Hee this is my 100th post but then i will be updating lesser cos i am going to be quite busy.. But before that let me share abt today... Its a terrible day cos i laughed e whole day but i was also part of the source of laughter AGAIN..
Firstly met my group members for some discussion and also help peiwen with the validation that i had done last sem and my codes went missing! Then candy start making us laugh by asking.. me: let standardise some things.. we shall name them into 3 packages.................for database we will all name it as IT2292 in caps.. candy: huh? why need database? Then we were doing our project halfway then candy: ask how to do e database, i a bit forget le.. me: u need to set up the OCBC (by right sld be ODBC) THEN EVERYONE LAUGHED Then lecture was fine just a bit of laughing when maryam and candy talking and they were like duck and chicken talking.. Then was IpNet nothing much happened.. Except that i was being suan of having a kid's voice! Cos i called e teacher and candy who is sitting one seat away from me can't hear me calling him le.=( Then went mac and eat fries then candy insist that i sld go buy cos altogether we buying 4 large fries to share... 3 of it...Seems like a fries party ar.. Why candy want me to buy? Cos she want to see a small size me buying 4 large fries de pattern!
Then we went to toilet and there cos Blk A toilet change colour le so everyone went to see... And candy started her nonsense again.. Saying that i must be know they want to change to yellow thats why that day i wear yellow tang top.. Just because got one day i happen to be wearing pink top and white bottom, and my pink and grey jacket and carrying a pink and grey bottle on my hand.. They keep saying i wear same colour as e toilet door so its my uniform. They say say say reach class then told everyone and again.. EVERYONE LAUGHED
DBMS tutorial.. the girls were talking abt my "bf"... saying it so openly cos all of them already used to talking abt it le.. That day was that i am a lesbian now... abt my bf-_-" Then finish early so we tell tutor we want to start early so that can go off early.. So we went down to lab and the guys sitting behind me were taking turns to call my name.. When i turn they just hello, how are u? or call for fun! Can u imagine how poor thing i am! Then my tutor say: Hey boys, dun bully her. Boys cannot bully girls but girls can bully boys! Then we all laugh... And she ask us to do some qns.. Then i was asking her the optional need to hand up not.. She say got time then do, then i whispered to peiwen means no time le lo. EVERYONE LAUGHED. But i tot i said it so softly and was not funny leh.
Then she was giving some biscuit that she bought from dunno where then she was asking who want? Just nice i was raising my hand then she walk to me then i say: i want to ask u how to do this qn.. EVERYONE LAUGHED Then she was bargaining with me.. If i eat she tell me how to do, i tell her she teach me how to do then i eat. Cannot imagine i talk to a teacher like that.. Haha! So she teach me le then i tell her i not sure i can eat or not cos i am a vegetarian.. hahha kena cheated!=p
Then when go home i forgot what i did but make everyone laugh also.. zzz
Lastly whole of today our group keep suaning each other de code cannot work.. dots.. sign of stress perhaps=x
zhen is tickled with love at 9:59:00 PM
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
Some photos..
Birthday celebrations, only some of the photos cos i heaven got e rest.. Birthday girl no 1 and 2 Birthday girl no 2 Liping and i Yuhui and i Group photo Back to school... The "new" signboard.. A view of the building.. Closer view... The canteen... Bball/netball court Our home rooms The mask painting we did before we left the school, can't spot where is mine=x Read that Our school bookshop painted by seniors Now the painting my our juniors One more before leaving
zhen is tickled with love at 4:05:00 PM
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Friday, June 27, 2008
The stress is back... Project.. Test.. Assignments.. Exams.. Today we got to know 2 of our Term 1 result.. 2292 i got B, 1204 got B+... Still working hard in process i must be steady in my exam.. Just an exam..=) Anw wed went back to SJC... OMG things have changed but then some of the places we used to hang out some of the teachers, cleaner, office workers are still there... They still manage to recognise us and chatted with us.. But i feel so empty cos thats the place i used to belong, all that left are just memories that we had shared.. Things have changed, ppl have changed... But one thing heaven change! Asking us to make donations=x Actually can't blame them cos its not that they want to ask us to make donation but all over s'pore sch they are building indoor sports hall.. And SJC being special always had to.... do something extra... We need to make our own contribution of 5% which is a huge sum already.. Every year we had catholic welfare ticket and all the IJ schools also get 10% of the total... But just because of the 10% each year alot of things we need to make our own contribution. And because of that they were rehearsing in the hall but for one thing our dance club is still doing the same old thing.. Lucky i never join=x A lot of juniors we already dun recognise, do they recognise us... Then we chatted with teachers for so long.. oops i think i m so nostalgic... Anw had tuition at night so had to go home already then poor dan got to stay alone at compass point.
Thu had presentation in e morning and it was scary cos of my entire group i was e first. Cos nobody dare to go first.. dots. Lesson ended early again. Then went with chick to buy things.
Today i heard of a shocking news.. My cousin's maid's son just passed away... Less than one year ago her dad passed away in an earthquake then her mum suffers a stroke and now her son... Her husband has left her but alive... I feel so sorry for her but then got to accept it ba.. Just treasure the people in ur life before u lose them... Tuition with benji just now was stressful lo. I trying hard to handle all these..
I shall end off with this... 人生 人生最大的不幸就是不知道自己有多幸福。。。 人生最大的不满就是不能够满足。。。 人生最令人遗憾的是不懂得珍惜眼前所拥有。。。
zhen is tickled with love at 8:08:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Some photos taken at C camp..
Proudly presents.. After camp fire(kun dao)... Last day of camp.. Last meal at camp..
zhen is tickled with love at 11:40:00 PM
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Alright back to update.. It was a super busy past few days.. Wed went to sch to study and when i went to the toilet saw the prints on a girl's tee shirt and it wrote.. BGR RULES #1GIRLFRIEND IS ALWAYS RIGHT IF WRONG, SEE RULE #1 So nonsense... Anw night time had QZ and it ended quite late then in e end decided not to wait for daddy to send dao qing home then send us home cos i heaven pack my camp stuff.. But during dao yi cheng quan, it makes me reflect abt what we learnt in B camp.. Happiness is what is in us but we are always looking for it, some ppl even spent their whole time looking for their so-called happiness.. Then while talking to the china dao qing i also find that what we s'pore kids learn seems to be what is in the book only.. For them, they spent only 8years studyin while for us at least 18years! Reach home quickly pack bag and rest.
Thu-Sat 从零到有，续慧成愿 or 从零到有，愿成慧续 C camp at Camp christine.. It brought back so much of my memories esp campfire... The times when we plan camps, meet up, get scolded, training, etc... But throughout all these, it makes me grow and learn from the process.. Back to C camp... First we meet at kovan to go down to TH together. Then we do the usual stuff before folding cranes, watch the video(2nd time watching but still feel "xin suan" for those who are affected), DCS cm then take photo. And off we went to Camp christine. Singing on the bus.. AND.. i fell in love with this song.. 青少年之歌 青春年少 有爱有理想 迎向朝阳 青春年少 有梦有憧憬 迈向康庄
在这成长的道路上 我的信心坚强 肯努力 肯学习 就能收割那美好愿望
我绝不做任何羞惭 不会辜负了师长 祈祷上天的慈光 领我靠近真理和美上
Then we bunk in straight after we reach there.. And start the first activity which is ice breaking.. The game was a fun one and i had got a hyper and spontaneous group and most importantly learnt alot from them. Our group name is 立愿which consists of 慈,廉,仁 德.. Not to forget our cheer... 立愿爱的C camp 三天没烦恼 full comm 安排好 收获又不少 吃饭吃得饱 睡觉睡得好 永远忘不了 9clap(clapclap clapclapclap clapclapclapclap) 立愿!
This camp was one of the best camp i had been to.. No matter how sleepy and tired i am i feel so passionate and motivated.. A 80 ppl camp may seems good.. Just like last time LTC(Leadership Training Camp) also not alot of ppl, easier to manage and can learn better..
Then for day 1 we learnt to 认清 ourselves.. Let me just summarise a bit on what i have learnt cos i feel that if u never attend the camp already lose out le. And no matter how good ppl tell u its still a miss.. But this camp benefits me alot as i have learnt nearly every single details i need in life to be happy and enriched in terms of 圣 and凡.. -You need to first understand yourself before u seek others to understand u. -目标 = 起点 - 过去 -love = passion = energy, so.. love and find joy in what u r doing -gratitude = happiness, so.. the more u are grateful for, the happier u will be -乐在其中， enjoy and feel happy abt what u r doing and learn from the process.. because to be happy or sad is a choice u make -everything exist for a purpose, so does everyone
And day 2 we learnt to 肯定自己.. -knowing is just the beginning, saying is just like empty cheque.. so ACTION speaks louder than words -MICES: Morale Quotient, Intelligence Quotient, Creative Quotient, Emotion Quotient, Spiritual Quotient(each of them have its own meaning) For MQ de station we did a survey and omg i out true love before morale! how can!=x Then followed by friends, business and sensual pressure... For IQ de station i learnt that we need to use 智慧 to 修办道 and what QSN lack of is inquisitive, so i shall read more dao books instead of storybooks! For CQ, i would just like to quote one of the quotes, "Creativity is the power to connect the unseemingly unconnected".. For EQ, i learnt to pressure my emotions/sediments to 圆满 something.. "境不转，心要转"， And 施经理 said before 嘴巴甜一点 脑筋活一点 行动快一点 效率高一点 做事多一点 理由少一点 度量大一点 脾气小一点 说话轻一点 微笑露一点
Then we rest le awhile we had TZ cm... -同样的一份工作却能启发不同的愿力 -先有真信才会发起愿力 -US note heading: In God We Trust -济公老师慈训：我们修道修心，我们办道尽心，我们不与人家比长论短，我们不与人家争强斗胜，我们委屈自己圆融十方，我们是苦海与西方极了世界的一座桥梁，。。。，我们屈伸自如，我们道念坚强，我们不白牺牲，我们不白来世上，我们不白过时光，我们不白求真理天道。。。
Then we had dinner and prepare for camp fire performance.. And came camp fire.. Not the first time i saw real camp fire but then feeling is still so different.. its like one big family..=) And followed by small sharing... And yes, i want to thank everyone who had made this camp possible and my parents for letting me stay in dao chang to learn and grow.. Not to forget Lm's cb.. Some of the things really not that human plan it and it will all go smoothly...
Day 3 of the camp we learnt 信->证-> 愿-> 行... Believe, trust that u believe, make a wish and action! I did made some 愿 and i shall start from reading up and not be lazy... Shall start by reading 春风化雨30年... Its in my cupboard collecting dust.
After break camp came home to rest before gg dinner with my family.=)
Sunday Morning went with daddy and mummy to DDJTR.. After that had a short meeting then rush to take things from fang then rush to meet parents to go help mummy see her things while daddy go work.. The go chinatown to get things also before gg 2 places to see furniture.. And i supposed to meet lp and yc at 5 but 5 i heaven even reach home.. Then rush to meet them le we got our ingredients and cakes then headed to pl jj's house. I passed yuhui pl jj's cake first then went up to join them. Prepare finish then wait for yuhui to come with the cake, after singing for her.. we sang for yuhui also.. Both of it was supposed to be surprise.. photos for that day i share upload when i have it..=)
Monday School started! Stress!! After my lesson parents pick me up to go eat dinner before gg home=) Good news: wef next week no need go sch for project module. Bad news: wef next week no need go sch for project module. Good cos can go sch later, bad cos will lose motivation and nobody to go to when met with problem..
zhen is tickled with love at 9:14:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
So sorry ppl the theme song for camp fire cannot be found in iwebmusic=( But then i got the lyrics here..
At first when zhi kai kor kor send me this song i already fell in love with it and it was this year's B camp theme song for campfire! Heeee...
Anw let me update a lil abt these 2 days.. Holidays are coming to an end.. So sad! Yest morning stayed at home to rest then afternoon around 3 went to meet fang to pass her ms disc.. Then heng heng di di want to follow me!! I tell him bye bye he dun want bye bye to me=( Then after that went to meet dan. waited for the both of them for a total of 1hr.. Then both of us went to Paisley and Cream for chit chat and all.. It was truly a good one cos we had our usual heart to heart talk.. And when we want to go outside and walk walk we met Tan Jin Sheng and his gf! Then walk abit le then i had to leave for QS. Update the pics when dearie had sent to me or visit her blog=) Went straight to Qs then had dinner when parents came...
Today Morning went to see doc AGAIN. I was dreading myself.. Knowing i woke up late i still take my own sweet time.. But finally he never give next appt! which means i dun have to see him soon yet!! I was overjoyed cos see him make me very stress.. Then still under threat of some bian tai. Never sit straight = one meal. omg lo=x Reach home then rest a while then went to shopping with mummy.. I was so tired to shop cos i hate shopping and i feel so like resting.. But then i know if i dun pei her i wont have time to.. Then when we went home then start painting my room. So satisfied with my work.. Cos my first time painting! Daddy say he gonna tell e whole world his qian jin da xiao jie first time paint her own room. This is just the starting lo. I intend to tidy my own room i can see mummy really dunno what to do with me cos i convinced her alot.. =p Then went to give tuition le go hg mall help mummy take things then come back home=)
zhen is tickled with love at 10:42:00 PM
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Monday, June 16, 2008
Okay i am back to B camp and of course is here to share. But won't be very detailed cos want know details say face to face easier. hee
Firstly..
This year's camp theme is xing fu zhi zhuan! And we were grouped into 4 platoons, red & green(qian dao) then blue and yellow(kun dao).. Each platoon have 5 sections and i belong to Blue platoon, section 3 and making us B3! A group of very cute xiao mei meis who need some time to warm up=x
Thu morning(day 1) Woke up at 5am to give morning call.. Then went to kovan to meet and as expected some ppl are late. After that we take 153 to TH. It was so cool cos e upper deck was pack with QSNs going B camp! When we reach le collect camp fees, take attendance le then go upstairs can jia then come down and group. This grouping seems good to some cos can mix around but not good to those who don't want to separate from their friends.. For me.. its okay just that no help for my food but then manage to share with BYs. hee After DDZs briefing, then watch sichuan earthquake video.. And then DCS cm and take a photo with DCS. After which we board bus to NTU where we learn songs=) The theme song for camp fire is on my blog.. Reach NTU we get to gather as a de shu so that we can dispense keys easily. Go back to bunk and put our things and all le then went back to function hall to gather. Had our lunch then went had short meeting with our platoon. And was name tag and flag making.
We get to DIY our own name tag ..
Victory cos B3 sounds like victory..
After making, then we had a short skit and then start ice breaking games.. We had to take a long walk out cos ice breaking need a bigger space to play then we all zhi xiang can sha.. We were supposed to help one another and beat the devils.. So everyone lost and can't get our flags back. At first no need to play then realise our grp not enough so we were the DDZ gang then where need us then we go and back up. Then we go back to function hall le then had a briefin abt night activities. Learnt 12 颗心.. They are..爱心，尊敬心，精进心，和平心，施舍心，自在心，宽恕心，勇往直前心，无我心，报恩心，虔诚心，欢喜心.. I went to 3 stations.. 无我心: learnt selfish love and selfless love.. Had dinner then continue the other 2.. 虔诚心: learnt 三宝心发.. 和平心: learnt that we need to 体会 in order to understand 真正的意思.. Then had DDZs debrief.. Went back bunk then wait for turn to bath.. i dun have energy left to talk lo on that day. After bathing need to wait for hair dry. haha
Day 2 Had warm up and have a walk round half of NTU.. On the way we will chop chilli-ing.. Come back and have breakfast then it was raining so we had to wait for rain to stop. So in e mean time had cheering competition and then camp song practise. One of our cheers.. Blue team came to NTU E-I-E-I-O
We came here to learn 幸福 E-I-E-I-O
幸福 here, 幸福 there 幸福幸福 everywhere
Blue team 觉得很幸福 E-I-E-I-O!
After rain stop.. Then we went for first station where we had a one hour walk to find that place. For this again need qian dao who born to have better sense of direction. Then had lunch which was really very filling. And continue on our journey and saw B3's team spirit le. It was pleasant to see some improvement.. Then we had rehearsal for campfire skit. Xiu yun, me and xiao si(narrator) were thinking of the story line and narrating and we had so much fun cos it sounded wonderful. And came camo fire!!! As usual, fun and HIGH! After that had de shu's debrief.
Day 3 Had to wake up early for bunking out.. Breakfast then we get to embark on a journey to the many other countries dao chang. US/England, India, Indonesia, SriLanka, Nepal and Malaysia. Last 2 never manage to go.. This camp did make me feel very very fortunate and very 感恩 of my presence.. Then we had some ci mian from chen chan fa TZ and took photo before we have lunch.. After lunch wait for bus and back to TG..
Went home straight to rest then at night went to celebrate ah ma's birthday at grand court.. At first tot got time want go DZB after that but dun have.. There have xin yi zhu de tong xiu having shuang qing jie celebration.. Then when the boss of grand court heard we from bao guan jian de was so excited cos say we very hong zhang.. Then send ah ma home and sit for awhile before we also go home..
Sunday Morning daddy send me to JXB and met qiufeng jj and sihui.. It was so bad cos my brain was not processing at all le. But shen FTZ really organised it well.. Then had lunch and some short feedback session for BXB de. Daddy came to fetch me and we set off for great world city for francis korkor birthday celebration. Claudia chang is so argh! She begged me for ice-cream by doing that.. look at me with her big big innocent eyes and start to ah yi please! Don't want give her also cannot lo! Then they want to sit on those car where u put money inside then will move de.. She keep no more, claudia brother want more more. please. After sitting for 3 times i think its enough cos it 1dollar per ride.. So decided to carry zacc and hold claudia on my hand, one on each hand back to the restaurant that i was so scare i will drop zacc on the floor cos my arms are aching badly...=( Then went to eat cake and all le then go pray my big uncle and ah gong ah ma then we go home and rest.
zhen is tickled with love at 1:55:00 PM
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
Really tired to update yet so some photos first..=) Photos flasback..
Hwee's birthday celebration at ben and jerry, demsey road..
The birthday girl.. This parrot! He greeted us Hello then keep say "wulao eh"! So cute! The family! Mr and "Mrs" Mao Ze Dong..
Ah ma's Birthday.. Oops! eyes too small.. Open bigger! haha!
Francis korkor's birthday.. Lazy to do it one by one so the college..
Claudia is 2 years old. yeah! twist!
Zacc also 2years old..
Yeah sit car car..
Pretty girl..
zhen is tickled with love at 9:07:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Monday Went to sch for DBMS early in e morning and it was so boring that i nearly fell asleep.. I was also sleepy due to sleep deprive=x After lesson went to mac with KC and Ben as they are eating their lunch then they ask me go tgt.. After that met chick for lunch before i start to study.. Not reallty very effective cos i chose e wrong day to study.. sld have sleep earlier e night before.. But i did study Ipnet and i am glad of it cos at least i did study something and it did went in somehow.. But i think NYP's lib is so not a lib cos its simply too noisy! And i chose a perfect seat where e guy sitting opp me keep shaking e table and i feel like telling him to stop it. But i change seat instead.. And met a grp of weirdos.. They were trying to do skit and do until so fake but still talk so loudly. So next time i know where i sld sit le. 4pm then huiting come and look for me. didn't really help her much cos hers is so different from mine. and omg i dunno she go class dream or sleep.. never pay attention de! Then after that we went to take 72 tgt.. Went home to put my things cos very heavy! And was so rush but then i was still late! Then lp and i went to shop around to look for some things.. And we finally decided so buy le then she went to see her things while me and chick went to vivo. Then we went to buy ticket and got e 9.25 show.. vivo forever need to buy in advance de lo. hah We went to have dinner and then go and then he went to buy vitamin pills for B camp de.. After walking for awhile we went in cinema to sit cos was tired le. The show was funny and i was highly entertained! After that we went home le. Thanks for sending me=)
Tuesday Wanted to spend e day studying at home. But it was too toturous cos 2 weeks term break just started and i am studying already.. So slacked awhile then noon time a bit not well de feeling so went to 327 to see doc cos my head spins like mad. And e doc told me i had slight fever.. told to drink more water and have plenty of rest and dun be too stressed up. As usual. Then came home rest awhile and slack e whole day.. At night was talking to dan on phone and it really makes me feel sad thinking abt it.. This day had come... Changes are they good? Somehow i m glad that my girl friends still feels that i am e same and they never love me any lesser just cos we meet up lesser but i am really feeling lousy that i cannot make them feel the same between themselves.. Still wanna say e same things.. Accept the person if u can't change them. Bear a tot for others as not everyone will think e way u think. If u want to do it for the sake of doing it then dun do it. If u want to hold on to some wrong doings that ur good friend has done then why call e person ur friend? Keeping quiet does not break any barrier... Then after i put down the phone.. talk to another friend who had a break up... And read a friend's blog.. This is what she says.."I'm satisfied with just the way we are now. Friends will always be there for you and for you to be treasure. mermories will be flash back when you think of them. that's so so cool la. lol. i really miss the days when i'm with them, the 9 of them. =) and the days i had in sec sch life is totally a memories too,which i don't think the 5 of us will be back like the past. 2 of them have other 2 close friends. while 1 of them had jw. 1 just break up and is the only one that i kept contact with. from a grp of 5 becoming 2, its so saddening. "HOT PINK gang" had been broken up into different grps with their own different life style. may all of them be happy always. god bless. =)" It makes me feel bad and guilty but i know i sld not feel so cos i will end up getting hurt due to my soft heart but i cannot stop myself from feeling it. Tell me what sld i do? get hurt myself or let things be.. I am feeling lathegic abt this whole thing.. why when problem occurs u all want to tell me and make me feel bad make me feel emo.. Yes i USED TO solve problems but tell me what can i do when all those things that happen do not involve me.. is not possible for me to say although i am fully aware of e whole situation. But i also didn't know abt some "big things".. Okay i had enough of saying it.. Just that i had enough of when things go wrong i am expected to do something to it even when i really dunno what i can do..
Went to airport to fetch mummy! And while waiting saw something funny.. This guy holding a piece of ppr high up. The heading was Welcome. Then below it was Ms kee.. So it attracted my attention cos of e kee.. cos not many ppl have this surname.. Then below it.. The address was my auntie's address!! Then daddy and i walk forward to ask then we tell the cab driver they are our relative no need to hold the sign cos so weird for him hahaha. Then cos dunno who vomitted in e plane so they rushing to go home but claudia was happily playing with me then i tell her hug hug then she cry! Cos hug hug means we gg home. Hahaha. Zacc was cute too cos he is boy boy so he dun like hug hug but he will lean his head on ur body so nice. heee Then we reach home around 2 le..
zhen is tickled with love at 11:58:00 AM
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Monday, June 9, 2008
Now i shall upload some pictures..
The white horse...
The brown horse..
No time for horse-riding.. So this shall do..
wow.. ruixi is so happy..
This year's camp theme is xing fu zhi zhuan!
