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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

生命中真的有太多太多的无奈了。。。
我有很多的感触。所以虽然明天我有presentation,我还是要说。

- 我的肝婆婆入院了。因为她不小心摔倒了。幸好她没什么大碍,但还是伤的满严重。
- 有一位中国道亲来不到三个月却不幸受伤了。他有三天的病假,当他第四天(今天)回去
的时候,中午老板却说要送他回去中国。
- 今天翁先生在道义中说到了近十年来是宇宙开天辟地以来就惨的。 的确。
但有时候我却无法全我身边的亲人或是朋友要早日看透人生的真意。
我们并不是来吃吃玩玩就这样过一生。也不是努力赚很多的钱就可以了。

这是我刚才在巴士车上的感想。因为时间已不早了, 我该准备我明天的presentation了。


明天是31st dec了。生命也要开始有个新篇章了。我的new year resolution每年多一样,
就是要演好我自己的角色。
还有一件事就是。。。去年的31dec我做出了一个相当勇敢的决定。
所以虽然明天会是一个很简单的约会因为我们各自多有自己的任务要完成。
但对我们而言简单却是最幸福的。我知道你希望我们明天能有更多的时间一起度过。
但我相信我们只要对彼此有爱有包容,我们未来还有时间=)
最后我要感谢你对我的牺牲与付出。我也很感谢那些一直以来都在给我们支持与信心的人。
最后最后我希望今年不愉快的事情我明年可以做的更圆满。=)


zhen is tickled with love at 11:00:00 PM

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Friday, December 25, 2009

Alright! i'm back in s'pore! will do a rough update...

Its really by the grace of LM that i'm able to go this time. And my parents too! Its was a good one definitely. Some thing just hit our head on e nails.

Now i just jump straight to...
Day1
On mon night(14/12), we arrive at e airport, do check in and then we flew off. I think i have air sickness. I feel quite uncomfortable on e plane. This is e reason why i dislike going oversea. Other wise i would love travelling.
First breakfast we had "mi suan guo"(in hokkien).. It was really nice. Thanks to the QXs who prepared for us.
We arrive at "Tian Huang Gong" with the very warm welcome at the door. Went up to our room to put down the things and then its lunch time. Afternoon we went to "Ji Bai".. We went to offer our prayers to "Xian Hua Da Di".. come back SX and had dinner. Then we had tea session before we were back in our rooms to rest.

Day2
Had a nice breakfast(western+chinese styles) after SX and then we left for "ri yue hu". We need to get there by boat. It was shaky and i was afraid i will feel giddy, but luckily i do not have sea sickness. In fact i felt nice hee. One of the island we went to, was part of the ocean and it was shaking on e island! We also had nice nice cha ye dan! The next stop was to "Tian Xiang FT". Its new. Had coffee at "Gu Keng" but of cos i didnt drink la, haha. Then we went to "Fo Shan" for dinner. We stayed there for 2 nights.

Day3
After breakfast, we had "tea" with DCS. This is where we always go then "Lin Ah Gui DCS" will encourage ppl to Qing Kou and Kai Tang. Really admires her spirit... She can have the patience and love to talk to each and everyone that needs to be encouraged! Afternoon we went to "Ji Bai Yuan Jue Da Di, Qiu Qian Ren and Shi Qian Ren". Followed by touring around "Fo Shan". We saw how our warm water for bathing come from... It the "lao pu sha" who boil the water by using wood and then pump the water up... Actually, everything that we use, eat and had during our trip... Right behind there are so many ppl doing it... This is why everytime also will bring the thanksgiving heart back but a lot of times, it only last us a while... I am the same too..=( After dinner we had cheerleading practice before we went to bed.

Day4
We had breakfast and then off we left for Sheng Wei. As usual went to put down our things first. Huimin, shuning, me, hanjing and huiwen slept on e upper deck and we had our own world=x
We had lunch and then we went touring for a lil while. We only went to the museum then we retreat from our group to go practice for our telematch. We were like so kiasu, practice and practice. In the end we were so confident that we will win. Had dinner then was HYH.

Day5
Woke up early for SX and breakfast then was Sports meet already. Tian Guo were really enthu in the cheering and we were the only ones cheering. But without our cheering there wont be any sound.. haha. We won 5 prizes.. All 3rd. The final one we also 3rd. Well this was not the most impt thing.. though some of us were quite disappointed esp our game cos we lost 1st and 2nd by a few secs. Its just less than 10secs. but it was the process that we enjoyed most. Well i do=) But before that i had a super bad headache and i was worried that i cant take part... but LMCB i was alright. Had "Shu Shi Yuan You Hui" after that. Then we went back to rest till dinner time. After dinner had a "truth" session with the girls. Half way through we experience earthquake. This was something really different from what we felt in s'pore. Thinking back it was quite scary... But dunno why at that moment we were not very worried and we still can stay in our room. But i think this is "dao de shu sheng" ba... haha. The funny thing is TZ tot that we are playing upstairs then we shook the bed she ask huiwen to stop but then she wont have the strength to shake if she were to! And then we went to sleep after that.. heard from the TZs and QXs that after we fell asleep there were abt 7 times more but we didnt feel it at all, too soundly asleep=x

Day6
After breakfast we went to "wei duo li ya shan". It was a nice place with beautiful flowers and scenery. We went back for lunch and then its our S'pore very own activity. "8 Xian Guo Hai". Something are really fated. Kexin jj, HanJing and me made the hair for "He Xian Gu" then in e end i was e "He Xian Gu" and HanJing was the Xian nuu. It was supposed to be huimin and her mum de. We were first okay, cos our grp is 2 young ppl LOL. But well it was just a game and we, "xin chuan zhu" was the only one with the signage and cheering so madly. haha. Then we had "dang tian guo zai yi qi", organised by the QSN committe. This time round QSNs were in charge of this trip... Our ZZs are all very potential and capable of leading... It was a fun session. Dinner and then we had HYH again. Piano + Volin was a perfect match. i simply enjoy the music produced by this 2 instruments but i cant video down cos my camera no batt=( That ETB and QSN was really good also! ETB kids could memorise zhong yong, some were quite young and they had xiang sheng also!

Day7
We had breakfast then set off to outing. We went to their stadium then to "Chun Qiu Ge". Had lunch in the bus. Shared with huimin cos it was alot! Then we went to Dream mall. It was big! but we didnt do much cos its shopping and we were too tired for it. There's a theme park but no suitable for me.. Dinner was at Shanghai Shu Shi Guang. Hundred over dishes. We also had some exciting performance by them with the guys acting as girls dancing nobody... Went back to Sheng wei. Packed, bathed and sleep. Ohya, shuning lost her money so went to find but to no avail and she was really sad cos she want to donate using her mum's name...

Day8
We left Sheng wei le. it was our last day in Taiwan. When we went up the bus we saw her money on the seat. Last night we went to see but we cant find it! Mysterious right, but we have an ans in our mind..=) Went to a park then went to airport already. Had dinner there, checked in and boarded the plane back to s'pore. I vomited when we were abt to take down... But felt so much better after that.

Welcome home!=) JunHao told me that darling came hehe.
reach home around 2plus. then sleep already.

The next day i had half day sch. Yest was half day as its x'mas eve. Met darling at Tampines to get presents for my 3 precious! Then we had lunch at simple food and chatted. Come back home bath and went to cousins new house. had celebration, was home around 2am. I got a HiFi cum DVD set as my x'mas present. Also had a polo tee. Xiao korkor still wanna get me MAC desktop then i told him not to... to scary le..

Photos for Taiwan trip will be on facebook.


zhen is tickled with love at 2:20:00 PM

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

I have a lot of feelings in my heart but i dun feel like saying out cos i dun have e urge to. But i am having too much and its kinda overflowing.

From parenting to teenage years to relationship to human relationships to human...

Too much for me to take but i am staying cool simply bcos i dunno how i sld react to all these. I just felt like i need a long break so i m hoping that this Taiwan trip will really release me alot. I will have fun there definitely. I dun want to think abt problems. I dun want to think abt things that i simply cant change or accept.

This year, i felt that i had become more into my own thinking and not always thinking on things that make ppl happy. its my future after all i need to work for it.
I had become more fragile, hungry for more love to be showered upon me when i met with unhappy occasion but again and again i stopped myself from being so weak. I have to stay strong like i used to. I used to take more than this. SO THIS IS JUST small ISSUE.
I felt that my temper is getting more short, its either its on e edge of exploding from taking too much or its either i didnt manage to control myself as well.

This is already the last month of dec. Time really flies. I felt like i am an aimless person who just cant seems to plan ahead. I hate arguing with ppl bcos i want things my way but then its time i feel that i sld loosen the string and really think how to tackle the worries. I have to grow from hurt, grow from making wrong choice and not always following the safest plan. What if one day i dun have such plans, am i gonna not move on with life? I seriously have a lot to say and i know my friends will be there to listen but i do not wish to say too much bcos i hate making ppl seems bad...

That the end of what i want to say. Just take it as a random ranting if u dunno what i am talking abt.=)

Too much worries can cause unhappiness...


zhen is tickled with love at 9:47:00 PM

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Saturday, December 5, 2009

It's been quite some time since i last updated. As i was lazy and have nothing much to update abt.
Some significant event since the last post...
Its already week 3 of FYP next week. means 2 weeks had past. for e past 2 weeks.. i had been slacking alot, really alot.. cos i felt that i need a break. So its time to get into some serious business soon but i guess nobody is taking FYP really seriously cos i always see lab are so empty LOL. breakfast 3 hrs, come back work 1hr, lunch 3 hrs work awhile more tea break, come back start to prepare packing up. For me i never eat so long, but i walked ard alot but when i m in e lab(most of the time) i m watching.. 海派甜心(hi my sweetheart) and 下一站,幸福(autumn's concerto). NICE! rest of the time i'm on facebook=x But then of cos i also got do work la.
Besides normal ban qi and events, starting from 27th nov(fri - hari raya) we went to watch concert performed by sheng shi.. it was a nice and touching night and i had to admit that i was tempted to join. the next day sat, went marina barrage for recce. we met at 8am then recce till 12 plus then leave e place. we took some pictures. which i shall upload another time on facebook. stay tune=x then we went to have lunch at loving hut and watch movie with huiwen and her friend. 2012. nice show! went to send my xiao hua(my hp) for repair then went home with darling. the next day sun, i had practice for telematch at 8am in the morning too! after that we went to buy some things, have lunch and went to Ban Dao. The comes this week. Mon had dinner with darling at Shu Wei Kang after work. Tue had QZ. Wed, met dar and darling tgt. didnt mean to let them co-exist also didnt mean to not let them co-exist. but in e end still did. i know dar will say okay one but then i know she will prefer to be just me and her. but well, its okay cos sometimes it just interesting to see ur bf and ur gf fighting bcos of u. Haha! More outings tgt okay? i think darling want to surrender already=x So it was a fun wed to end with=x Thu met darling after work and had a short snack at 501. He was on MC that day so he came to pick me from sch. Fri had RCB. 5mins start already. Shall do it the next time. faster end better!=x This morning had meeting regarding the year end gathering. more and more exciting. hee. Went to TG for practice again. Had meeting in the night. Busy day. Tmr shall be better? DJJTR followed by signage making followed by a TZ Kai Tang. Comes Mon week 3. thats life.

I happen to saw this in dan's blog. mostly are so true! LOL. Well, thats girls...

1. I'm just a girl.
Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us, we are never going to find out.

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.


6. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

7. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.

8. Our favorite part of the MSN conversation is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.

9. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.

10. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

11. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.


12. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

13. We have mood swings. Get over it.

14. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbor/best gal friend is.

15. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.

16. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

17. We hate it when you go clubbing without us.

18. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.

19. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

20. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.

21. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

22. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.

23. We think you are the best guy in the world.

24. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.

25. Compliments. We love them.

26. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.

27. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.

28. We like cuddling up to you so let us.

29. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

30. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.

31. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)

32. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

33. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

34. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.
Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.

35. We never forget things. Ever.

36. We over-analyze everything.

37. We over-react to everything.

38. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

39. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

40. We don’t like being used.
We like it when you do unexpected nice things.

41. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damn you must have done something bad…

42. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. I

43. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

44. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time they were probably thinking about you. A lot.

45. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.


zhen is tickled with love at 10:59:00 PM

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