I cannot believe that 2 "simple" incidents can cause such a great impact even after 5 years.

Maybe i really sld not take 1 week to think. its really too long.

But this huge headache that i feels when i start thinking alot of things is murdering me.

So now time to put that aside and rant!

Tmr sch reopen already! Though i did not really enjoy this term break but then for e least i have time to rest.

But then also shows that i m nearer to completing this sem. provided i pass.=x

Morning went to TG and QS. And i really think that this bunch of china dao qing are very chen xin. Got one is hong yang one. But after he qiu dao he can accept and put what he know in hong yang into dao chang. Thats a very good start. He qiu dao for less than 1 month and he is so enthu abt attending all ban qi. Even no ban qi he also desperate to go FT but thats not the good point yet. He ask lots of question. He grab hold of every opportunity he can ask and ask anyone he sees. I think i have a lot to learn from him.

Another one just qiu dao for two weeks and he actually volunteered to ly shao xiang shang zhu li with the help of li jie sheet.

See how chen xin they are really knock me in my head to learn from them...

Anw just got e XiaoRenCamp photos from deqiang tz so here it is..

Group photos..

Notice the design in front of us is a cross..haha

If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, you'll probably never do much of anything. ~ this is what i think i sld tell myself..

Here is our dearest class rep who insist that i must take him even when i purposely ignore him.

The 5 of us again.

The girls who came...

And now some shots of the guys...

UNO stacko. whoever collapse the build will have to do pumping. i didnt take pictures of that cos it was a lil unglam. the guys are always so playful.

Gift exchange..

Look at what i have got! CHOCOLATE!!!

Here presenting my fellow 0701 classamates. the bunch who enjoys teasing, suaning and keeping my shoes.

This lil card by class rep to all of us.

He said i cannot take e content of e card cos its love letter-_-"

Another christmas celebration tmr.. But at cousin's house.. And... MUMMY WILL BE BACK TMR!!!=)

Mon afternoon met xiao tian and xiao wen in search of xiao bai gift...

Her present is e hardest to get out of all my presents.. and we finally settled with this..

Check out the content of the card. we are really a bunch of irritating ppl.=x

Next i went to TPY to walk around while waiting for dan. It was a long wait. Cos she ends her attachement at 4pm. And i reach there already 3pm so i waited for a good 1hr 30mins for my dear friend.

And when she reach, she ate like she did not eat for a few day when she told me she had lunch a few hours ago. After watching her eat, it was story telling time for me once again.

I really can't help u but then i can offer my opinion. I think that in every human interaction, there bound to have unhappy times and times where things dun go smooth for u. But when u have already set ur mind right, u got to think of ways for a win-win situation. If u think that giving up is easier then u can forever give up and come to no conclusion. This may be a test for u so dun take it lightly if it matters so much to u. Don't misunderstand what i say here. I dun mean u have to make things work even it dun work. Cos what happens in e future will be greatly affected by ur decision now. I wish u all the best in handling it.

Come home bath then eat and went to BaiYang. Everyone is asking where is mummy. Think i must have been very sticky to my mummy. haha.

Today
Went back to sch.
And i was actually quite unhappy abt it, feel so unwell already still have to be in this environment.
Supposingly we want to do e database. We spent 4hrs doing it. Not cos we do so slow but cos we are waiting for one another. Feel a bit irritated with e other 2 guys. Cos i cannot imagine every single thing i need to ask them. Even have they finish their work, what are we supposed to do next... Why do i have to elect a leader then. We have very different opinions too. Okay i should not include myself cos i am neutral. but e 2 guys want it this way(but they kept quiet), the 2 girls want it that way(and they kept talking abt it). Just using JSP or JSF can take more than 1hr to think. I really got nothing to say. I feel weird trying to settle it. But i am actually quite happy with the outcome cos nobody is familiar with both but then cos we have already done our prototype in JSP this can save us some work, though we cannot save on e validation but then for JSF we dun even know how to start doing e template. Tried e guide but it does not seems to work and looks complicated. And not that we want to complain him la. But we know he is dist student so he can afford to do overnight. But not me. So he can always happily watch his anime(and happily talk to his friend-my leader abt it) then when all of us are done and want to integrate. He can tell us he heaven do and that he will integrate. Its so irritating, trust me! i dun even feel bad that he has to integrate e whole thing all my himself. And even we have finish our part i have to ask whether is there anything we need to do or help or not we are gg off.. If i dun ask, we will all sit there and wait until i dunno when. i cant wait for this sem to end but in case i regret saying.. i just can't wait for the day when i dun have to feel stress abt anything and just relax myself and do what my mission on this earth is..

Working with ppl is never easy.. despite the fact that we cannot dun work with ppl. Since i cannot do much on my project yet i will take tmr to study. When sch reopens i am gg be overloaded with quiz and projects...

Alright i shall relief some stress by going to look for the girl who calls me ah yi and gets angry with me cos i never visit her. Calls me on e phone she tell me she want to come to see me. so sweet.

Just now went to NTUC with my bf to get some groceries and then this auntie she keeps talking me. And later i found out that she is a teacher who taughts in Nativity Church Centre. My kindergarden but she is not my teacher. LOL.

When you were born, you were crying, and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you will be smiling, and everyone around you will be crying.