Weekends sat morning had meeting for xiao ren camp. It lasted till like 1pm then we shao xiang had lunch and the remaining ppl had another meeting on venues which lasted till like 2.30pm. So cancelled tuition cos i know i cannot take it if i were to go on for tuition. At night went to m'sia to QZ and had tamil DZB by an India TZ. His chinese is so accurate. Now i feel guilty that being a chinese, my chinese still so lousy.. i forgot to mention abt the jam. Struck there for like 1hr... Terrible. Funny thing is that this time round the police ask me and mummy and another kun dao TZ no need go down to flash fingerprint. Only TZ and daddy. Then they say cos terrorists are usually guys, then i say later they nan bu nuu zhuan how, they all of them laughed.
sun morning went for bxb as usual. all the BYs are so stressed up, omg. Now de studies really harder than last time i must admit.. Then went to meet dan for lunch and went to hg mall to let her vent anger+give her solution and went to meet chick then went home.=)
mon stayed home cos i wanted to finish mins and proposal but then i was so lazy, ended up watching videos and liu zhu hui neng=) Night time ren de had QZ at TG, then went to ly er tong ban.
zhen is tickled with love at 10:38:00 PM
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
Yeah! i finish watching the show!! Nice nice... But then very long winded.. i keep skipping=x
Oh no! my mail is accumulating!! 600 le. better clear it soon. haha
Hai.... i really hope that yest is e last time i need to hurt somebody who is so nice... Don't ask me why.
Trip to doc was not fantastic too. Just wish me luck!
And i am really so tired.. so tired of so many things. i wish i can just not think abt all those. Even reading which used to be my hobby.. i can sit for hours or even days reading without stopping, but now i can't. i can't concentrate much. I also dunno what happen to me... The worst thing is that mummy dun want to buy choco for me, cos she say now de chocolate got alot might be contaminated. =(
Next week i shall go to my aunt house and stay. At first, i was asked to go USA for holiday with my cousins. i like to go to other country but hate to be plane sick and also had to worry abt food. Besides i dun think i can take it to sit for so long hours. Last holiday they ask me go to Europe and Hong Kong. I really feel like gg Europe de but then think abt the ride i already sian half. Maybe when i m better then say ba...
zhen is tickled with love at 4:21:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Thank God for everything.=) I really think that i am a lucky girl. The year i was born both my parents qiu dao including myself. From my growing up years, i had the love of many. So many that i had a hard time doing head count. So much love that it become pampering and spoiling.=x At kindergarden, i met many friends. Of all, i still keep in contact with 3 of them and are good friends with them. Then i chose to enter IJ school. The most beautiful memories i have. 11 years as a convent girl,11 years in that blue and white uniform, 11 years of all girls, 11 years of loving teachers, 11 years of lovely friends, 11 years of morning prayers(teaching us to give thanks and to always have God in our hearts), 11 years of unforgettable memories, 11 years of unforgettable ppl(attendant, cleaner,canteen vendors, bookshop auntie, admin staff). Thankful to the people i met in my lives. Guys who want to be more than friends(may be some are pretty scary memories)... friends whom always complain how naggy i am but when they met with a problem, they still bounce back=x... friends who have being by my side when i needed someone. Family who will always support me no matter how stubborn i am. I may have my darkest secret deep within my soul but then i think that i had been made up by the love of those remaining. dead or alive. These few days at home i had been thinking... Some ppl entered into ur life for a long time then exit. some leave u behind with good memories.some with bad. some with no memories. Some ppl entered and never exit. Whatever it is, we always never learn how to treasure that person......
Tmr morning gg to the doc but then e good news is that i'm East coast park after that.=) 2 weeks and 5 days more to the end of my holiday... So i must treasure it.
zhen is tickled with love at 11:50:00 AM
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
"i'm sorry dar zhen, for not confirming our meet up session but soon I promise. i'll take one day off just for you=D I miss you. really do.
hwee,moviee trip!!be my motivator set a date soon. to give me motivation.
dan, we are the nearest yet the furtest. it's time to catch up soon.I do miss you.really."
i quoted from dar's blog. So touching.. i m missed.=x
But now my turn to apologise abt cancelling tmr's date. U all enjoy.=)
And today ps jj told us that last sat, jia hao called her to tell her not to worry abt him. so sweet of him.
Today found out that hwee ching taking pure physics and chem.. I dun think i can follow up le...
Maths is my strongest which i can help her only. Cos she is weaker in maths.
Science is like my killer...
Now i really can feel..
JDYs biggest wish is that their BY have improvement from beginning and end of year and also to gan en by coming back to LY JDY when they graduate.
Esp this year's BXB really make me feel belonged. Not that e rest dun. The yellow QSN tee is not a polo tee whoever want to wear then wear de... And the price of it is not $10. Its priceless.
To be able to learn and grow in dao chang, to have ppl who concern abt ur mental, emotional and spiritual grow is also not something that just happen. So hope that BY can slowly feel and treasure...=)
The college of QSN performance of Liang shan po & Zhu yin tai at LRY LY=)
zhen is tickled with love at 10:38:00 PM
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
finally the end of today.
morning wanted to sleep later but early in e morning already very loud outside le. so cant sleep.
Then relative ask to see me so i went out...
The thing i hate most is not abt entertaining them but abt answering their mo ming qi miao qns.
Anw around 9am we went to take family photo then 10plus got to serve tea to tang ge tang sao.
After that come back and rest and watch my show.
Omg! i watch till that exciting part le.
But so sad for that girl..
Anw back to reality.
Then eat lunch and prepare go tuition.
Come back everyone gone home so my sleeping time le. hee
Then rest time almost up le then went to bath and prepare go dinner.
The dinner was a terrible one. The food is terrible until cannot.
Not at all worth the price.
Think $10 can buy one table de ingredient le.
End le we still go eat at circuit link.
Its quite an happy occasion to see 2 hearts become 1.
And bride is always so pretty de.
Perhaps its really a lady's prettiest moment in her life.
The videos were nice too... Surprise to see how daring my cousin was.
He even kissed her 8 time on stage.. The last kiss lasted like 2mins!
Cos they know each other for 8years le.
Well its always sweet to see how much the bridegroom willing to sacrifice for the bride.
Of course the biggest hope is that it will continue even after this day(marriage day)...
A happy marriage is like xiu dao.. u only retire the day u close ur eyes and cannot open again..
But maybe to some ppl this is a traditional thinking. well i m traditional to an extend.. Now show show my family photo. get ready, dun shock..=x
zhen is tickled with love at 11:57:00 PM
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
Picture time!
At peishan jj's wedding..
Post-latern festival.. the initials for our names
A bit not as excited as i was years ago..
This is our product=)
Full moon.. nice nice!
Finally.. 3 days of workshop has come to an end..
It was kinda tiring to be waking up early and walk all e way to e stop to take 72 and walk all e way to e back lift of blk L go to lab do our things and 1hr 30mins lunch continue to do then go home and night time still got activities.
But i must say this workshop is quite good in preparing me..
Cos i am quite a blur person so listen a few times also good.
And the good thing is that we get to install whatever software we need and also test on how to use it.. Can say is harder than e past 3 sems.. Which really mean more more more effort. i can feel e stress already...
Dunno izz i giving myself too much pressure thats why always under perform.
Anw my nose is tearing from the sneezing le... zzz
On top of that when i closed the door, i accidentally closed on my window and it was super super pain de lo. Luckily is my left index and middle fingers..
As promised, i packed my room today..
Tmr will continue to make it nicer=x
And i found so many letters and notes ppl had given me, some were sweet.. some were pretty memorable
zhen is tickled with love at 10:17:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
~Thu~ i can't rmbr what i did but then at night went QZ and Tz ask me to share a dao yi after mummy an pai dao chang. I was so unprepared so i told TZ next time.. But then suddenly tot of that i can share abt what we are sharing for sun's bxb... Anw, daddy sent us home le then went to a dao qing house to chen quan and he came home around 3+am! i fell asleep in parents room while waiting for him.. Then when he came home, he carried me to my room then i realise he is home. Daddy is so strong!=p
~Fri~ Morning went out with lz. Watched money not enough 2 again.. Then had lunch at Roma Deli and he gave 4 * for that restaurant!=) After eating then walk around abit then i was not so well so he sent me to hougang and wen home. Then came home rest awhile le then prepare.. Evening went to m'sia for QZ. and we were start in jam for more than 2hrs... It was so horrible. Cos i am a lil car sick when keep jerking too long and also my back cannot ta han.. And when we reach our destination, it was already 10pm le! So we quickly QZ and QS then came back singapore.. we left at around 11 and reached home at 12 plus..
~Sat~ morning went out to eat with parents then went to give tuition and cut hair with mummy. Evening time went to help out at 仁德中秋晚会... It was quite a good session i must say.. Cos the atmosphere and bonding.. More of this!=) But then e planner also very tiring... And the most exciting thing is that i saw chick when he is not supposed to be there this weekend. He is so bad to think that i will laugh at his "new hairstyle". I admit its funny but nothing to laugh at lo.
~Sun~ Bxb as usual. But i must praise my 2 BYs. They were quite steady on stage. I dun expect much cos they are just sec 2.. E first time i get to share something in front of everyone in FT was when i was sec 4.. And hwee ching! she was quite steady and not that soft as i expected. 3cheers for them! jia you! Then after bxb went to meet mummy and then i forgot what i did.. Think i slept before meeting chick for a lil while then went to see jiejie's new house.. but never buy le cos its super ex... near orchard area of course la. But e main thing is e apartment is small.. And that condo had been there for 3 years, only this apartment is not sold out. something fishy.. But they think for very long before making e decision. So we actually arrived quite late for peishan jj's wedding dinner. She drove us there... Peishan jj is so pretty! Then we sat with our ban dao group.. And it was a stressing dinner! First we reach then fu mei TZ specially chose me to sit beside her and then shumei TZ they all say wah today ah zhen so piao liang.. And i heaven sit down yet FTZ ask me to say thanks. Then i sit down le the worst came... They talk talk talk suddenly will keep link back to my wedding!! They even matchmake.. Sitting beside TZ she keep take the food for me... omg de lo. All i do was smile and eat and xie xie and lmcb and hai mei you la, hai jiu la.. I am only 19 and they can keep on saying abt my wedding.. must be at Tg la, must put them sit together la and whatever... Like i can decide my future. After the dinner we had to take shuttle bus change to mrt then change to bus. reach home abt 12 le..
~Mon~ Went to sch for java preparation class. Seems scary.. cos i feel its not so easy.. it starts at 10am and ends at 4pm with 1hr lunch break.. After that, i follow pw go back her ITE.. She went back with junlin so we took bus and met him on e way.. Their ITE was near circuit road so we walk there to eat then i take bus go meet mummy.. Walked around J8 before i went to meet xiao tian and xiao wen.. Then we had a belated latern festival celebration..
~Tue~ I woke up quite early.. then saw results.. Hai.. not good. GPA dropped. 2.77.. i began to worry.. where can i go.. my ambitions are all very far from my grades.. Bless me.. And i just can't understand, i studied more than some ppl.. My quiz were also better but my final results always dun show... hai Shall not let that affect me so much. But i think whenever i m emo, i can be very negative... Today's lunch time was a long one.. Cos xiao tian were so excited in her talks and xiao wen were so interested to listen. While kc and i kept quiet.. They were talking abt very open things and they were so knowledgable.. THen they keep saying i m so innocent and that they are common sense.. But i think that guys sld have self-control and girls sld have self-love. Its not really abt open or not i feel.. And i dun think some things u need to be so proud of and show the whole world... Really dun have sense of shame de leh.. Horrible.. After 3pm then we dl some things into laptop then can go home le. Went home rest then night go tuition. Reach there yaling was crying cos the correction tape that i buy for her her didi went to play until the refill also play finish.. omg de lo.. Correction tape now so ex also.. scary at how prices rise.. Anw i m really tired abt the need to coax kids... Though i m quite good at that but then kids nowadays are simply spoilt to a great extend of no respect. I feel i have e responsobility to teach them e right attitude and manners... But they are not my kids i cant do much.. I think i m gg to break down anytime cos i m quite stressed up but as usual putting on a smiley front...
Photos shall upload another time.. i m tired....
I saw this phrase while watching 命中注定我爱你... When God closes one door, God will open another window 当上帝为你关上一扇门，他必定会为你开启一道窗。
zhen is tickled with love at 10:45:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Back from Bishan Park! Spent a few hours there only and i am aching very badly. cos of the seat=( But it was fun. When we reach the meeting place, candy and me walk all the way to the settling place while peiwen and lynette rides their bike. Peiwen offered to ride me but then i can't.. If can then good, no need do anything.. just relax.=x Oops i am always thinking of getting pampered only. Time to grow up ar.=x But i do miss cycling. i really very long never do vigorous exercise le. Hopes i get better soon, so that i can resume my activeness and start exercing.. Don't mistaken it that i am feeling demoralised... Though sometimes.. really do have hopeless feeling and want to give up, but i know i can't. Anw at there, they took turns to accompany me. Candy even brought kite to fly... But i was trying to walk on those stones. Not that pain actually. Just a bit.. Then when they are tired le we played Secret Code.. Loser will have to walk on one stretch of the stones. To me and peiwen was easy task. But candy finds it hard. And she was so jealous of us then next she bingo and then we were being so playful. We even video down her "punishment"... See e video below later. Then true or dare. After hearing how daring i am they banned me from saying dare. Cos candy's purpose is to ask me to tell her things.. And what nonsense.. her question only evolves around 1 person! Then after awhile she finally finds that actually no need to play the game i also will tell de. So they decided to ask me straight..-_-" Of course its abt r/s, what else can they ask right? They say mine should be juicest..-_-" Then when we were all tired we took some pictures and went home.=) Supposed to meet them to celebrate latern festival on fri but then fri need to go m'sia QZ. uh oh.
~candy walking on stones. excited after she finishes~
~candy & peiwen~
peiwen & me
me & candy
candy, me & peiwen
Photographer: Lynette
Now some overdue photos..
Pigeons resting..
Close up..
Bubbles..nice nice
Flying off=(
Black swan on shore!
Take 1~
Take 2~
Take 3~
zhen is tickled with love at 11:05:00 PM
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I got my skin changed again!hee Cos i just feel like changing it. Plus this one is so sweet and has background music. i like.
Woke up really early this morning and i can't get to sleep anymore. So i managed to read some things i wish to read and also upload and send photos. Many many. After breakfast i packed my table and cupboard. More to pack and its in a mess. I used to can't stand mess but now i am a lil lazy to do so. Probably many things to do lately. Next week i have no plans to go out at all. Cos mon- wed i need to go back to sch. Thu and fri i shall pack my things. weekends won't be free either.
The good thing is that i am feeling better today! So i am gg to meet my girls. So that they won't complain me again! Bishan park. Feel bad that they have been waiting for me to be free so that we can have today's outing. Because i told them i can't do certain activities.. They decided to change to picnic. I dun really feel like gg de cos i feel i m restricting them to do certain things. But they say till like if less me 1 person it will be meaningless to go.-_- Not bad la, contribution to society.. Let ppl suan and laugh also not bad.=x
zhen is tickled with love at 12:04:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008
What a bad day.. Before i went to sleep last night.. i already feel e pain.. And morning i can't get up so got to cancel the date with sarah.. so sorry girl. I can't move too much so i better rest at home. Hopefully i will be better by tmr for outing with my poly friends. They are all waiting for me to say okay. But now i am not so sure abt it. Anw actually wanted to take this time to think of coming sun's after bxb activity.. But then i am too weak to think yet. My friend suggest a show for me to watch. 命中注定我爱你.. looks nice. whatever it is, just watch ba. hee
Yest went to meet chick for breakfast then went hg mall and TPY to get things for his NS today. Then go home rest awhile then went out with parents. Went eat dinner and so many place not open, so we ended up at Ji Lin. Long long time never go there le.. Young always go, e boss also cannot recognise me but neither do i. Nvm, recognise daddy can le. Then went to J8 to see things. Then mummy saw a dress that is so nice(to her) and she ask me to wear that for cousin's wedding. I look at e price tag, it wrote $79.90! I told my mummy she say its okay. Then e salesgirl heard and she gave discount. And u guess how much was e discount?? It only cost $49.90 after discount! What nonsense. Always shopping then in e end is see my clothes de lo. dunno why. Which i really dun feel like buying le. Cos i wont always wear dress for no reason. But okay la.. At least she has decided on something to wear then we dun have to go shopping again=) Sat and sun had full days! Sat's morning meeting was cancelled so i took that chance to make card. Then afternoon went for tuition and then went to ly help e elderly celebrate latern festival. After that, we went to see some elderly that never come down de before we rush to DZB. Sun morning as usual its BXB. Then followed by JXB. came home rest awhile then had to go TQ cos got XQ. And it was a scary, funny and worrying one. After that we rush down to ShiXing FT cos we also BD. English 3 Bao sounded really interesting.. i begin to develop interest for it. haha
zhen is tickled with love at 12:04:00 PM
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Thursday, September 4, 2008
SHOPPING IS SO TIRING! esp for mummy's clothes!! cos its so hard to find and i m gg crazy le.=x Then she start to say i sld buy more now and wear nice nice cos now wear what also nice.. next time will be like her. haha... First we were at bugis then went to raffles and ended up at hg mall.. It's so tiring..
Alright.. i better start doing bxb proposal and make present soon.. short of time le. Still got 579 mails to clear. good luck man.=x
zhen is tickled with love at 5:18:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008
omg! today is a longest day of e week.... morning woke up and prepare some food for picnic.. Then go and bath and off to hg plaza and mall to get 1) bread for dan to feed swans and pigeon 2) bubbles for dan's entertainment 3) pancake for dan's breakfast 4) print some photos Then waited for 45mins before she appears... took bus to botanical then we had a picnic session there.. Then admire the scenery. sometimes its really nice to be there with e correct ppl. doesn't matter what u do. i think e next target is to go there and do some reading? Anyone interested in this mission?=x then we took some photos of course. with dan its impossible to go without. Got to wait for her to send me before i can upload over here... but then as we sat there, we also think abt last time. And when i told her how "Stupid" she was and what lame things she did.. she can't stop laughing. Then as it was getting nearer to her tuition time, we walked to the main gate.. sense of accomplihshment lo. in 1 week i walked e whole botanical garden twice.. but last fri's was more power.. Anw 2 funny things happened: 1) in 1 week 2 ppl ask to take photos tgt with me.. 2) went to toilet and 2 girls ask me to take photo for them and can u imagine i took more than 10 for them!!! Then i went to bugis.. Just as i was walking around and feeling bored, my rescuer chick chick called! so touched. Then i went to kinokuniya to read.. i think i stood there for 1hr reading there best seller books.oops Then when he came when to eat with him then read and walk and slack. Then he go meet his friends.. and omg too many coincidence between us until it seems scary. want to know why, ask me..=p Then went to wait for canice and theo.. waited 30mins before canice arrived.. And my dear friend, theo.. got lost on her way! It was her journey from home to work and work to home daily and she can get lost. More pro than me right!=x Then nvm i tell her how to come until i feel great sense of accomplicement and she told me she say bugis junction le. then i say meet at NLB.. she insisted on mrt station. so okay we stayed there. looked through e crowd until ncek pain stil dun see her in sight. called her until my phone nearly explode she still never answer... in e end she called me and said that can we meet at cityhall cos she is there.. i nearly fainted. when we meet was 8.45+! Then went to subway for dinner.. I was "forced" to get something to eat which is nothing... And as we were "arguing", someone tap me.. And due to what happen in e morning(dun ask me what=x), i turned my whole body and who i saw? gelra!! then we chatted awhile before gg off.. And waited for my friend to eat.. Actually i kinda hungry so a bit not so happy and a bit agitated only then pain lo! zzz think its training my temper... Anw today i feel that i wasted so much time waiting for friends!=x Add up = 5hrs 45mins!!! Alright i m really 3/4 dead now...
zhen is tickled with love at 11:29:00 PM
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Monday, September 1, 2008
Finally i have a chance to go m'sia QZ.. It has been a long time since i can make it.. Just now went shopping with steph they all.. They were looking for clothes cos they have a D&D to attend. And as i mention abt my cousin getting married, they all turn their target to me. Helping me to look for a dress to suit me and ask me to try! i hate to try clothes! cos have to do it every year... Then became the weirdo for not fancying to buy clothes.. THE PROBLEM IS I HAVE ENOUGH ALREADY and i dun need more cos some i never even wear before cos i simply dun like but then my cousin buy for me le what can i do right=x Today dun feel like gg out de actually cos i had a happening weekend so was kinda tired..
When will it stop raining? take my pain away.. on top of that i have sore throat and terrible flu. hope i will be better by tmr.. or not i dun think i can go and play with claudia. later make her sick=(
i nearly forgot abt the java preparation class on 15th-17th of sept.. wonder if i do have e mood for it.=x
zhen is tickled with love at 4:38:00 PM
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Right now its holiday! But 1 week just past like that... i cant really rmbr what i did on mon and tue... slacking or? wed met dan at town(i think i mention abt it le) thu went to sentosa with my primary sch friends... nono 1 is my kindergarden friend! And can u imagine that quiet and veyr shy girl is now attached! But e funny thing is that her bf and her dun usually meet! Anw its not intro abt them time.. We went to eat breakfast and do some catching up before gg to sentosa. Went to underwater world and dolphin lagoon. QUite nice place if long time never go.. esp dolphin lagoon. But of course with nice price too... Then theo had terrible cramp so we took cab home.. Lucky the uncle is quite nice not to cheat our money=x cos its expensive de lo.. But no choice.. now some photo update.. next time then say.. gtg out le.
~candy & peiwen~
Close up..
