Fri once again. I spent my entire afternoon trying to solve my acct doubt. The good thing is i m being so patience and i managed to understand 2 out of the 3 concepts i wanted to understand. One more i still dunno! but i will continue to find out why. The curiosity in me cant help it. I can't find my thumbdrive.. sobsob. sorry zp, i lost ur last gift u gave me=( But then i am getting a new one. cos i need one. good thing its IT fair, even more good that dar is helping me to get it! Thanks alot dar!=) I have so many things inside, luckily i've them all in my laptop and hard disk. Technology may be useful but if all of them die on me then i die. so i did a lot of BACKUP for my important stuff.hehe Okay many many things to be done this weekend. but my main focus is sequence diagram cos of next week's presentation and also acct cos e quiz next week is 30%! Good luck to me.=)
This is only wed and i am already having such a happening week. But then i have promise myself to see things positive. Good news vs bad news.. The bad news is that i have not enough time, the good news is that i am the pilot who plans the time and route. The bad news is that my IBM keep giving me problem(+other things which i dun wish to mention) but the good news is that i can get more sayangs from daddy when he see me so sad and he is currently my great source of entertainment. The bad news is that he is flying off to taiwan this fri but then good news is that i can go sleep with mummy. The bad news is that i miss my darlings alot, the good news is that 2 of them are getting closer due to their common test. A good sign=) The bad news is that sch workload is terrible, the good news is that i am somewhat having fun in sch. let me name an eg. Mon we having night class so we were bored and we decided to disturb our classmates. I had pw's nick on msn, pw has candy's and candy's has mine. And our first target was on xiao ma. pw talk to her and she walk to candy. lol! Then we also make ppl send things to the wrong person. it was funny. but very naughty. The last bad news is that i forgot to unplug my thrumbdrive thus its in sch. Hopefully i have good news to add.
Now the other way round.. The good news is that i am getting so much nearer to term break and the bad news is that its coding week! If my IBM continues to give me problem i will have to camp in sch. Currently Mr Lam is trying to see is there anw he can help cos many ppl are facing the same problem. The moral of the story is that Window Vista and IBM is a bad combination. I may not be right but thats e conclusion i want to give=p
On a lighter note: I will still try and do my best and not feel too stress over work. I can learn more if i take things not too hard. Cos the saying says.. Slow and STEADY wins the race=)
Sometimes i really cannot understand why some ppl cannot bear a tot for others... But i shall not wonder why i have to bear a tot bcos thats me=)
zhen is tickled with love at 6:50:00 PM
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Friday, November 21, 2008
Sometimes I run Sometimes I hide Sometimes I'm scared of you But all I really want Is to hold you tight Treat you right, Be with you day and night Baby, all I need is time
I don't know how to live Without your love I was born to make you happy cuz your the only one Within my heart I was born to make you happy always and forever you and me thats the way our life should be I don't know how to live Without your love I was born to make you happy
Anw now quite confused over what to choose for my year 3. None of it i am very very interested about it. We are supposed to made 3 choice out of 5.. I already have e 3 but dunno which sequence to place it... Security, Finance Informatics, Bio Informatics...
And i want to complain claudia! so young learn to tell lies already!! Yest had swimming lesson for her and she bluff her teacher she have running nose! When she was given sweet by her teacher.. she told her teacher.."grandma say cannot. claudia eat biscuit and sweet later kok kok kok. AND SHE MADE THE SOUND EFFECT! Then her teacher laugh until cannot talk. And she tops her level for this year. Now she is learning ballet.. OMG right. 2 years old dancing ballet. I hope i can go see.. But heard she likes dancing. GREAT! How i wish she is my daughter...=x
The measure of life, after all, is not its duration but its donation.
zhen is tickled with love at 10:13:00 PM
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Thursday, November 20, 2008
I think i am going to pursue my dream to go on the teaching career! But above 7 or below 7 still in consideration.. Today had a chat with Mr Chew cos was earlier.. Then he ask me do i like IT and all. So i told him that i am glad i am here cos i learnt alot that if i never come to this course i will never know. Then he ask me like what so i gave him some egs.. Then he say he is surprise by my positive attitude and told me that actually in life is not abt getting good grades cos good grades does not gurantee u a good job. In fact if u find joy in learning then next time when u come across something that u may require e skills u have learnt when u will younger and u understand e concept instead of just doing well for ur exams u will strike even higher heights. He also told me that thinking out of the box is not thinking of a very good solution but a solution that helps in e long run. For eg: ur kids is disobedient.. Instead of finding ways to make him obedient why not think why is he being disobedient. I think he made a great point. He told me that if i like it then go and do it, IT wil definitely be an plus point for me as the world goes technical. Then he say he can see my passion in saying out what is right in my presentation. And this passion is very important in teaching line. Yes. In fact its when u see how passionate e teacher is that impact u to want to learn. Although he likes to boast alot but i can see that passion in him=x
Many things to do again. My poor weekends.. dedicated to sch work. This is seriously not a 5days work week, its a 7days work week... Presentations every week is boring.
zhen is tickled with love at 8:47:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Half of week 6 is gone! Actually i also dunno to feel sad or happy abt it.
But dun think so far first.
Cos i seriously think i only can relax and do one thing at a time.
Mon didnt go to sch cos i fainted at home in e morning. My mummy said she heard a bong then she went kitchen to see i was lying on e floor which scares her. After i regain consciousness i feel so terrible. So i spent half e day in bed cos i was so weak to even move...zzz
Today i finally feel totally okay.. with very minor giddiness.
Shall relax for today.. recently played with facebook's pet society... i dun want to play want but then cannot lose to candy and peiwen's pet la. so sometimes must play. But then they are so "kind".. give my pet gift so that they can win trophy but nvm they feed her with vegetarian food i dun mind=x
Anw was reading online newpaper and came across this article..
"Why should tigers live?99 of 100 readers polled say tigers should stay and not be punished"
And i extract this part.. "Given that it was the man that had leapt into the tigers' way, Mr Kenneth Tan, 30, a writer, said that the tigers should be kept because otherwise, 'we might as well shut down MRT stations' since people jump onto the tracks there too."
This is so true. When something happens its always somebody else fault.. hai..
These 2 days my journey home from sch and home to sch were interesting. Yest the bus uncle was so encouraging in asking ppl to move in.. He keep ask ppl to move in a bit so that ppl can board then when ppl move he will say well done! move some more.. This morning i was sitting beside a couple then e husband/bf want to alight then he went to kiss his girl and when he was to board already missed his stop. i was controlling myself not to laugh at him=x
This is one of the reason why i prefer to take bus cos can see many many funny incidents.Oops i just let out my secret.=x
Think enough of rest today tmr shall start to refine my URS=)
Before i go..
Check out this "couple".. Didi is so cute! He calls dar honey.. When dar is busy, he stays in e living room to watch tv.. When dar is stress up, he stays away from her.. When dar is angry with him, he sayang her and hope she will forgive him!
I think he is qualify to be Claudia's bf cos they are both so sweet and both 2 years old!
Most imptly! Heng heng likes me too!=x
zhen is tickled with love at 5:14:00 PM
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
Feels a lil headache on my way back from DJJTR so daddy send me home first to rest. Then mummy was complaining that i have been busy these few days, not enough sleep of course will have headache. So i slept the moment i reach home. Woke up 1.5hrs later feeling worst. But i had got no choice. None of my tutorials are done and i am so stuck at POA. Its driving all of us crazy. Those who took POA in sec sch say its different so they cant do it so i cant ask my friends who have studied them in sec sch. So feel like giving up but ms jowena gonna call us up to present so i had better watch it cos she has never call me before so i wont know when will be my turn! there's so much next week... presentation, os quiz, make props for camp(heaven started yet), use cases, URS part2 submission is next fri! Time to stop thinking abt how much i have to do and start doing.
Anw i am glad i went to yest's DCS CM... I was actually very sleepy on my way there and i could not concentrate alot but then i am still glad that i made some time to go. Cos.. DCS seems to seen through my problem cos whatever she says is what is happening to me and i got a solution to it, dun think too much just do it! And Wang DCS also asked every de shu to send a representative to say abt what impact their life e best("最难忘")... I was thinking abt it and i think there are so much... But more or less those unforgettable moments are those where u feel loved and encouraged and motivated by someone, those times where u feel most discouraged and someone made a difference in ur life, those time where u r alone and u cherish ur loved ones more...
Okay my head is weighing at 50kg=x Better do as much as i can before gg Ban Dao. Take care everyone!=)
And the weekly presentations has really made us very used to it. On tue, we make a very sudden presentation. imagine no preparing any slides at all for a presentation cos we tot its on thu. so we prepare e slide when e other group is presenting.
Then when its our turn, we just went up and presented!
The funniest thing is that out of the sudden i can answer all the questions he asked. lmcb. Now i realise the importance of being attentive in lecture. So i was super attentive in mr chua lesson and i felt great sense of satisfaction! but then can't always be that attentive when its after a day of lessons.
And my sudden change in appetite is scary. My friends keep teasing me that i am either pregnant or having my late puberty. zzz. not funny-_-"
Anw on my way to sch was sitting in front of a couple and the girl was violently hitting her bf on his..... ouch! then the guy hit back her lightly then she ouch. then he stop le. poor thing. Some guys are like that always get hit by gf but want hit back bu she de. sad for them=x
On my way back home, saw a girl who is sitting beside me reading something...
then i peek to read a bit and i found that it was a note from her teacher, think she is p6 this year.
it was really nice and touching.
i read it and i was touched! oops like no good to peek at ppl's things ar=x
But sometimes this note can really bring u through as a form of encouragements and fond memories..
Alright time to get some rest so that i can do my work till later at night=)
Before that let me update yest's photo. we didnt take any cos were too tired but they suggested to take neoprints. so long ago since i last step into the shop. as usual i am not enthu abt it=x
Her birthday present from me.. See i am so nice by being very careful when choosing the photos.=x Cos e last time she scream at me for putting her sec 2 photo=(If loving you is wrong, then i would rather not be right.If thinking of you is a crime, you might as well execute me.
zhen is tickled with love at 2:40:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
first i met a family. both parents are working and the kids seems to have just woke up from their soundly sleep from their sleepy faces. Then i was thinking this is really a dilemma cos expenses are growing up.. If u want to have more kids u need to be financially stabled to feed them and give them the best that u can. On the other hand, if both parents are very busy with work its not a good thing for the kids too.. So its like there's no perfection to it. So i think that the best is just do what is within ur ability. One can be enough too. oops. like against government sia=x but then in short if u want to bring them to this world make sure they turn out to be what u want them to be and be a good citizen to society and not a pest...
Then i met my sec sch friend who was waving frantically for cab. most mornings when i have lesson at 10 i will see her doing the same thing. She studies at TP and she needs to take cab everyday.. dunno too rich or dunno where to put her money. Maybe she making donation to taxi uncle ba=x Today she happen to see me watching her so she ask me want to join her.. i rejected her offer cos i prefer taking bus unless i am unwell or rushing for an important thing.
Presented struts to mr lam after lecture. next week's the actual one.. seems scary when u dun really know what u r doing. looks like i have got alot of things to do cos week6(next week) is a super heavy week. but it means i m stepping nearer to holiday.
Went to buy concession then went home to do my javaEE and i spent nearly 2hrs plus doing one exercise but feel sense of accomplishment la. Sleep for awhile then prepare to go QZ.
I am quite lazy to blog so i shall make it short. Tmr is a terrible day cos i have lesson at 9am and 4hours break then i will be home quite late tmr...SIAN
And today peiwen keep complaining me that why my birthday present not enough hand to take.. her birthday she so pathetic and this year is e only time she receive 1 present and is from us. So i shall help her to show off cos i chose it hee.
Here comes my favourite day of the week! Terrible week but even more to come. I am having at least 2 presentation per week, coming weeks have quiz every week, 2 assignments to complete and submit each week and project. i think i m being so slack abt the project cos e other things seems more impt.. Anw my weekends are finally here i shall make full use of it since there's a list of things i need to complete this weekend...
Today was funny. we walk past the theatre of arts where the blood donation drive is on. Then i see wah got 558 ppl donate blood le (cos the board wrote blood donar recruited 558). Then pw say no la is 5 blood 5 donar 8 recruited then i burst out laughing so loud cos it just sounded so funny and she say till so shuang! Then we ask candy go donate cos pw and me heaven reach their criteria then she say donate blood? give me $50 i will do it and so on then what she say both of us also shoot her no liang xin. then she say her liang xin in dog's mouth. then she ask me why izz that.. 早起的鸟儿有虫吃？ then早起的虫儿被鸟吃? we laugh at her like mad. next in e lecture she say xiao bai heaven reach so she decided to sms her.. and the contents were.. 白同学，您在哪儿？您的卡在我这儿。xiao bai replied that she just woke up. candy replied 天啊！都几点了您还没起床阿！本老娘就不打搅您了. 快去准备吧！i cannot imagine xiao bai's reaction after reading these..
Yest's presentation was a good one cos the teacher say she is impressed with our improvement then she gave individual comment. She said she liked my style of presentation. But she did not know i was shivering when i talk. The happy thing is that we are the only group she never shoot. Got one grp was funny. At first they put their slides pt as circle she say circle very weird so they change to cross then she say cross like showing ur idea is wrong so meng hua argue back with her. omg lo. during presentation this is the last thing u sld ever do! then i shook my head to him signalling him to stop cos during my presentation he keep smiling at me make me not so scare. Then finally he stop-_-" Yest have sch from 9-5.30 so i was really stoning at the meeting in e night=x But laugh like mad due to the communication error. lol
Once again me and xiao bai will be presenting on mon. When they say 2 we are always that 2 presenter. -_-" when can there be no presentation! a bit scare of it lo..
zhen is tickled with love at 8:42:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Finally sch kinda end early. i left e sch at 2pm! first time in this 2weeks... how pitiful. But then i went on to bishan ALONE to get xiao tian and xiao wen's present. i was the culprit who bring up this whole thing and now i got to go get it alone=( oops. But expensive sia.. all tgt both present cos me $57.90. Thank goodness i brought enough cash with me. on my way home feel a lil cold and not right. When i reach home then realise i was running a fever! so took panadol and rested for quite long and i feel so much better!
Today i met desiree ng si xuan! i was so surprise she is in NYP! anw desiree is my p3 and p4 gf=) Kinda looks like a pri 3-pri 4 clique reunion. cos the 5 of us are all in NYP! 4 in sch of health sci though. And i met fang's irritating friend at hg interchange in e morning! the guy who finds it fun tapping my shoulder and when i turn pokes me in my cheek! And repeated his irritating actions a few times. He said hi to me but i stoned at him for quite long and he did what he did again then i could rmbr him immediately! but this time i was smarter after he said bye i never turn anymore!
Finally tmr is coming.. please end quickly. so that i can have a more peaceful weekend. not so actually. this weekend is still quite terrible cos i cannot not think of work! Every week we are having at least 2 presentation and i kinda got used to it dun really makes me sick. i m really sick actually. but i hope i will be better tmr. my head feels like there's a big rock inside and prevented me from moving or thinking too hard. or not e pain will haunt me.
Fri is coming! Dan is coming to NYP i tot thats so nice of her but she came cos she need my student card to get a laptop at $100 cheaper! How nice of my dear friend right!
Lastly wish myself good luck for tmr's project presentation i hope wont get shoot. but then process of learning ba..
zhen is tickled with love at 8:26:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Haha some thoughts for the day.. Noon i went to sch then in e lift i met 2 neighbours who never bother to say hi or smile. Not even eye contact. Walk to bus stop same thing met 1 more neighbour. no response again. Night when i go home from sch. met 2 neighbours and we smiled and say hi then bye. very simple action. Yet u feel e greatest warmth. How nice will it be if when u see ur neighbour and u greet them good morning or smile at them.. how nice will it be to ask how are u today.. Maybe it has to start from me but sometimes u smile at ppl and they have no reaction.
Is being kind a signal for ppl to take advantage? i am seriously quite sick of taking initiative all e time.. i was waiting and hoping that someone will say they will present one of the 2 slides that has nothing much to present and is e most challenging.. at e end of e day i got back e same thing. i tested them by saying that i want to present my own functional specs cos all of them are presentin their own except ying xiang and me. But ying xiang is e leader so he has to do e intro. Then i purposely shoot to A. i say eh A can i present my functional specs and e next 2 slides since continuous then she was like reacting so big with e... Huh! these 3 slides nothing to present want, i want the functional specs. i was thinking u also know hard to present huh.. i was so peaced off with her cos of other things actually. so it kinda accumulate. everytime got what also yizhen go, yizhen bring, yizhen do. if no yizhen then how? And forever using my laptop is lighter as e excuse for me to bring laptop but what abt my journey from home to bus stop? what abt if i have no seat in e bus i have to stand throughout... i know urs is heavy but then why izz that some ppl just can't bear a thought for others. then why am i always thinking of e overall welfare of the team. simply cos i feel that if nobody does it, somebody has to sacrifice and do it but then i really dun like it to be a habit. i know i always just act act like kidding with them but e msg i want to bring across is still there. When gg home i was so down then candy ask me am i alright with the arrangements.. then i ask her if i dun choose that who wil choose. she just stunned then say if cannot i help u lo. This sentence sounded nicer. Maybe talking is really a form of art. say the wrong thing thats it..
Doctor wanted to give me 2 days MC to rest at home but i dun want cos i dun have time for break! Went for meeting for elderly de and sally's baby girl is coming end jan! hee
List of activities -Tmr. wed do slides then go and get pw and candy's present and home to prepare thu's presentation -Thu formal presentation. Thanks to junlong and sanjana we have 1 less presentation. Thats nice of them. Meeting at night -Fri hopefully no practical so that we end early. need to get some things from ikea... -Sat sld be doing project in e afternoon then DZB at night.Ly ETB. hee -Sun morning senior citizen week ly at tg till 1pm then studying of JavaEE -Mon presentation, practical assessment and quiz for Java EE. -Tue and wed i am not sure yet. -Thu presentation for SWENG
what a bad day cos of my headache. Felt it ever since acct tutorial. then went on for JavaEE, another headache thing. the only good thing is that i manage to know how to do the practical which was some kinda miracle.=x When sch abt to end at 8.15pm.. daddy called to tell me that he is waiting for me at south canteen carpark! i was surprise and very happy. cos i dun have much energy left to walk. Most imptly, i need a company! The tot of gg home at that time quite tiring. I am so in love with him, my lover who has come to fetch me from sch. such a sweet "bf" i have right! But i am so naughty.. cos i snatch with somebody(mummy) lover(daddy)=p The tot of sch simply............ Just as we tot that after this week will be better cos there's just one quiz.. we are told that... Next mon we have a presentation. And since e teacher said only need 2 presenter.. i expected myself to be one of them. the other one confirm will be lynette. i do presentation and slides until scare le. everyday also doing slides. Tmr need to reach earlier.. to do slides.zzz Wed please let me go home early! but fat hope! thu is e presentation le still want go home early.. in my dreams! Talking abt dreams i had a weird dream last night. i actually dreamt that mummy gave birth to another didi. -_-" Time to work...=(
Here comes sunday...=( Its gonna be the start of another new week once again. I wanted to look positive but then once i read e nicks and pm of my classmates i cannot help it but still feel quite.. one word to describe. "sian!" But look at e week towards holiday coming nearer is another nice feeling.. so i relaxed myself a bit by continuing the show that we watched in sch. But i watch one episode only. And stream back all the last parts that i have seen so far to see e last part with the phrases..hee Cos its nice.=) Episode 2: "Love knows how to forgive, but it does not know regret" Episode 3: "The chances of meeting each other can be close to impossible, but it wouldn't hurt to walk around the streets a few more times." Episode 4: "I'm always waiting for you to ocassionally turn your head around, which will make the sweat from chasing you worthwhile." (so sweet~)
If loving you is wrong, then i would rather not be right.If thinking of you is a crime, you might as well execute me.
