Today is e last day of march... 3months ago, i did a very daring thing.. 3months later, now, i am more aware of what i am feeling. i dunno 3 years later how it will be like but i know i treasure each time i have.
Yest went to Sentosa. Just suddenly wanted to go there cos it had been some time since i last went. But it begin to rain when we reach harbour front after we went to clementi to submit darling's korkor stuff at SIM. Then after lunch, we went to see what we can do at Sentosa before we set off to there. We went to the 4D something to watch pirates. It was a normal show actually. But then because of the glasses we had put on it added to the effect. in addition, they spray water and all to add on to the effects. But then i seriously think it is too expensive for such an effect, though it was exciting.. And then no knowing what to do we went to siloso beach. At first was just walking ard to see other ppl enjoying. Then we found a quieter spot to settle down and rest. It was a nice place=) Somewhat like at East Coast Beach. But i still prefer East Coast. We sat there and it was like abt 2hrs. This is how times flies. Since its getting late already we take our time and took bus to Chinatown for dinner. It was a tiring day and a not so good mood day for me so we went home after that. In short we did 2 things yest but we still enjoyed when we go home. What a weird couple.. But who cares?! LOL
I think i should spend my next few days at home reading up and doing what i told myself to do=)
Lastly, some photos taken yest.. This is what happens to my smile when i have no mood. So please dun force me to take a photo when i dun feel like=x This is us with the "effective" glasses. haha Photo taken by darling Photo taken by a helpful guy=)
zhen is tickled with love at 11:55:00 AM
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Sunday, March 29, 2009
Good bye to fang fang who will be gg to India for 2 weeks! see u back in s'pore in 2 weeks! Rmbr not to turn to dark cos u are already quite tanned=x Wow i am so proud of her.. she is gg to India for a voluntary trip. Actually i am interested to go to other 3rd world country but then maybe in e future.. If i have a better foundation already, sure have chance to go..
Next up, i dunno why am i so excited for tmr to come. Well, this kinda un-pen-able feeling is unexplainable, i guess=x 3 more weeks to e start of sch term. sian sian sian.
Still not much appetite for these few days esp today i only have a bun and a few grains of rice.=( but i feel so hungry..
zhen is tickled with love at 4:45:00 PM
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
yest went to claudia and zacchaeus birthday party.. It was a short night.. but a very tiring night cos of zacc.. I twisted my fingers when carrying him.. making my typing now slower.. Everyone give up on carrying him except his mummy who had no choice. not that he is heavy but then he keeps dancing and he is not aware of e dangers of falling down.. Claudia was nice to play with last night cos i got her present and so she sticks to me more. how practical.=x But then she is really cute. The box was quite big but then she carries the box all ard.. wherever she goes...-_-" Okay i am lazy to add in the full details.. Took a few photos but its in jiejie's camera.. cos i forgot to bring mine.. After dinner, korkor sent us home. Thank goodness.
today morning went to sao mu. Went yishun to offer respect to my great great grandma.. Then to balestier for great grandparents and ah gong.. Whenever i go and offer respect to ah gong i will be emo for quite a while=( Then we went to bendemer for lunch. Reached home at 1.35 and i am supposed to meet e rest at kovan at 1.45.. So i quickly bathed and went down. Luckily reach TH then just nice we sit down then start le. Today's comprehension skills was good. really eager to share with BY.. hee But then i dunno if i can do a good job.. Then went to chinatown to meet my parents for dinner and then went shopping and home sweet home=)
My throat is getting so terrible that a few times i talk totally no voice comes out. zzz. My voice already soft enough still like that=(
zhen is tickled with love at 11:18:00 PM
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
No more fever! Happy.. But then morning went to doc and he sorta give up on me=( i was scare when i heard him and was not paying much attention. Daddy stroke me afterwards.. I think i will see how ba.. The suggestion i heard it over a hundred times i guess...
Anw after i came home for a rest.. Met up with my policeBOY for a movie and a lunch. It was a simple date cos we got our own ban qi tonight. Thats e advantage.. we usually have things on e same day even if its not he definitely will understand.. if he dun then very serious le=x I am so fortunate! Alright, we watch mall cop.quite a disappointing show actually. But still got some funny content. After that lunch then home to sleep before gg QZ.
Tmr is the twins birthday. Happy to see that they are 3 le. but then go to e restaurant to eat is e most sian part. Crystal jade. and with my sore throat = total sian-ness=x
Hai. all i can feel now is fear.. but all i can do now is to relax.. and not think so much until e time comes. i always believe that what has to come has to come. Avoid also no use.. I only hope that.. its a happy ending=)
zhen is tickled with love at 11:32:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Oh no i am so sick now. Yest just slight fever or rather e day before then got better le. But then after RCB was worst. And during RCB i was sneezing and blowing nose so madly. Then cos mummy and me never bring enough tissue so i ask huijia jie and huimin who are sitting behind and in front of mummy. They also dun have then the qian xian before me gave me one packet, the TZ in front of me give me another packet and TZ beside me also gave me. so paiseh! Mummy said i had high fever in e night but then i was too tired and i fell asleep then mummy woke me up to eat the chinese medicine which have to eat 4 de cos panadol is not helping me already. And i think my throat got infected so i had problem trying to swallow 4 of them. Today my throat is so pain until i dun feel like talking and swallowing saliva cos also very pain!=( My head is also very drowsy and heavy.. =( This is so unwell feeling!=(=(=( Then mummy say i cannot have too high fever or not i will have dunno what jin feng de. Dunno what is that... But sounded scary. Please recover soon...
Recently i did some quiz and they are so true... YiZhen took Which type of woman are you? quiz and the result is Lovely Lady You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!
YiZhen took Your ideal job. quiz and the result is Teacher. you were an ace in school & have the brains to study anything. you enjoy having control over people and wouldnt mind teaching a class of 30 odd monkeys, as you believe you can control anyone!
YiZhen took Which job suits your personality? quiz and the result is Careworker You're very kind hearted and are well appreciated in society. People love you, and you love people and the environment. Careworkers don't earn brilliant pay, but won't it be worth all the errands and deeds of kindness just to see that lovely old lady crack a smile?
YiZhen took Dream Job quiz and the result is Teacher You love being around people, kids especially, and have the natural skill to lead a room full of people, kindergarten or 12th grade.
Though i dun really believe all these just do for e fun of it but whenever i do, it will says that my ideal job is a teacher or a caregiver...
zhen is tickled with love at 10:47:00 AM
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Monday, March 23, 2009
oh no i am having aches from my waist to thighs.. this is bad. getting old...=x
Yest was YiShi BXB's own outing. We met at Hougang Swimming complex but we not gg swimming.. We went to the shelter+badminton court to enjoy the morning. First we had polar bear... BYs seems to enjoy maybe the polar bear. But the polar bears very fast can find out le. lol Then we had tic tac toe. The questions were really interesting but then one side was more active than e other=x Last game before we proceed to more sporty game was cat and mouse. Quite funny to play for 8ppl... And then we had captain's ball. The culprit for my aches.=x Wow playing with the guys. nice experience. Then lastly was badminton.. And then we had our lunch-pizza. Then home sweet home=)
As these few days we are helping jiejie to find new maid so after i reach home.. i bath and go out.. The night before went to cousin's house till midnight..So i was like a walking zombie. But then e good thing is that finally she signed one. Why i say finally.. Cos her criteria for a maid is like looking for a professional maid... -can take care of kids -can do house work -can speak english and chinese -can sing for kids -can cook -if both kids angry, how to handle -if both kids cry, how to handle -no holiday for her ETC... i cant explain her requirement in words but then ppl see claudia and zacchaeus also scare.. -_- Hai...
zhen is tickled with love at 3:09:00 PM
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Friday, March 20, 2009
This is such a touching mail.. MARRIAGE
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.
When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.
On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.
At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. I know how her heart could not bear to hear my last words now. I still carried her, my last one...this time with my wreatched heart.
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
Being woman is really not easy.. Before marriage, u seems like the queen... after a few years of marriage, u will only be labelled as housewife. Recently i did catch the 9pm show, it did seems like very commonly heard and seen in families...
Anw thats beside the point. This morning was woken up by phone call. Jiejie gonna send her maid home. i shall not mention what wrong thing she did.. Though personally i do not feel that she sld be sent back home but then jiejie is right that she may post a threat to her family. She is a really nice lady before all these occur... She also very sayang me but then i didnt expect all these to happen either. Daddy ask me if i want to go with them to the airport. i didnt want. though i didnt see her all e time, we did spend some time tgt and its quite sad even she is just gg home. Now she is gg home and never coming again. The good thing is that these 3 years of working her had helped her to earn some. I cant help it to feel that my cousin was "cruel" to be so firm. But i know i had to support her cos she needs alot and also all she do is for her family, her children... Thats how noble a mummy can be.. I cant do anything to help her or make her feel better. But i will silently wish for e best in her=)
One more thing is that i said out something i had been trying hard not to say. But i think got no choice but to say. Maybe hurt first then can understand then not so bad as saying nothing and make things seems worst with guessing game. Well i am alright..
In the afternoon, went to dan's place. These 3 weeks of holiday i had finally made time for us both. This is really call friendship. We meet really seldom ever since we came to poly. But then whenever she is troubled, i am e first person she thinks of and she is willing to tell me everything abt her that nobody else's know... Sometimes it tired to hear her saying e same old things or what so ever. But seeing that she feels better saying out and listening to what i had to say is a happy thing too. In short, relationship is a sweet yet irritating thing. that includes all kinda relationship. We spent time reminiscing abt SJC too. Cos she took out a box of materials that she had reacently packed into. It was filled with SJC's memories, memories that we all shared... And i saw alot of my name is e SPO.. haha. Yes u've grown alot change alot. But i was e one that did not change much.
And then we saw rainbow! It was really nice but then i didnt manage to capture it. only one. And i just realise there can be more than one rainbow. i saw double rainbow and it cover from one side to the other side of the sky! i like her flat! the scenery is really good!
zhen is tickled with love at 8:57:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I was reading a QSN's blog cos darling told me he have changed to good again. So i went to read and then i realise that i have attended e same motivation camp. I am not sure if its e same but its abt the same! And it brought me back to memories again. But then i dun seems to be able to rmbr what they make us do or what we had done but then i know that it was a really impacting camp to let us realise and appreciate our parents, friends and what we have even more. And they gave this formula which i managed to recall it was e same! ultimate success formula= belief>strategy>action>success!!
OMG i am getting old le.. cannot rmbr things that happen some time ago. Though it was 4years already.
But if we can bring this to this year's BXB we may be able to make our BYs feel and appreciate esp those graduating ones. Let's all work hard! Jia you! Again i must say.. IJ education had really help me to emphasize on what i had learnt in dao chang. But then QSN ban is e one that makes me grow more cos i get to learn it before others in sch. Yes we sld take time to appreciate and be thankful to those ppl who had help to make us grow.=) So lets all give thanks and not wait till its too late.=)
zhen is tickled with love at 11:54:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
i woke up really early today.. cos i got a nightmare at 7plus and could not get back to sleep. i dreamt that i failed Java EE(e one that i most scare wil fail cos e exam was bad)
But then thankfully never fail=x So now is update on results..
Had been reminiscing alot on my sec sch lately.. It was where i felt that it was closest to dao chang.. I guess the memories left there only SJCians can feel it so no point saying alot in words=) Thats all for today then
zhen is tickled with love at 2:02:00 PM
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Sunday, March 15, 2009
here to update abt these 3 days.. On fri, met lp and yc. initially e plan was to go pasir ris park but since its gg to rain before we met so we change to changi airport. Reach there went to play with this craft thing.. as it was too light so i shall not share e photos. Then we had our lunch and we slacked at e food court till its time to move then we shop around the shops and went to compass point. Got the twins present. finally. laptop for zacchaeus and handicraft stuff for claudia. And as it was on sale, its not that expensive. I got no job so must save a bit le=x Then we had dinner and off we go to TG. Walked there.. so by the time we reach was just nice. Managed to listen to the beautiful voices of sheng shi.. but then cant see e lyrics of the words on e screen so just enjoy the song. And the TZ who jie yuan is chen TZ's bro! they must have humour genes=x But it was an enriching lesson that i did not realise that it was already 9pm! Then wait for daddy chat with that dao qing... hai.. e only thing we can do is to pity him and offer as much help as we can... Cos its not something between our management to help. But i just dun understand why are some ppl so cunning.. where is their true self? but well.. everything that happens has it reason so shall not comment too much...
On sat, met darling to go photocopy some pprs then went to meet dear.=x how fortunate i am to have so dear and darling=x on our way to TH, we take e time to practise our skit for sun's after bxb activity. Had Jing Shen Xun Lian Ban(DCS ci mian)... of course its always enriching. And it alway makes me treasure where i am and what i have even more after watching the videos, sharing and photos of the less fortunate. Grateful for my 3 da tiao jian=) Chen Guo Bao Tz sharing was even more interesting. I really wish i can be like him.. He is so knowledgable in his dao xue... But i still have lots more to learn..... But dun have much time cos i am already 20years old this year! After which, we met with the other 2 tong xiu.. cyy and hp... it was dinner time. We had dinner at one of the vege restaurants at lil india. nice~ but then it was just not my day.. home sweet home after that.
on sun, as usual bxb. come back rest and went for TQ... learnt 2 things.. 1) failure are experience to success.. 2) make friends with ppl ard u cos even if they dun believe in what u believe they have good impression in what u believe, most imptly..never give up...
Results coming out on tue.. hope that i pass all cos i got no confidence in my Java EE.=x
zhen is tickled with love at 10:12:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
these 2 days still slacking. no mood to read books yet. i think i had a really tired sem. But then i will have to start tmr..
Mon All i did was playing game until afternoon then meet bf cos he is accompanying to get presents for the twins. i think i will settle on the camera for claudia cos she have so much toys le.. later ppl who keep toys for her will complain. Since she always use her fingers to pretend she have a camera(a small one though, cos of her lil fingers).. kids are so cute.. zacchaeus's.. i am still headache over it.. Recently read abt a lil girl who had cancer.. i realise how fortunate other kids were and how i am. I have that e lil girl will have minimum pain... Then had QS in e night. Another pitiful incident which is one of the china dao qing gg back cos he was sacked. the reason was kinda lame so he gonna go Ministry of Manpower to complain.. He is here for less than 6months and needs to go back le. Furthermore, he is a cheng xin one who goes for qing shao and learns everything he can. he ask lots of questions. we were quite close to him so when i heard of that really feels sad for him. i wish him all the best no matter where he is=)
Tue Didnt intend to meet bf but still did. Cos he gg for blood donation. So i wanted to go and see see but then i didnt go in only stayed outside to wait. He seems so brave. Although i am scare, i still would like to try in e future. But it looks far from aim. How are my parents gg to let me do it when i can just faint very easily. haha. Well, lets see how. We had lunch at yuan xiang(douby) then go and get something from a FTZ, then he go da bao for his family then we went home. these process took us a few hours already-_- Came home to rest and was RCB. Today's zhi wo jie shao was "free flow buffet" style.. I wanted to go up but then i was not confident cos i see everyone say until very good. Dun want to spoil it with mine plus i have nothing much to share. But i am gg to do it soon.. hee
wed Went to buy lunch for my family. Supposed to think of the scenes. But my brain is just not working. Plus this terrible flu i have. So will do it later after i take a nap. And i target to complete it tonight after QZ.
zhen is tickled with love at 2:09:00 PM
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Sunday, March 8, 2009
As mentioned went to ah ma house yest. Took bus so it was a long journey but i am beginning to fall in love with bus trips. Accompanied her for quite awhile. I love to see her smiles when she saw us and also her wish to see us again next time. Again i must say she is not my real grandmother cos she is my mummy's godmother but then she makes me just wanna love her like my own grandmother. But i am guilty to say i am not very close with my grandma(daddy's mummy) though she stay with me and opp my room is her room. Cos of certain reasons.. but i hope that i can be like when i was young. she helps me to comb my hair, feed me, bath me.. i was told of her unwillingness.. but she still did in e end no matter its good or bad, i know she is someone i will always respect. I use my true heart to communicate with her and not "act" in front of my relatives. That is what i am proud of.
Sorry for the long post but i have so much to say now=x Perhaps doing BXB proposal sparks me to think alot. haha!
Before that, a student approach me for donation and i saw an auntie walking towards me and donated $10 into the tin. for me i donated $1=x I saw her willingness to help and i feel happy that such ppl are still around=) Then another guy approach me and ask me how old am i cos he wanna ask me to make a donation for cancer patients and he say " u look so young. may i know how old are u?" i replied "19 going 20" he answered "thanks for ur time. u r too young but u can visit this website".. then i walk off and i heard he tell his college. That girl is 20 already. she looks like she is less than 16! WAH!
After visiting ah ma, i was supposed to go meet daddy at Town for phone bill enquire at M1. While crossing the bridge to e other side i fell off the stairs and i was really lucky to avoid hitting my tailbone! But then my butt got a big sore which is so painful.
Reach orchard i was still so early so i went to borders to read books=x I read for like one hour then went back to station to wait for daddy. Then by the time we finish it was already 9plus. Then we take bus to circuit link for dinner.. And take bus home. This is what happens without daddy's car. Cos go town not convenient to drive=(
Morning had DJJTR. Then after sending ps jj home, we went amk to walk walk.
This world is becoming more and more scary. Everyday when i open the newspaper i also will see shocking news... Sometimes i really wonder how some ppl have e heart to do it. Though knowing the ans, its still surprising..
Alright i am like writing compo again. Tired le dunno what am i talking abt..
zhen is tickled with love at 9:59:00 PM
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Saturday, March 7, 2009
Yest was a great day. Despite naughty girl being really disobedient for a while.
First stop was lunch at Green on Earth at Beauty World Plaza. After lunch, we went to Memories of Old Fort Factory(MOFF). It may sound weird why are we gg to museum. Cos the weather have not been good recently. Thus we decided to plan wet weather program but it did not rain. nvm we still enjoyed no matter is normal weather or wet weather, its still sunny weather in the heart=p
We spent quite a bit of time there as i was trying to read every word written. While teasing my policeboy who is reading slower and thus i got punished=( But cannot say here=p Then at ard 3plus we went to take bus to bugis.
Stop no 2 was marley and me. It was a good show. Must watch! I learnt that setting up a family is abt communicating, enduring and mutual understanding. Thats in the show. Of course there are many more. In a marriage there sure to be time where quarrels and arguments take place. But its abt how u forgive and forget, how u choose to take away pride and apologise.
Went to search for the twin's present.. Maybe i will buy another day cos i heaven figure out what to buy. They have almost everything. i mean it.
And then was dinner. Roma's deli. After dinner was home time. And looking at e time its already 9plus. How fast the time has flew past. I think i hardly can feel that i wish the time will stop. haha.
Today will be gg to visit my beloved grandma. I hope she is more healthy now. Before that in e morning i went to a FTZ house to get zai liao. It was so heavy! But then i must start learning to be a good housewife.=x
Some pictures from the MOFF.. If u wanna find out who are they.. visit MOFF=p This guy here weighs 100kg! And he is only a little bit taller than me. btw i am 1.55m tall and i weigh 40kg. oops.=x
zhen is tickled with love at 12:27:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009
alright this is the first week of the holidays and i have spent 3 days rotting at home. Last week was eventful so its time to have a good rest. And i heard all my friends complaining.. weather its IPP, FYPJ, attachment.. All are rotting. Next sem will be my turn and i seriously dun mind rotting at home. Thinking of being alone in an unfamiliar environment really scares me, working with unfamiliar ppl is even worst. but thats life that i have to accept...
Well since its holiday i should put that aside and enjoy to the fullest. Had been reading books and watching some drama to relax myself. I will have to start doing the things i plan to starting from next week. Plus 2 impt tasks to be done. 1) Go and visit Ah ma. She must be missing me=x 2) Go visit mother, claudia and zacc. though i will be seeing them soon cos its 2 twins' birthday soon.. I shall start searching for their presents. Soon i will have another nephew!=) But then i prefer niece. sexist i am..=p
Out of these 3 days i only went out today. Didnt go very far. Met my darling boy for lunch and then to hg mall popular.. talking abt that.. 2 ben dan went there to find assessment for my BY and then i suddenly recall there is no BXB this sun so i have more time to think. Well after that we went to mac for ice cream! so long never eat le hehe. Then went to buy his concession then lastly wait for bus to go home. And even gg hg interchange also can meet ppl. Call us pro. I really wonder how can some ppl go dating without the whole world knowing and then suddenly they are getting married. And we have to keep meeting ppl=( At night went out to eat dinner. Happen to watch the couple who opens the vegetarian stall packing up their stuff and i feel so sweet for them cos they are doing good thing everyday=)
