they were sticking the food in each other's mouths! "Try this", they laughed. "And this!", and they had lots of fun in the process.
Lesson learnt: Happiness comes from making other people happy. Don't be selfish but care for other people, and you will be taken care of as well.
These couple of days was kinda tiring but i never do anything much... Fri went to meet the girls... Hai i really dunno what to say, feeling tired to say what happen.. I only know that 人与人之间相处就是要互相容忍而每个人的忍耐都有能量，patience has its limit and the limit to patience of a good friend should be more? Cos u already know what kinda person she is but of course on the other hand things won't change until you learn to bear a thought for others. Not everyone has the same character so not everyone can tolerate what another person can/cannot. Then dan left as her sis was not feeling well so me and fang walk round the place. Oh and something interesting happened. I met lz and his mum. Surprising! But then something embarrass also happened.=x Anw when both of us are tired le again we went to kinokuniya to do some reading. Then when jiqing called then went to meet him for dinner and buy present. Dunno why always go out with him eat sure will meet ppl. Meet so many some more.-_- After that shop around for gifts le then go home. And someone steal my photo! zzz
Sat Went to bugis to and chinatown with mummy for shopping AGAIN! tired. But i still heaven find presents so many to give away starting from now. Then we went to meet my aunt at chinatown there to take bus to go Quality hotel there to eat. And when we walk in we saw huimin they all! Eat until so full lo. Though i never eat alot=x Sent aunt home then shun bian go up see claudia and zacc. Claudia is so naughty! She never finish her milk so she dun want give her chop. Then later when sleeping time she say she dun want, mummy not good. wah! Then she come and find me give her chop ask me open the cover for her then i also dun want help.=p Who ask her so naughty then she go and play toys. So ye man and ba dao! Then cos late le so we go home.
Sun BXB in the morning, tuition in e afternoon and BD in the night. Totally restless after a whole day of activities.
zhen is tickled with love at 2:13:00 PM
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Thursday, March 13, 2008
Yest spent the jorney to aunt house to read the newspaper.
And i was kinda amazed by the headlines..
People are having unexpected reaction abt donation to sick foreigners..
A lil on the news article first..
A china student who is currently studying in NTU had leukaemia and NTU student union helped to set up a donation drive to help this student and yet they are ppl who react very anxiously to this issue.
I must agree that sometimes being to nice to others will make ppl take advantage.
But thats beside the point of helping someone who needs help and has a different nationality from us.
They are humans after all. Sometimes its really heart breaking to see that ppl are hestitating to help people.
Besides that its already scary enough to be adapting at a foreign country alone...
Despite the changing world, its also heart warming to see that some ppl still do a part.
Sometimes simple act such as...
Asking ur neighbour which floor they stay in and help them to press their floor button instead of pressing your own then fold ur arms and stare into space...
When the lift comes and ppl are rushing to take that lift, have the courtesy to wait for awhile instead of just pressing the close button harder so that the person will miss the lift...
Letting those elderly or small kids out of the lift instead of just rushing out when u reach ur floor...
We can do so much even a lift ride but then sometimes i see this lacking esp in the youngster. hai..
Let me continue abt yest..
Reach le Jurong we went to eat lunch first cos we were very hungry.
Then eat le go aunt house.
While the 2 babies are having their afternoon nap, i help mummy to fix dinner.
It was very exciting for me cos first time the 2 babies eat vegetarian food hehe.
But thats cos their mummy not at home. If not my cousin won't allow. After that they wake up le then play with claudia more cos she is sick then she mood not very good. But i manage to make her play and laugh. hehe.
Zoom... goes the car on claudia stomach and she will giggle. lol
Think play too much with her le my aunt say later at night she will laugh like that so i stop and teach her reading instead.
OMG she is too omg, she know so many words and when she read to me she expect me to clap for her.
And she is also very ye man! worst than when i was young lo.
She want means she want, dun have she cry. wah snatch toys from her didi she will cry and say please until so ke lian one.
Then guess what i ask her who scratch her nose she told me her friend. OMG! 2 years old and she can answer my qn. shocked!
Then at night eating time she dun want to eat cos she just had milk then later when i eating she keep looking at me eat so give her food she vomit everything out! Then her maid scold her she come and look for me and cry! wah this girl ar.. smart but so naughty.
Then later when she bathing i went downstairs to buy things for mummy and aunt.
And she bath finish she cannot find her ah yi then she cry, so touched=x
Then come back i bring her go downstairs play lo.
And there's a lot of kids there! like nursery! then they still wave to me! so cute right!
I was sms-ing when she playing the slide only then got one boy boy cry i go see what happen then cos claudia beat her! i was so embarrass.. Quickly apologise to them and then i bring claudia home.
After awhile then we go home le.
On the way home, when we alight le train then walking home got 2 malays they were playing on the road so i was looking at them only.. Then one of them just jump infront of me and RAH! scare me lo! Then my mummy oi him then he just walk away. So scary i nearly got a fright!
Reach home then get down to work and sleep lo. Cos today morning 9am got to give tuition...
Some photos...
These 2 toys are last time i play de. Wah really is gu dong!
This is one of their toys(work branch) Nowadays kids de toys really is very interesting.
This is sleepy claudia with her slippers(she is sick but still as cute) I take her photo le then she want to see omg.
zhen is tickled with love at 11:20:00 AM
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
This week is supposed to be a week for me to pei mummy as she got holiday but she got half day work everyday.. So today we decided to go ah ma house... Went to meet mummy at hg mall for lunch and my goodness met so many ppl.. Some FT some friends some ex-seniors! While eating he tz came to join us and eat.. After eating chat abit before gg to buy something for ah ma eat then take train. Reach le tiong bahru we went to walk around as it was raining very heavily. But walk le quite long still rain very heavy.. So we decided to just walk. And by the time reach half e journey i m already drenched then mummy scare my flu will more serious so she go ah ma house take one more umbrella. In e mean time i went to 7 11 to buy newspaper read and this funny indian guy he gave me 3 free gifts.. dots. 70cents newspaper got so many free gifts.. Then go ah ma house to dry myself. When do buy things after that before gg home.. Tmr is mummy birthday..hehe And we gg to see zacc and claudia. heehee. Hai hope my friends will end cold war soon. I will try not to dread one of my sec sch friend's celebration but i really very sian abt it.. one good thing is that i dun have to share present with them. Not just wasting money but i see no meaning in their gifts.. hai..
zhen is tickled with love at 11:08:00 PM
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Anybody have any idea what kinda games can suit a group of 60 senior citizens? Anybody have any idea what kinda food to provide for a group of 60 senior citizens(other than buffet)? The above need to consider de is budget. Lesser amount spent, the better.. Tag me at my tagboard if u have any suggestions.. Thanks!=)
zhen is tickled with love at 12:37:00 AM
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Monday, March 10, 2008
Yest was a busy day. In e morning had BXB. Its holiday.. so kexin jj brought scrabble. Can see HL, ZC and KJ have fun with it. At first ask KJ what he want to do.. work or play.. then he want to play.. So when i try to help him cos he was like abit behind he found e trust in me gradually. May be a small step but at least its a step forward. And also i am tempted do something abt his studies... Bxb ended earlier as there's C group JXB. As there was not enough time, ps jj made a quick run through of the theme for this year. Then cijia and QS. While the rest of us walk over first. But we were all strolling plus nearly walked the wrong way. But when we reach we were not the latest=x JXB today de attendance consider not bad le ba.. comparing to last time de JXB haha. And really can see how different is JXB this year but looks like an interesting way of interaction. 信愿行。。hmm... 认识，肯定，体现 自我... Like i say most humans have forgot abt the contract with lm so we tend to forget our purpose in life, our 本愿... After JXB i got to run le cos no time liao. Then cos still got time i quickly go home bath. Eat le a bit then quickly rush downstairs. Kinda squeezy in the car cos behind got zhou tz, liang xiao jie, mummy and me.. Reach le there we need to QS and all cos the 顾堂de dunno go where. Then got alot of things happen la. So messy. As usual. We rush like mad then still got to go and find xin qiu.. Follow liang xiao jie go cos can gain experience from her.. And i learn that she will first set target and then go ahead and tell them. Also have a very special way. haha. Then got BD and then QZ. After that DCS ci mian. can see this DCS is very enthusiastic and also they gonna have something like BXB like that. When taking food in for DCS(who know i am from s'pore) he ask me i study sec what in s'pore! I told him poly. Then he ask me is it Uni. Then i say is before uni de institution. And he say can see u will be a very you xiu ren cai in future, jia you! So i must jiayou cos DCS help me jiayou le lol. Hahaha and he is so young.. Can see with his dai dong, msia dao chang have hope to be like s'pore. Anw after that then the indian dao qing got DZB while we clear the things as most TZs have left..-_- Well they are tired so are we.. Sometimes its kinda funny to see that in dao chang got ppl snatch to eat and go home after that when they are not just normal dao qing. Better not say so much. Then when end le quickly do what we can and QS before we leave... Was so tired that i fell asleep in e car but very when reach customs got to wake up cos now they want to see out face le so cannot sleep after that.. Reach home already 12 plus le.. So i change le then fell asleep=x 2days also 12 plus reach home.. Tonight got meeting for volunteers and later got to give tuition.
zhen is tickled with love at 11:30:00 AM
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
These few days have some experience of doing some chores and i think its quite scary that it will have to be my part time job in future. Even worst if i am not living with my parents.. Yest went with mummy to NTUC and as usual i will stand at e side waiting for her to choose as she wants to choose the best of the best so me and daddy usually can't help much. Yest i did the same but at the same time i also observed other ppl buying things. I was really amazed that my mummy was not the only one who is like that.. When e staff came to pour new arrival of fruits out everyone reach out their hands to snatch(i start to wonder.. will i become like this in future?)... Then at the cashier there were also quite a few aunties who will bring their plastic bags along to make sure that they have 10cents off their bill. However i was still glad that i learn some things there, be my mummy's personal assistance in choosing groceries and also walking calculator. Before that we went to eat lunch and she always as usual gives me all the good things and she will take whatever is left(i again wonder.. will i be as caring to my children if i have any?)... Today morning wake up le help mummy in the praying part which most of the time i won't do anything as i told them i believe in LM but then to think abt it the altar has been in my house from before i was born and i do was only burn joss stick, when younger maybe i will help my ah ma to burn incense paper, fold and write the names of my ancestors.. Then after that i went to read my book and continue by helping to sweep the floor cos mummy dun want me to mop. Lucky i never cos i already was tired. Dunno why i so no strength also. haha. Then went to help zacc and claudia as they are seriously ill. Claudia still okay and she still want me.. But zacc was really sick and need to be hosiptalise as he had dengue... And he also dun want anyone except his auntie(the maid).. Later he also vomitted and was kinda uncomfortable and he cried and cried... So poor thing.. This situation is showing me being a mummy aren't a simple job. When ur child is sick, u're equally sick cos u're so hurt and really would hope that u r e one who is sick no matter how naughty ur child is.. Another thing is that today is international women day' also known as 三八妇女节 as it fells on 8th March... Sometimes i really must admit that being a woman is not something easy.. But right now at this period of transforming its seems to be happy? sometimes u can enjoy the adoration of ppl and at the same time ppl will give in to u. haha. So i must try and enjoy this period before its gone ar. lol. That sld enjoy my thoughts for this international woman day. lol
zhen is tickled with love at 2:04:00 PM
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Friday, March 7, 2008
Hai.. human life is so fragile and there really are alot of way a human can leave this world... Some have cancer, some tumor, some sickness, some accidents(fatal/normal), some while sleeping, some while jogging, some born and die on the same day, some chose not to treasure own life and end it... Life really is between breathing in and breathing out.. Sometimes it really makes me wonder why am i working so hard.. But i always convince myself that its because of that agreement i had with lm which i also am not sure of the content of contract so all i can do is work work and work harder in terms of sheng shi and fan shi. As i am not even sure if i m able to pay my debts that i had pile up since 60000thousand years...
zhen is tickled with love at 10:30:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Hmm time to update. hehe. Sunday bxb. Wake up earlier to wake dear kaijie then prepare a bit of things le then leave house. Reach bxb ps jj say got things to tell us. Hmm realise that follow up why BY no go BXB is impt.. Then after BXB after tuition activity was learning of lijie and ba bao. Hope BYs brought home something useful.. Then after that we have a small meeting among JDY. Kejing jj came up and i think she tell liping that they can go home tgt or smth then liping say we going out so they send her bros home while us tgt with ps jj went to pu ti to have our lunch. Eat le lunch we went to take train to douby then we went to buy movie ticket and walk around before time to go watch JUNO. We got the first row seat and... it was a great experience=x Anw the show kinda funny but not very nice as i didn't quite catch the meaning. Then after that went to dear house to collect some stuffs and headed home=)
Monday Went to meet dear to accompany her to the doc to see her toe and we waited like 2hrs in all.. And poor dear got to be on antibiotics and also eat medicine when she is not sick. Hope her toe will recover soon. Please try not to wear covered shoes le! Later anything happen i very hard to jiao dai=x Then went off to meet lz at town. And since time for movie not up yet we went to walk around again and i got so tired so we went to sit down and chit chat instead. haha Today watch de show was PS I Love You. Quite a sad show though. And i was controlling myself cos it was really sad yet quite sweet. After watching movie then we walk to somerset but i really quite tired le and it was quite obvious also. Then he insist to walk back with me so we went back douby and then after reach home rest awhile then go QS le. After sending liang xiao jie home we go home. And.. in the lift meet my that neighbour! omg! Then he greeted my parents and as i was helping to carry something which seems heavy he ask me i need help ma. When i was abt to reply him my daddy saved me by helping me to carry then reach le our floor i was saved by a sms also. hehe Reach home rest le as i was quite tired.
Tuesday Stay home to rest and also to do some preparation for tuition as i needed to revise my work in order to teach benji. He having quite some test lately and his maths all along needed help most but i also needed to revise quite some. After teaching him was a bit tired le but then i rest awhile before gg to teach yaling. But then i was okay with her today as she is still a kid after all so easier to threaten=x Also easier to trick, give stickers will make her listen to everything i say. =x
Wednesday Morning receive call from cousin to ask me help take queue for claudia and zacc to see doc cos they sick again. Then went to meet uncle teo. First we went amk hub to watch 2 faces of my gf(nice show) then we went to eat lunch. Wanted to go botanical garden but it was raining cats and dogs so we went to cineleisure to wait but rain was heavier. So we went to a shop to sit down and read book. Then watch 2nd movie of the day. Leap year(also nice but not as nice). Then after that went to pei him eat dinner before he go chalet and i went home. And this davastating news was so terrible.. An accident which caused a maid to be killed and also her left leg was severed from the lady.. OMG! Btw she was walking on the pavement and not the road..
zhen is tickled with love at 11:38:00 PM
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Sunday, March 2, 2008
Argh i am so irritated.. Dunno he got too much money or what.. Can't he just stop sms-ing me! Its so obvious i dun want to reply! Anw dun get bothered abt that.
I was reading newpaper and yest there's this article about how gentleman a guy is in s'pore... And i was amazed by the numbers.Oh my! Guys are really pampering their girls! 51% of them will carry bag for their girl, 80% will pay for their date, 85% will open restaurant doors for their girls and 91% will send their girl home after a date!! To me carry bag this kinda things girls should ownself do it ma not like its super heavy...
Another article was abt how did the writer cope with her study last time.. I think nowadays really hard on kids. I give them tuition and all already can feel the stress but on the other hand, they are also too pampered at young age causing them to have incorrect attitude towards work. Cannot deny that its stressful but then the level of coping with stress had decreased.. Well technology and human advancement really not neccessary good but i also cannot deny the fact that it had brought much convenience to our life but the feelings and bonding between human should not have been affected by what the society and world has becomes right? So what is happiness before the 21st century and what is happiness after the 21st century? I thought that it should be the same? But why i don't see people smiling as much? The pace of everyone's footstep is so fast so fast that we don't have time to stop and think about our life.. Today when having lunch with ps jj she shared abt her dreams was not something she set at the beginning but something that she finds her dreams come true when the particular incident occured.. That was the same case for me too... Sometimes by talking to ppl our age we finds that we are not the only one. And i think i am a lucky girl to be meeting ppl who are beneficial to me.. Some may say i leave an impact in their life, but to me they too have made a difference to my life.. Sometimes when u quietly observes a person before talking alot u will know the person more well.. Because u are travelling into the person's mind and heart and not just what the person says...
zhen is tickled with love at 10:37:00 PM
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Saturday, March 1, 2008
Had a long day.. so tired now. hehe Morning 9am then got tuition for benji le. Ended a little late as he needed help in History. Then together with parents went to have lunch. They wanted to eat dian xin at just green again. So went there eat already then had to rush as i was rushing to go teach yaling. I really is use speeding one go there. And go le there very sad again cos she again never do her simple homework such as copying a piece of work so i said that tuition will end later cos she never do this homework that she know how to do then she give me attitude for the rest of the lesson. But i finally settled her when i tell her next lesson test her 2 time table if all correct got stickers then she happy le. But means i need to get some stickers cos i dun have le. But i am determined to let her master her time table by P3. Then after that when i have lesser problem with her le we were able to continue. After tuition i was really very no energy to do anything. So rest le awhile then go bath and prepare meet dear. Meet dear to buy some gifts for tmr BXB then return book and think we went to take bus le. Go TG eat dinner. And went up for QKB. Sat with calendar. hehe After QKB TZ showed a video clip. i will treasure my hands even more. i mean everything i have. After that send dear home then we go home. During QKB the china dao qing keep call and sms me! zzz I ignored all but still didn't know what can i do yet. well, whatever. Tmr got BXB again. Finally persuaded kaijie to go BXB. Tmr got ly for after tuition activity then meeting and after that going out with dear so i shall sleep early tmr since i have to morning call kaijie at 8am and may need to bring yiting to bxb.
28/3/08
This is one of their toys(work branch)
