Morning i woke up late cos i was very tired.. Then parents and i went to aljunied to have breakfast cum lunch. Daddy help me to eat more than half plate as it was late le and i gonna meet them for lunch again. Then he fetch me to lorong ah soo there to take 53.. Saw this lady which is wearing a short that can't even cover her butt when she was standing up and so nicely she post right in front of me. i got e urge to tell her to excuse me lo=x Then after that bus came then she also board then when she went to find a seat to sit down this ah pek was looking at her. No doubt where his eyes were. So i decided to sit next to her so that i would be blocking his "nice" view. Then reach le bishan meet xiao tian and xiao wen go and eat lunch. Then they were complaining e food junction food very ex and not nice. Then i irritate them by keep saying mine very cheap and nice. hahaha. Nice cos everything to me is nice. hahaha. shhh Then we went to meet e rest in e lib. And we never do much. I just tried to explain ipnet then for OOAD no instruction given so we did a but only. But actually i also a bit slack.. Cos i m simply tired.. No matter what thing i am always e so-called leader... Eat, Meeting time and place, studies, go where, do what.. all i decide and initiate... Then when everyone looks tired xiao wen watch movie, xiao bai and xiao tian went buy food eat, me and xiao ma went read books.. It was a slacking day and i wasted my time by travelling to bishan so i was not on the best of mood.. Then went to read some human behaviour and emotions book and they say i am bian tai.. read this kinda book=( After a while decided to go home since not doing anything productive. Went home sleep for awhile. tired again... Okay so basically today is a slacking day.. Tmr shall study my C# le. 25% cannot play play. wish me luck.
zhen is tickled with love at 10:28:00 PM
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Friday, May 30, 2008
Argh i can't wait for holidays to be here. Can u imagine i am so despo for holiday and i am even counting down though its just 2weeks! Perhaps i really need a break. i dunno why i am so stressed up?? I know that the more i stress e more i can tense up and e more i cannot do things well... And e weirdest thing is i dunno what i am stress abt.. Trying to act as if i am alright can be quite tiring. But i hate to see those worrying faces. Daddy always ask me to take it easy cos he felt that i have lost that flexibility. Always so tensed up. Morning he will help me to massage my head and neck there, night time will be my back and tailbone there. Feel like he is my maid like that or rather a free massager... Being serve by my parents just because i am "busy".. Why must life be like that.. Okay i think when i am stressed up i say weird things ba.. haha
Anw mummy will be away wef sun which means that most of the time i will be alone! That makes me sian too...
Feels like relaxing but dun have e mood.. But i am afraid i might go crazy if i dun!
Alright i shall stop complaining so much.. Just do my very best ba...
The next thing is this familiar story that i believe alot of ppl read or heard.. But its still so touching to me... 抢救人员发现她的时候,她已经死了,是被垮塌下来的房子压死的,透过那一堆废墟的的间隙可以看到她死亡的姿势, When rescuers found her, she was already dead, crushed by the collapsed house. Through gaps in the rubbles, they could see her posture. 双膝跪着,整个上身向前匍匐着,双手扶着地支撑着身体,有些象古人行跪拜礼,只是身体被压的变形了,看上去有些诡异。 Kneeling on both knees, her entire upper body bent forward, held up by her two hands pressed against the ground, as if performing the ceremonial bow in an ancient ritual. Except, her body had been compressed out of shape and looked somewhat eerie. 救援人员从废墟的空隙伸手进去确认了她已经死亡,又在冲着废墟喊了几声,用撬棍在在砖头上敲了几下,里面没有任何回应。 A rescuer extended his hand through a gap and confirmed her death. He called out to her, and tapped on the bricks with his shaft, but received no response. 当人群走到下一个建筑物的时候,救援队长忽然往回跑,边跑变喊'快过来'。他又来到她的尸体前,费力的把手伸进女人的身子底下摸索, As the team walked toward next building, the squad leader suddenly turned back, yelling as he ran, 'Come quick!' He came to her remain, labored to maneuver his hand under her body, searching. 他摸了几下高声的喊'有人,有个孩子 ,还活着'。 He called out following some rummaging, 'There's someone, a child, still alive.' 经过一番努力,人们小心的把挡着她的废墟清理开,在她的身体下面躺着她的孩子,包在一个红色带黄花的小被子里,大概有3、4个月大, With some effort, rescuers carefully removed the debris burying her, found her child lying beneath her, bundled in a little red blanket decorated with yellow flower prints. He was about 3-4 months old. 因为母亲身体庇护着,他毫发未伤,抱出来的时候,他还安静的睡着,他熟睡的脸让所有在场的人感到很温暖。 Shielded by his mother's body , he was totally unharmed, sleeping peacefully as he was brought out. His soundly asleep face warmed the hearts of all rescuers on the scene. 随行的医生过来解开被子准备做些检查,发现有一部手机塞在被子里,医生下意识的看了下手机屏幕,发现屏幕上是一条已经写好的短信 As the rescue team's doctor unbundled the blanket to examine the baby, he discovered a mobile phone tucked into the blanket. He subconsciously looked at the display, found there was a SMS message. 亲爱的宝贝,如果你能活着,一定要记住我爱你',看惯了生离死别的医生却在这一刻落泪了,手机传递着,每个看到短信的人都落泪了。 My Dear Baby, If you were to stay alive, you must remember that I love you.' No stranger to the pain and sorrow brought by death, the doctor nonetheless wept at this moment. The cell phone was passed around, every person who read the message wept.
Tmr will have to go and do project and assignment AGAIN! i feel so sian cos i am so lost but i want to praise myself for putting in e effort and thanks chick for helping me cos i think he gonna heart attack if he continue to help me. Sunday morning will be sending mummy to the airport and then i will be free.. But i gotta make use of the time to study C# and do my assignments while daddy will be at ren cai ban... When mon comes i will have 4days then i will get my long awaited holiday!
To my dearie: i know that u really miss me alot but i dun wish to meet u when i am not at e best of mood to enjoy.. But i am secretly glad for u that u have a loving bf who cares alot for u. And i know u love him alot too. So stay strong for ur family and urself. hugs.
zhen is tickled with love at 11:31:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Yest morning daddy wake me up as he want to bring me to the doc(order by mummy).. Then i was so sleepy but then no choice i really was coughing terribly through e night.. My nose was not flowing as bad cos of daddy's help. Next time if u all got non-stop flu.. put some ointment and push on the top of ur nose which is e bone there.. it will stop.. Lucky got a medic at home=x Then i was e first cos mummy called to help me to book le. After he prescribe my medicine for flu and cough then he help me to check my tailbone.. And he gave me a piece of bad news.. I am supposed to go back and see him 2 weeks later! I hate e feeling of it lo but then no choice who ask me to be so bo chap recently. Nvm i shall impress him 2 weeks later! Jia you yizhen!=p Then daddy send me to sch.. First lesson was lecture then i was feeling so dead cos i ate e medicine and it makes me drowsy.. Lz keep saying i was so not being myself.. Didn't know that i am so cheery to him.lol. Then lunch time i ate a bit then no appetite and i really feel like going home but i know i got to hang on. OOAD teacher never come but we had to submit practical.. So peiwen and i do then we also completed our DBMS. yeah one down.. This weekend gotta meet up again to do.. Hope we can finish asap. i hate to drag. i hate to do last min work! Then C# practical finish le then tutor teach new things.. After that i was thinking of gg home then just nice no tutorial. haha.
Today's first lesson was DSTR tutorial. Nothing much happened. Then was break. And lecture.. Today my mood was not there.. DSTR i was thinking of OOAD.. C# i was doing domain model. Then meet chick for lunch and went to lib to have some consultation.=x Didn't want to meet e rest first cos i know i will be more pressurise.. Dunno why i am also.. Whenever i want to do well in something i become very worried for it and then e more i worry e more i cannot concentrate.. argh! After that i kept myself busy but looking at some java codes for project and also personal learning using maryam laptop cos she want to study.. Then peiwen send me a link which is from sch email.. Kinda funny email! For girls only, http://jimmiess.livejournal.com/946.html#cutid1.. Thanks ar pw! yi shi qian qian! whatever! Be contented okay! Then was pract test.. Fine i sld say but then i was really too nervous that i was not thinking properly... After end le i ask daddy come and fetch me cos i dun feel well. Whole day got hot and cold feeling. And he say i got fever so went home eat medicine then sleep. Wake up was so much better, for the least head not pain. Its 8 more days to my holidays! So looking forward but i feel like going back sch lib to study hee.
zhen is tickled with love at 9:13:00 PM
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Monday, May 26, 2008
I feel like tearing my nose out cos it keep flowing and my classmates had all donated me their tissue... and there's this joke that we found out! our class guys bring tissue but not the girls!
Anw today was another happening day... Morning had DBMS tutorial.. Then everything seems fine... When project module then suddenly i realise that honey is not well... Plus before that theo was telling me to share my book with her cos she lend hers to somebody.. Feeling weird i was talking to her that we dun have textbook and e other module have textbook de was different from her.. Then she ask me ask my friends share with her.. This kinda request i really dunno how... Then i went to talk to her she a bit not well le.. When mr yong is talking honey laptop abt to drop then nobody want to help her and mr yong also can't help so i walk in front and tap her to tell her then lz shouted for me to be careful cos she will hit ppl. Then i move back and i nearly fall on mr yong!!! Then Mr yong suggested to call our personal mentor ms mak.. In e mean time, me and lz help her to pack and can u imagine e rest was like watching show! Then ms mak dunno why make till so big.. When ms mak came she say we can go off first then e paramedics came in!! And we were chased out.. Then whole class went to mac while lz borrowed my laptop go lib.. Then they all start teasing me say i so nice to my sister and all.. I dunno leh.. But when i see her like that i really put aside all those stuff.. Many ppl may think she is acting.. I may not totally believe but i chose to keep to myself and try to convince them cos i dun want to pass judgement.. What if she really is... Cos she said her whole body pain.. And even i like like tap her she also cry very loud... I really mean light.. Hai..Dun want say her le.. Just hope that.. If she is really sick, will recover soon.. If not, please dun do that in future.. not fun at all... But i think i have very kpo friends=x candy and xiaobai abt to walk out and saw e paramedics then they turn and walk back to watch! Then later when ms mak talking to theo they say my friend ask me go and listen see what happen.. Then when i talk to theo she ask me to help honey with her work.. But then.... she dun want help herself and i am not good at it... Then after i talk to her everyone gather round me to ask but too bad they got nothing much=p Then we make e tables join together and thats our so called class gathering.. And my dear friends announced that i sure cannot finish.. xiao bai places a bet of $5, xiao tian say she will chop her head down let me be chair sit. Then in e end i really finish.. Looks like i had got $5 and chair to sit sia=x And my class was so crazy! They did kallang wave to cheer for me! what nonsense!! Then we went lib to retrieve my laptop back and slack.. When junwei come find me to help me with domain model then got things do then skip lecture=x After that was IP net also teasing me abt my "sister"... dots.. Then break we went to lab to slack and also do our assignment.. So stress!=x But sometimes i really dun understand why i do more than ppl but dun do well as other ppl... Maybe i also got hardwork no talent ba.. Whatever it is... HOLIDAYS COME COME! Last lesson also do assignment then i keep sabo candy back!=x I tell teacher she ask can go earlier not then teacher really tot she ask de!=x One last thing.. i really need to praise myself for acting kelian so well=x Then went to meet lp to pass her form.. and home=) yup thats my monday=)
zhen is tickled with love at 10:45:00 PM
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
Hee here i am again.. Not cos i m bored but then got e urge to write... Just back from my mummy's friend, hui ru auntie's house... She is a nice and gentle lady so i like to go to her house. But mainly cos i need her to help me to alter my jeans and all.. Cos some very loose then some very long.. And she did a perfect job=) Thanks. She say i dun have weird size just that if can fit into hip may not fit into waist. And this is e trend.. BUT.. A TREND TO SHOW UR BUTT CLEAVAGE SOUND SO WRONG TO ME. I not referring to anyone, referring to myself.. Then had a small talk with melvin while my mummy was busy talking to her... And mummy suddenly ask me go her friend's room.. Then i went in and she ask me lie down she want to help me to relieve some pain. I was like so scare la but then she never really put a lot of strength then still okay. Just that when abt to okay le i dunno what she did and it was real pain lo!! I can't even stand up after that cos was very painful then awhile then okay le.. And feel so comfortable.. Then i joke with her to change job=x After that uncle send us home..
Then just now when talking to my friend.. cos want her to understand more abt dao.. But then she rejected my offer then i ask her izz she not interested.. Then she said yes.. Sometimes i really dunno how i sld put it to make ppl feel like coming.. I try all sorts of ways le. Maybe i never present myself well as a xiu dao zhe so they not attracted.. Any idea how i can do it? Even BYs some is dun want means dun want i cannot even say anything to convince at all. But i also dun like to force ppl cos i believe that u must really want it to enjoy and listen.. If u go for e sake of gg or just to give me face then u feel bored and never come again i think it will be hard for me to say more in future.. Hope that got any qian xian or tong xiu read le this can give some suggestion or experience? haha=)
Anw yest's DCS CM really let me have strong feeling abt this phrase.. 比上不足，比下有余 比上不足: Last night a few QX share abt their experience of gg to Nepal and Sri Lanka to ly 开荒.. And the ppl and kids there really touches me even though i never go there before.. But through the sharings of some QX really makes me feel guilty that i am not even putting in as much heart and soul as they are.. Ban dao li jie learn in 3days(in not ur own language) and both roles of shang xia zhu li.. 1 day to learn xian gong.. All these i took dunno how long to master.. Their naive and pure heart of doing something with only what they can find and what they have.. 比下有余: then back to think abt the ppl in mymmar and sichuan... I am so much more fortunate! Living a comfortable life where i can..衣来伸手，饭来张口... Loved and pampered by many...
Anw i m gg to sick le.. got a pretty bad sore throat(what i hate most!), cough and flu.. Hope dun fall sick cos my mummy is still thinking of gg hong kong with my cousins they all.. So i really hope she won't have to worry abt me and go and enjoy.. This morning she already very worry cos last night i was so in pain and she caught me so morning she was kinda worried... hai
zhen is tickled with love at 12:19:00 PM
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
I really pray hard that.. 1) For those who are affected by natural diseaster will be fine soon and live their lives well even without their love ones.. 2) For peace for those who are in a not so fortunate country.. 3) For those who are ill to recover or have less sufferings(esp cyy's daddy to wake up soon).. 4) For those who had recently lost their loved ones to be happy and treasure their lives.. 5) For my friends who are stressed up over assignments and tests to have the motivation to hang on.. 5) Lastly, more ppl will realise dao and continue with the journey they have lost...
Next thing i want THANK LZ... 1) FOR NON-STOP IRRITATION.. a) phone me for fun in class! b) calling me smally! c) keep lying on me just to see my exp! d) acting childish by keeping my things and tapping me for fun! some more which i can't recall now..
One last thing! When will i stop meeting weirdos?! I pitying myself again for always being tagetted...
RAH! i think dearie is really stress.. cos just now she called me and she meow and moo to me then i was like are u okay? Then i suddenly rah and she got a fright haha!! jia you! =)
zhen is tickled with love at 9:08:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Hee i find this skin so cute so decided to change to this temporary first.. Still looking for a better one.. And after helping my friends to edit some of their things cos they assume that i sld know.. I find myself getting a lil interested to explore. haha. Anw let me be random.. Today there's no sch.. I intend to study later on.. Cos quiz and assignment are piling up slowly.. Let me do a count.. Assignement, we have ipnet(5%), OOAD(20%) On top of that we need to produce some results for our projects(5% this week).. Quizzes that are coming up are DBMS(10%), C#(25%), OOAD(?%).. This week there's also practical test for DSTR(10%).. I dunno what else i miss out.. nvm 2.5 more weeks to a small break... And can attend 2 camps.. Not bad.. But my holidays will be spend studying too.. Cos if i dun i will get lost... Maybe yc is right.. I sld be some event planner or psychologist where seems like my strengths but then life is short la.. Must learn something useful also=x There's a sayings which is something like.. 用之与社会，贡献与社会 Anw was talking to zhi ming and he shared something with me by lai DCS.. "some type of stress is good, is help to push for your things; some type of stress is not good, that kind of stress is from those things u dont wan to do or feel like to do for it.. that will impact on the result that come out.. so always use ping chang xin to deal wif this kind of things.... because ping chang xin come from your ben xing, and "xing beng shang" from san zi jing... i will try to use 平常心 and stop stressing myself up=)
zhen is tickled with love at 2:05:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
EIGHT LIES OF A MOTHER This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say "Eat this rice, son! I'm not hungry." This was Mother's First Lie.
As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten. My heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish, son! I don't really like fish." This was Mother's Second Lie.
Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used match boxes which she filled with fresh match sticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, "Mother, go to sleep; it's late, you can continue working tomorrow morning." Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep, son! I'm not tired." This was Mother's Third Lie.
When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her. Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love, Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said "Drink, son! I'm not thirsty!" This was Mother's Fourth Lie.
After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle who lived near my house came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying "I don't need love." This was Mother's Fifth Lie.
After I had finished my studies and gotten a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, "I have enough money." That was Mother's Sixth Lie.
I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son; she said to me "I'm not used to high living." That was Mother's Seventh Lie.
In her old age, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, "Don't cry, son! I'm not in pain." That was Mother's Eighth Lie. Telling me this, her eighth lie, she died.
YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL! M - O - T - H - E - R " M" is for the million things she gave me, " O" means only that she's growing old, "T" is for the tears she shed to save me, "H" is for her heart of gold, "E" is for her eyes with love-light shining in them, "R" means right, and right she'll always be, Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER"-- a word that means the world to me. For those of you who are lucky to be still blessed with your Mom's presence on Earth, this story is beautiful. For those who aren't so blessed, this is even more beautiful.
zhen is tickled with love at 11:23:00 PM
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Monday, May 19, 2008
Argh.. So many places i want to go, so many things i want to do... All i ask for is just a simple walk in the beach or the park or at least somewhere relaxing but then where is my time? They are all missing before i can do all those.. Sometimes i feel that some of the things i do i am wasting time but i just do it so that i will not disappoint ppl.. But what abt myself... hai.. Adding on to that my condition is not at the best.. Its like roller coaster... I am still learning to please myself more than pleasing others..
Yest had DJJTR in e morning.. On the way ps jj called to ask me where am i cos wanna ask me to help take attendance as they need to go up and prepare.. Then when ke xin jj come pass to her le then liping and i went to er tong zhu as we had ly today.. Then sheng shi were teaching them how to sing.. Nono sld be junwei were teaching them.. When they are done, TZ told them that they only have 30mins more and they are gonna perform.. Tian xia de ma ma dou shi yi yang de with actions! Some of the kids were so scare that they cried.. The rest seems really excited.. Then when they are going up to perform le got one very fierce jiejie.. Her voice power one lo.. I dunno when then i can have her quality voice.. But not really very good also cos when i tel secret ppl can hear me.=x Then waited till their turn and we were supposed to join them.. Unsure of the actions just kinda recalled and play along... Nvm i dun think i can really be seen so no worries. But the kids were really good.. Actually after all i m not so scare of the stage.. More worry then i will give or say the wrong info.. But er tong ban is forever so cute de.. hahaha Then end of ly we went basement to drink water before gg plaza to buy cake go yc house give her surprise.. After eating her cake and all we set off to vivo.. Wanted to watch a movie but only separate seats.. thats equals to not watching. lol Then we went to eat instead then walk around, play around.. Before going off, we went to get drinks then take bus 80 home.. Great we spent so much time on bus trips yest.. But what are concession for?=x Home sweet home after that..=)
zhen is tickled with love at 4:09:00 PM
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
Friday Sch as usual... I reach sch early then me and maryam stone there till e earlier class came out. Then after that the rest came le. Try to complete use case model during lecture. Then they went to eat and i had fries.. After eating then go to lab as i need them to send me the files. Now then they know why i keep ask them do project le right. I really hate last min work and got warnings from ppl around me. And i am a person who likes to complete my task beforehand. Then data structure practical then i was trying to help xiao wen, xiao ma solve error and both of them got e same mistake which i didn't even know i keep looking at xiao wen de cannot solve in end then i saw actually same.. Feel like banging my head on the wall.=x Then tutorial.. Make up for wed de.. After that then went to lab to submit project and practical.. And i got troublesome friend, xiao bai who is busy with maple and ask me to help her send. Then shun bian wait for xiao ma. Then poor dear waited for me at the bus stop so long. Then we went to amk. At first we went mac and i met a weirdo! He came to ask me for money.. He had tatoo on his body and the way he talk like want to fight with me.. I was so scare lo! Then he from 1dollar say want 70cents then want 10dollars still want give me his hp number so that can return me money. I lie to him i dun have he still keep ask! Then insist me go change money for him. one dollar is okay but then he make me scare of him and then my wallet got alot of money so i dun dare to take out.. Then finally he decided to go off. Lucky man! LMCB! The problem is he only target me.. scare scare. Then after that we went to shop shop buy things.. After we got le then went to sit down to wait for chick chick. When he came, went to buy durian puff? Then after eating we go town de mesuem to see see. Cos that time no chance to see.. I think i really enjoy going mesuem hehe. Then after that we went china town to have our dinner le then walk around abit to digest then go home. Think due to my carelessness of hitting the pole it had made my injury worst.. When it start to pain it really can kill me.. Like last night e pain can make my tears coming out..
Saturday Morning pei chick go see doc for his neck. Wah die die i also wont go that kinda place.=x Then we went to eat le then he teach me my work and doubt le then went Tg for QS. After QS then went home with FTZ and she keep talking abt bgr... Dunno what's wrong with her today.. And i lied to her... =x Cos i was shy..This kinda things how to say lo. So best is just say dun have.. Then reach home i slept till 5plus=x Then go bath again le then go TG. Met roy and lp first.. Then reach Tg met our Ft de dao qing so ask her go up with us to can jia then go basement eat. After eating then we go er tong ban LY le.. Very funny de lo.. i never do anything much then ppl will praise me de lo.. weird weird.. Then after ly we went up but heaven end yet so we wait awhile then dear want go toilet.. So we went then washing then we see see e A group DZB.. Then went opp to wait and liang xiao jie told me that upstairs still ban dao.. So i went up.. Then wait for everything to end le then we wanted to go home.. Then met Lan FTZ... And this is what happens.. Lan FTZ told mummy and FTZ i got ren yuan.. People like to get close to me.. Then FTZ got e wrong idea.. She replied: "Ah zhen mummy yin gai heng gao xing, ta nuu er zhe yang you qian dao de yuan". Lan FTZ replied:"Yizhen gai chi jiu ke yi lai ly er tong ban, yi hou wo men lao le, ta men ke yi lai dai dong. Xiao hai zi dou heng xi huan qu zhao ta". Then i was controlling my laughter cos really funny. When we come down got a china xin qiu ask me this book(xiao che zi) next time i go back can bring back not.. will they lock me up.. Cos he tot is fa lun gong! Then help liu xian shen to change hp settings le.. Met liang Tz they all then they send us home cos daddy need to send dao qing home.. And 10 ppl squeeze in his car. Pro sia. amazing.. Reach home change le then daddy say want go eat then change back... zzz.. lol
zhen is tickled with love at 12:04:00 AM
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
Okay i think i am too tired to update abt every single details of my life.. So i shall update funny parts which entertained me..
1) Candy never fails to make us laugh during Ipnet. Today she never screw up her practical but she did something funny.. She was so irritated so angry so hot with her boss for maglining her then when we doing practical she use e router and PC to make into a sad face then she was happily announcing it to that this is representing her mood... Then Mr Choo was just behind.. Then he say wow! what are u doing candy then she paiseh until cannot.. lol!
2) Before OOAD tutorial.. Candy was trying to act out what happen at the lib.. candy: yest we at lib then we book room and pw tot nobody walk in then bang very loud... then we saw xiao bai seated on the floor cos she fell from her chair! it was really like sound effect! e moment xiao tian can bang then xiao bai fell! Then we were so bad to be laughing at her.. candy: then pw on the lights and she give a shock face so i went to look at what happen and we both saw a couple. The girl was crying and on the guys shoulder then on the table there were flowers and necklace. Peiwen is such a spoiler make ppl lost the momentum. lol
3) candy went toilet and she needed *** so she called xiao bai cos she most likely to bring then e moment xiao bai heard she laughed so loud and she announced to all of us! Then she went to save her.. Maryam: what happen? xiao tian scare see ghost ar? Then we all look at her in disbelieve.. Cos this is e second time she got e totally wrong idea.. The other time was chick give us tuition and they candy ask her to spare peiwen one and she took out her charger cos she tot peiwen want charger.. I think i got a group of super funny friends. Life with them in sch really make me have stomache from laughing too hard..
zhen is tickled with love at 11:24:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Alright i gonna be very random.. COS I SUDDENLY MISSED MY CONVENT LIFE! Memories sometimes flash back as if they just happened yest.. But i have actually left that place i USED to belong 2 years ago.. If i tell u i dun miss those ppl who have pass by my life for that 2 wonderful year i must be lying! Although some are superficial.. They still have left me with wonderful and sweet memories... Perhaps i am too used to the all girls environment where there are no constraints. But of course i do enjoy my current life but just not as much. Different ppl give me different feelings... My girlfriends who know me inside out are not there has its advantages as well as disadvantages.. Things seems to change but when we gather together we still finds back that missing feeling.. Only thing is that will we still be like this when we have all have our partners? I can feel the difference even now.. Though 1/4 is attached but already got invisible wall..
I HAVE SUDDEN URGE TO PLAY SPORTS..
One more thing for me to rank at! I MISS the CHOCOLATE CUPCAKE!
Okay the end-
zhen is tickled with love at 10:35:00 PM
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The cake and sing birthday song giraffe..They make me take out the candle with my mouth! Darling and me...
Dar and me..
Dearie and me..
The four of us...
zhen is tickled with love at 12:10:00 AM
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Monday, May 12, 2008
Actually i dun want to update de.. Cos i have a quiz tmr which i am quite worried though its just MCQ.. Cos lecturer said on e average ppl only get 50% excluding those who did not do, hand after times up and all.. Because for OOAD we never learn anything useful during tutorial and practical. The reason for me to upate is cos today too happening le. Before that let me say abit on e weekends..
Sat night went to celebrate Mother's day in advance then met xiao meiling jj and family..
Sunday A different BXB activity.. As it is a post exam gathering.. So JDYs had to meet earlier.. Then we had a small and short discussion. When BYs arrive we watch a short video clip and some debrief.. Yes.. we really have to be contented with what we have so as not to lose the original "xing fu" that we have.. Just be contented with what u have, you dun have to ask for it, LM will also make e arrangement for u.. But of course if some things dun below to u.. It will never be.. Then after watching we played 2 short games but had fun. Hope BYs feel so too.. First game is big fish small fish.. Most ppl enjoyed the game.. Then had forfeit for shuning and jiahao cos they made 3 mistakes... Actually we tried to sabo them when they 2 times le. lol! esp jia hao.. he was cute!=x Then their forfeit was to do chick dance! lol After that we had e first impression game where we have to write one thing u know abt e person and e first impression of that person.. Haha! i am gentle and quiet! But i am naggy too!=( Hope that through this.. All of us had a better understanding of each other.. Then was prize giving for best conduct and best attendance BY. Jia you!=) Anw then we shao xiang le then have our lunch. Then JDYs got to "fly" to lin shi.. cos we are really late le.. Reach there awhile then start le.. More of a sharing session.. Then group discussion they nominate 2 youngest de which is liping and me.. I was a bit not able to concentrate there=x Then after JXB went straight to give yiting and yaling tuition.. Then come home straight give benji tuition.. After that i was so tired le lo.. Even eat steamboat i was so dead.. Then daddy offer to massage for me.. Then make me more alert but need to study for quiz and do use case..
Monday Morning wake up then read through my notes cos i scare i forget.. Then prepare to go sch.. On my way i also studying.. Then reach sch met huiting then walk to class as we same level.. DBMS tutorial then had OOADPJ. Same thing again.. Show use case and u can pack up and go.. I kinda wonder what can we learn by doing that.. And he never even comment abt my work.. By then myabe thats his way of teaching us.. But feeling stress cos of the many things we need to start doing le. Stress cos we were not told how to do.. just like use case description.. Even i listened in lecture also not enough.. But lucky de is i have friends.wahhah. eg chick chick.=p After that went to eat then went to lib to slack.. In e mean time we were a lil crazy abt programming. Xiao tian started by saying while do we need to study? Farming better.. Then xiao wen suggested IT style farming.. She say use do while loop then i say not good cos do while execute le then check condition.. While loop better.. Then if scare water too much then for loop.. Then xiao tian say maybe can put try and catch.. catch exception.. cos farming scare got sacre crow then if they never fly then birdsNotFound exception. Think we are really crazy.. Then later want to program lift and toilet also.. dots.. Then is OOAD lecture.. This time is talking abt ER diagram le cos domain model is also talking abt that.. Then cos mr yong like to say terrorist de so xiao wen suggested... One terrorist bomb many places(1..*) and one place may or may not be bomb by terrorists(0..*).. So i say then terroristID shall be primary key then attributes are name, gender, dob.. OMG so freaky! After lecture then have ipnet tutorial.. Ended and went to eat again then go lib again.. Slack till 6 plus.. And comes the most irritating part.. Firstly got one grp came to join us.. Help them save face dun want mention their grp! Then after quiz, we were told they will join us cos their teacher not teaching le.. Then our teacher take their attendance then set us work to do and some of their class ppl went missing so teacher shouted and retake attendance then they bu shuang her.. dots! Then she ask them do work got one guy stand up and scold the teacher vulgar and we realise the whole class also like that! Girls also scold all those things! Then still say the teacher bias.. cos not her class so she can like that lousy.. Hello! if she is bias why is she teaching u all and not us... we are her actual class! Then cos teacher say today need submit and they start to argue and scold vulgar again! Then teacher say okay latest fri they hand in but we today hand in lo! Fri hand in she is part time tutor so wont be in SIT so asking them where can they meet and got one girl say why cant she come and find us.. I feel like telling her.. its ur grade u dun want to hand in then dun hand in.. Why teacher need to take from u? u pay sch fees so what?! i also pay! same amount! argh dunno why i so irritated also.. But they really ill-mannered! They are not respecting themselves lo. I can see my class all very irritated with them but keep quiet.. Then when lz came to ask me things then stroke my head a girl say he is fat and blking view! wah! hopeless! Then xiao tian was like just a bunch of no manners and childish xiao peng you.. Then we hand in le our work then leave le.. Dun want stay there to get polluted!
zhen is tickled with love at 10:24:00 PM
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Saturday, May 10, 2008
Alright, this is my new skin.. Kindly give comment where to improve. Don't really like the layout but that sweet little girl girl make me sacrifice.. Oh no i don't really rmbr what happens for the past few days.. Shall make a brief "report"..
Monday Sch in the afternoon then daddy send me to sch think cos he scare i will late ba.. Then had DBMS tutorial and project module. But after showing use case we can leave le.. So went to eat then went to lib to slack.. Then OOAD lecture which i really cannot pay attention cos was tempted to see e rest play game=x After lecture then we go to ipnet which we have test then do finish le have tutorial. Ended early again... Went to eat and discuss abt class outing.. so excited but then mostly things they gonna do i can no longer do.. Even BBQ is tedious.. But i know my class rep is concern abt me gg. Then everyone was like why never change rep they already have suitable candidate in mind.. zzz They meaning so "yi shi qian qian" hor.. Then lz and my clique went up to play game first then they keep suaning me de lo. zzz I am so poor thing.. Always get bullied in class. Then finally our "long-awaited" lesson starts.. Do group work then 8.15 she let us off. Went home was so tired le lo then study c# test.
Tuesday Had data structure lecture.. And for the first time, i was paying attention then benjamin sat beside me and distract me by keep making fun of the teacher! He is so bad! But he make us laugh like mad. So basically this was a crazy week at sch cos we just keep laughing at ppl. Later u all will see more eg..=x Then after lecture was lunch time.. So after eating went to OOAD lab to slack as in play game. Thank goodness i will not be addicted to any games no matter how nice it is.. I can do without.. So i decided to serve net instead.. Then OOAD again do use case, finish can go.. but where can we go? Our class next door only.. Then we play game again lo. so freak sia. After that C# we had an open book quiz! so shiok sia. But then i think i make a careless mistake which cause me 1mark! I want full marks! But nvm my competitor lz was giving me chance cos got a question which answer is in the book but he was lazy to check. haha I want to win him but then i also want to treat him. But its the same anw.. Who treat he also need to eat what i eat.. Wahaha. More of these i dun mind!=x Then after our test we can leave le. Then i finish le wait for lz signal then we go together.. But went outside walk around to see the VB student le we bored so went back lab.. Then play game with him and i keep losing! not fun! After that was tutorial.. Finish then can go le. Then he walk me to bus stop le then i went home to rest before gg to give tuition. Chick chick meet me at my house downstairs as he gg with me to teach yiting and yaling. Thanks alot for his help or not the person who is very tired will be me.. Then when we reach was kinda weird think they still not familiar but i can see that they like him too. Cos kids very easy to see de.. Then ended a lil late as yiting got quite a bit of work to do.. Really hope that during exam they dun anyhow do.. Cos they always want do properly can de just that dun want... Then i also dunno how to jiao dai to TZ if they keep no improvement. But i dare to say i put in my best to teach them. I'm sure chick chick also.. So hope they can at least pass ba... Then come home quite tired le so rest..
Wednesday Data structure tutorial in the morning.. Then lunch break and followed by C# lecture.. Due to my childish friend, lz.. i cant concentrate in lecture at all!=x He is sure childish and irritating! Hide my shoes and all nvm still do so many stupid thing. Act like xiao didi like that! Then lecture ended and lecturer say must come down take attendance.. Think cos attendance too lil.. Only 20 students i guess.. Then lz help me take attendance so lecturer ask who is that. He was being so irritating! He say is his gf! How irritating can he be. And not scare at all that i will angry lo!! Then i straight went to yi ting house to help her with her maths.. I think i only did 5 questions with her in 2hr plus.. Cos was too busy with building her basic concept.. Then at the end i was so tired and restless le... Before that her friend wanted me to teach her also.. But then in e end her daddy came back then she got to go home. Also help them to shao wu xiang then halfway phone ring and yiting want go pick up i tell her to continue then she keep distracted.. After that then went home to rest i think then i forgot what i did le.. But went to meet my dearie, dar and darling at cine pasta mania. When i walk in they sang me birthday song so so loud that everyone was looking... Then had blow cake and all.. Next time then upload photos.. Thanks for the giraffee and love letter.. After we ate our dinner then chit chat. And dunno what's with fang, doing all those lame things which make us laugh like mad.. After that then went to walk around before stopping at TCC.. Then was so funny.. We were taking photo and this waiter volunteered to be our photographer then still give us free membership card.. Then ask us do feedback and we say good service he smile and was so happy. omg. Then me hwee and fang walk back to PS. Took train home.. Thanks darlings.. No matter its belated or what, its still e love u girls showered over the years that is making me feel so xing fu=) For dan, i really see u growing up.. but please dun grow up so fast.. And ur mummy is ur mummy she will find out after all.. No use hiding it....
Thursday Met chick chick go sch=x Then was early so waited for lesson to start then again.. Show use case and we can leave.. Then went mac as they wanna eat then go lib.. Book room to go there and play game again. Then after that then we study together.. I think i am really lucky to meet this group of friends.. Our project group is the most effective and no quarrel group.. In terms of clique, the only group that always appear in lecture and are punctual for class. Though they have a common interest to suan me and laugh at me. And for candy to bully me... But i still like being there..=) Then 12 plus went to eat lunch.. It was full house at koufu so walk to north canteen full again then back to south. After eating went for IP net class. This is where joke begins.. We had to do practical.. Then xiao wen do finish le come disturb me faster do. Then i finish le then we were looking at xiao tian to stress her. But keep have error no matter how many times she tried.. I think mroe than 20 times she try.. Finally found the problem le she do until want finish then her screen went blank then she went to shake it till the whole screen black out and cannot be revived. Then both she and xiao bai do till very irritated so they decided to skip. While pw and me were busy laughing at her. Then was DBMS lecture.. After tutorial, went to look for chick to ask him data structure. Then go hougang mall see things then i went home, he went sheng shi.. Come home rest and help weijun and benji le then study for test..
Friday Ipnet lecture.. Break then went to submit our resume.. Heaven take photo so take on the spot.. After test got to continue with practical.. Again laughing time.. Ended then i went to buy lunch then go home.. Night time went to give tuition..
Saturday Give tuition again.. tmr after JXB also need to go cos next week last week le.. Then after tuition, go hougang mall eat lunch then go popular buy things then come home and rest till now type this.. Later need to do my book review and study abit for next week quiz.. Then go out to eat cos tmr is mothers' day..
Thats my week...Life seems so boring...
zhen is tickled with love at 5:29:00 PM
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Sunday, May 4, 2008
Sob sob i m having sore throat and ulcer which is killing me... Lets turn the clock back to thursday.. Thursday: Morning wake up quite late then wake up had a table spread of delicious food prepared by daddy. Mummy had work so left the both of us and i seriously dunno why he cook so much. Perhaps he was in a good mood. Then after eating, rest a while, slack a bit then go to zuo TZ FT BD... I left after they qiu dao cos had to go give tuition to yaling + yiting.. One more week to go i will be able to rest a bit bit more.. Plus my own test and assignment are coming up and i really need to buck up. But i am still slacking and not down to mood to do yet! Hai... Recently body dun seems very good so really make me quite lethagic all e time.. And out of the blue i just feel giddy but guess i m too used to it if its not hurting me i can pretend like i am alright.. Seriously need to have more life cos i work better in a relaxed environment and peer influence.. So shall organise SMALL group study... hehe Then come home actually i forgot what i did. haha. PRO right.
Friday.. Had sch.. Met pw then go lecture.. So few ppl go then lecturer was like wah long weekend for some ppl.. I wish i had. Sometimes will think why i always attend lecture and do my work but my result is worst than those who did not. Maybe wrong study method? But how did i survived for e past 11years? Okay la my result all along not that fantastic but i knew that most of the time i gave my best to what i am doing. Is that really enough? The society cares abt what is printed on the certificate.. But come to think of it.. Its my responsibility as a student to attend class.. Then pei pw go eat then wait for xiao bai come eat lunch and i was stoning for the 45mins.. Cos... i dun quite enjoy seeing ppl eating... Anw after that we went to class.. Then at lift met e rest of our classmates so we did a very irritating thing.. went to say hi to our friends then we cut so many ppl queue=x Then in e lift i was saying so bad we cut queue then they say i so small size wont waste alot of space.. Can't they save my face in the lift! Then had data structure. its so complicating but at least i tried to catch what the lecturer was saying.. Dunno why my classmates enjoy disturbing me de lo. So irritating! But need to thanks julian he help me to escape from helping honey. i feel bad but i also feel not bad cos she is not even trying! Then went to meet chick chick for lunch before catching a movie. And i was so lucky to be sitting beside a grp of immature freaks. Dun understand why some ppl can say its boring.. Part of it is but the rest no leh.. Its not a horro movie lo! Its a horrible movie... OMG! so cruel.. Then after that i think we went outside to sit while he coach me with my work before gg to eat and go home.=) Come home daddy they all want go eat so pei them go circuit link there and met deqiang tz and qi hui kk.. After eating then go home..
Saturday Morning tuition benji then rest and go eat lunch then go tuition yaling.. Exam are really near for them and i think i am stressing myself too much.. This week end soon! Then after that come home mummy gg malaysia and daddy gg zuo tang. So i stay home to look through my stuff and find back my last time de notes and all. Feel like gg back sec sch sia.. can i?=x Then night time try to do my things and play a bit of game to relax.. And again i can't rmbr what happened. lol But when sleeping i had a weird dream which seems so real then i was like never get into sleep so kinda tired today.
Sunday.. Wake kaijie up then i went to rest awhile and fell asleep.. Daddy wake me up to ask me go eat with him Then we go DZR and was queuing madly so daddy got to go cos RCB starts at 9am. Then i went to take bag then go eat. Met huijia jj and xiao qiufeng jj. I ate the same thing as xiao qiufeng jj again.. dots.. Then she offered me half a bread cos she cannot finish then after half another half.. lol! Then eat finish we waited for xinyu's daddy to fetch us to BXB. Today BXB longer then finish le we just SX then had a bit of briefing before gg off.. Then JDYs stay behind to discuss abt next week.. Then went off le. Take 53 with dear they all then i go eat le go fu mei TZ there BD.. Reach le just nice they short of one to xian gong. So can jia le xian gong then QZ and i was perspiring like mad.. Then help fu mei TZ to sms then she say i grew taller again.. did i? i think i stopping at 155 leh lol! Cos kinda rush then finish le wait for DCS come.. When san bao finish saying then i leave first.. Then go home le then benji come for tuition. Thats all... Next week will be busy.... sian!
zhen is tickled with love at 8:58:00 PM
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Thursday, May 1, 2008
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done ! Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day,I t is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away.
They make me take out the candle with my mouth!
