Work as usual. met darling in the morning to go to work together. then met him at chinatown after work cos he wanna buy shoe. walk there and went to OG. but he forgot which one so ask his kor kor who was at outram to come and help him see. see so da pa. buy one shoe, need trouble 2 ppl=x Anw dun have e one he want with e right size so he and his kor kor went to city link to buy. while i go home to prepare QS.
Fri (TGIF! = Thank God It's Friday!)
Went to work with darling but today was earlier than usual. basically it was a very slacking day in office cos my supervisor and boss never come! i love fri cos i know boss wont be here! take leave on fri will be quite stupid=x But then i slack and i did finish e work that i wanted to finish. Anw i had a long lunch. went to da bao and eat with darling and police cantonment complex. cos it was raining and the nearest place he can find food is chinatown which for sure he will get in e rain. so his VERY SWEET girl had to deliver lunch since she have umbrella..=x (u better agree!=x) It was my first visit to there. At first we didnt know where to eat, i expect their canteen to be someone in public or they have a place for ppl to eat. but then dun have. then darling ask me to go get visitor pass so that i can go into their canteen. i was so scare e security will ask me i go there for what cos its like i dunno how to explain. have lunch with my bf? lol. but luckily he didnt ask. i think he can see also.=x and then i did something stupid..=x supposed to go through the scanner to make sure never bring an forbidden item(like the one at airport). then i pass my umbrella to the policeman on duty, he took but stared at me. then i also put my wallet hp and cards in e basket then again he stare at me but did the procedures too. i dunno what i was stared at for my belongings part but then when i cross over the scanner he passed me my umbrella without scanning and he was laughing at me!!! then i realise e umbrella i can take de. but what's so funny, ppl dunno what! anw lunch-ed then i went back office. first time i reach back from lunch at 2.15pm but nobody actually notices me i guess. Thats all for my trip to the police cantonment complex. went back to finish up my work then did a bit of report and went to meet dar. So sweet of her for waiting for me since 4pm! i knock off at 6pm btw. we took train to tampines then bus 29 to simplefood to have our dinner. http://www.simplefood.com.sg/We had a great chat after eating as it was raining cats and dogs. Next we took bus 29 and change to bus 27 to Tampines giant. After buying what i need to, we loiter around for awhile before we head to the cashier. and we saw this bear! so tempted to bring it home!=x
At the cashier there was this girl girl keep staring at e toy we holding. such a scary toy she also like sia. she was like trying to grab it! LOL. oops.
Then we took 27 back home. i didnt realise i was in e same bus as cs until dar alight then got one uncle alight so i had seat. when i sat down i saw him and his gf then i wave. thats all. it was scary lo. then i was sms-ing darling to call me so that e atmosphere wont be that weird and he called before i send out the sms!!! oh well... reached home 11 plus quickly bath and sleep after that.
Needless to say, it was a wonderful night and chat with dar. i really have to conclude that ppl with similarities had more to communicate abt and can have better understanding therefore causing less disagreement. i m really thankful to meet ppl who can meet up to that guideline=)
Sat
Supposed to wake up late since no work but i woke up at 5am then had some trouble sleeping!=( make me so tired the whole day. slacked the whole morning. only went to TG at 2plus but then cos we late so we took cab to TG. went down to get my excuse letter from chu fen jie then went to level 1 for the practice of back up as he xian gu and xian nuu. we had some briefing with demo then we had our chance to experience it. it was fun and i cant wait to go taiwan!!! hopefully everything goes on well, i really want to go. LMCB. Actually that was not e main program, this one is for s'pore only. Well, its pretty hard to explain, i will fill up the details when i am back from there. haha.
Then went to hg mall with mummy to buy things, waited for daddy to come fetch us to go eat dinner.
zhen is tickled with love at 10:55:00 AM
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
I felt like I m almost not breathing whenever I step into my company cos e stress will fill up my tank to the max. why is it so different… my dept is just scary. Ppl dept so good. Tue went to eat lunch at the other dept desk then we were chatting among ourselves abt facebook. Then got a colleague walk past she was looking at our screen and what we talking abt. Then denny wanted to close the browser. She say this “ dun worry, the company is not mine, I wont go complain u all. Just pretend is some auntie want to know what u young ppl talk abt. Dun need to minimize one la, I know u all student only.” Can feel the difference.. ppl dept so cheerful, our dept so stressful. But then no choice ba… I know I promise not to grumble but I cant…
But yest(wed) I had a breathing space. On PAID leave. Shiok! Woke up almost e same time as when I go to work cos I didn’t want to waste any time… my precious time. Went to sarah’s house to accompany her for the morning cos it had been quite some time since I have time for that…at first, she ask me to help her with her laptop cos she just reformat and dunno what to do. Hehe I know more than her okay=x then we played card monopoly game. Its fun! Its nice to have catching up=) Met darling on bus 25 to amk station to take train to novena, where our eating feast starts. Reached novena station then took 21 to quality hotel for our steamboat buffet. First time we go tgt for buffet sia. We had quite a lot of food actually but darling was feeling more full than me! Haha! We had 2 kinda soup. Ma la(spicy) and normal herbal soup. We had lots of vege and mushroom, some seafood, tofu seaweed, corn… we had carrot cake, sushi, jelly and fruits. Omg! Come to think of it, its horrible. This is not the end. We wanted to embark onto our next journey. Ice cream feast. But it was raining so we had to take cab there. Udders. 1st round we had cookie and cream+D24 durian with waffle. Nice! 2nd round we had 2 scoop of Mao Shan Wang ice cream, more shiok! Hehe. Then eat till full full liao we took 21 then change to 31 to ECP. Then to realize it was undergoing renovation. And we were so hot! Darling suggested bowling. But dun get it wrong I never play, I see him play=) he’s quite good at it sia. I admit I was so envy cos I had been thinking of trying recently but then heard him say not good for my waist then I shall just be a good girl=) it was cooling inside but later become very very cold. I think he played 3 rounds, all by himself then we went back to enjoy the sea breeze. Had some chatting too of cos… took 55 after that and I took 87 home. That’s e end of my wonderful day=(
Tue went to work as usual. Nothing really special abt working seriously. But there was a meeting with the managers. It was scary at e beginning. And I really wonder… why must she keep forcing me, I really dunno and I just needed some startup guide. She is Uni grads leh and have more than 5years of experience while me… less than 3years.. cant she be more lenient with me or at least just dun have high expectation. Anw went to RCB with kexin jj, junhao and jiqing. Junhao went to rivervale mall to da bao then met qing hong, so tgt we all go.. e girls gg RCB, e guys gg sheng shi.. we reach TG then wait for parents come bring dinner for jiqing, kexin jj and me.
Anw this morning I heard dan tell me abt a friend broke up with bf I was so shocked. They had been tgt for 5years. First bf. She was quite in love with him. But I think he didn’t appreciate her… well, sometimes it sad to know how fragile r/s can be.. I think something guys need to know is girls.. they just need to have love showered upon them from time to time.. Need ppl to sayang them when they are low on mood.. Need a warm shoulder to lie on.. whereas guys tend to neglect that after a few year tgt. Well I m not saying a general term but from what I see… Communication is really impt. cannot lack one. respect and endurance and compromise and trust work hand in hand. still feeling shock abt it. Hopefully she will be okay soon but I know its hard. 5years not 5 months….
On a side note. This song is my new fav=) The Click Five - Kidnap My Heart Hey girl whats your name I think I caught You looking my way Do you wanna know How to get me All to your own
Weekends work the best You pick the place I'll do The rest,hey now Don't be shy cause ya got To keep me in line
Love at first sight Never thought it Could happen to me,but you make me believe....
Kidnap my heart Take me with you Kidnap my heart Make my dreams come true..
Take me away cause fallin In loving ain't very far, not far From the start,kidnap my heart
Can you get me up More fun than I could Ever dream of Could you tie me down Could you keep me hangin around...
I don't wanna be here to Keep you company, put Your hand to mine better Hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight Never thought it could Happen to me but you make Me believe
Kidnap my heart take me with you kidnap my heart make My dreams come true Take me away cause fallin
In loving ain't very far Not far from the start Kidnap my heart
Ya gotta hold me tighter I'm a real fighter don't tear Us apart
Love at first sight Never thought it could happen to But ya make me believe
Kidnap my heart take me With you,kidnap my heart Make my dreams come true(you make my dreams to come True)take me away cause Fallin in love ain't very far not far from the start..
Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart..
zhen is tickled with love at 3:00:00 PM
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Monday, October 26, 2009
I like this piece of news=)
Lim Boon Heng “arrows” VWOs to do more for Singapore elderly October 25, 2009 by admin Filed under Top News Leave a comment From our Correspondent The Minister in charge of aging, Mr Lim Boon Heng, has urged voluntary welfare organizations in Singapore to “do more” to take care of the aging population. “In the coming years, the number of people living alone will only rise….There will be a lot more singles in future, so the work you have to do can only increase,” said Mr Lim, who was speaking to about 700 volunteers at the Lions Befrienders Appreciation and Awards Presentation 2009 last night. Mr Lim, however did not outline the government’s plans to help the elderly and appears to shift the responsibility to financially strapped VWOs. Unlike other developed countries, Singapore has no social safety net for the elderly who are expected to work for as long as possible to support themselves. The VWOs, which are heavily dependent on public donations have limited resources to do the work on behalf of the government especially since the NKF and Ren Ci fiasco. The scenes of Singapore elderly picking used cardboards in the streets, cleaning the toilets or sleeping in the streets have become ubiquitous throughout Singapore. An AFP video about the life of a 76 year old street scavenger Madam Zheng stirred a furore in cyberspace lately. Madam Zheng depleted her savings to foot the medical bills of her late husband and is now reducing to scavenge for used cardboards, cans and papers in the streets to earn a living. (watch video here) In a rebuttal to the use of Madam Zheng by bloggers to criticize the government for not doing enough to help the elderly, Minister for Information and Communications Lui Tuck Yew claimed that Madam Zheng lives in a 3-room flat and has 3 children. However, Lui failed to explain why Madam Zheng still needs to work despite owning a flat. There lies an irony in Singapore’s high home ownership rates: many Singaporeans are asset-rich, but cash poor. Though the elderly may have a roof over their heads, they have little or no savings left in their CPFs to support themselves through their golden years, thereby mandating them to continue working. At the same time, their children may not be earning enough to support both their own families and their parents. The cause of the problem lies with government policies and not in the VWOs not doing enough to help the aging population. The government has the means and resources to implement a comprehensive multi-tier social support system for Singapore’s elderly. After all, Singapore’s two sovereign wealth funds, Temasek and GIC, have just lost billions of dollars in overseas investments in less than 2 years. The government can afford to do much more for our nation-builders.
zhen is tickled with love at 1:52:00 PM
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I realise it had been quite some time since I had a proper post. I shall just roll back to where I cant rmbr=x
Today (Mon) Woke up 15mins earlier than usual. Cos wanna go work with darling! So cool right, I know I know. Cos usually I will admire those couples who go work tgt and I am so moody cos its e starting of e morning. But today I had something to look forward to. Hopefully we can go home tgt also! Let me be a lil more greedy. Hopefully everyday can be like this.=x the journey from hg to outram had never felt this near to me. But today seems quite fast.=x This is called “Happy times passes quickly”. Its quite a boring day for me cos xiu ying is not here and thus nobody to email me=( but I still have ppl on msn who will entertain me a lil. Imagine work without msn. I will be having depression now I guess=x
Yest (Sun) BXB as usual but this time round its props making for Taiwan trip. And then next week will be props making for Le Lin Zhou(LLZ). Hmm now as long as LLZ is mentioned my brain will straight away recall what darling told me last fri. it was where our love first sparks. Okay to be exact, its he. But his persistence lead to our story alright so I can use “our”~ =p okay enough of those nonsense. So we were all given different roles. Kexin jj, han jing and me was given the task to make He Xian Gu’s hair. I took quite a bit of pics but will upload another time, be patient=) We were so proud of our work as we had only trash bags and newspapers. But 3 of us were quite creative in some sense sia. Being hair stylist=x But of cos the other groups ones were very nicely done too. Its amazing. QSN ban is just amazing. And something sad. We took a photo with TZ at FT cos this will be the last time we using this FT for BXB. We are moving back to ren de… xiao ren is separating! Sob sob. Tz was saying its nice to see us grow. Went to meet mummy then home to have lunch. Guess I watched under the sun or something was feeling super giddy then I went to my room and I nearly fainted once again!zzz. supposed to buy lunch to darling’s workplace but then due to some reason I didn’t..=( Went to TJ for QZ at night, had ETB LY for 5kids. LOL. Exam period I guess…
Sat (231009) Woke up super early cos I tot its weekday so went back to sleep haha. Supposed to go out and eat but last min daddy had work to do so mummy went to 501 to buy lunch and Indian rojak! I was craving for it! Didn’t go DCS CM and DZB cos of this appreciation dinner for volunteers. Had to attend cos every seat is paid for and I was involved in the award presentation to receive the 5 years long service award. Think I joined in as a member 5years ago and now I am still e youngest recipient, it feels weird. But who cares man. i was dreading it cos I dun see a point in getting it but daddy ask me to see it as a form of encouragement to myself. He got e 15years long service award. I had been following him and mummy to visits and service for elderly since daddy joined and during 5years ago I was asked to be a member of Lion Befrienders’. The theme, unsung hero(无名英雄)…
Fri (221009) Work as usual. Had RCZJY at night. Kejing jj sent us home after that. Thu (211009) Work as usual. Had RCB at night. Mummy brought us dinner. Kejing jj sent us home. I’m so xing fu!=) Last night shift for darling.
Wed (201009) Back to work. Darling sent me home after work cos he was on leave.
zhen is tickled with love at 11:23:00 AM
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
I had a funny dream last night. I dreamt that I went to a new doc specialist. E doc is a young man. He told me i'm not allowed to go swimming, no cycling, no vigorous exercises. This was what I was already told 5 years ago as some of u might know. Yet e news was so devastating to me in my dream cos they were my fav activities. I have already accept this fact. But in e dream I was in denial. E feeling of it is really very scary to me. I woke up feeling helpless. I really dislike restrictions to health related problems! Hai.
zhen is tickled with love at 9:10:00 AM
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Didnt have to go to work today cos of my sprain-ed ankle. read on to know why...
My beautiful sat was supposed to be like this..
My toes were supposed to have freedom cos 5 days a week it didnt came out to say hi to everyone from 8am-7pm sometimes 10-11pm. But cos i was careless i sprain my ankle i had to get it fixed as i had posted in my previous post. After that i went to mother's house and play with zacchaeus and claudia. Just 2 videos to show the kids in action. (sorry for the not clear resolution. my phone not good for video capturing)
This is jie jie riding di di, so sweet right!
This zacc, trying to search for his fav disc to be played. Look at how focus he is...
We also met francis kor kor new gf. together with the 2 of them and me, we bought the kids down to play with their new scooter. Sorry that there are no pics cos i forget. claudia was wearing qi pao today and she looks so cute, again i forgot take pic with her=x The kids are just cute! didnt manage to meet xiao bao today cos they went to wedding dinner. Anw they are moving house le so it may be the last time we go there. Next time will be west coast. Went to have supper and back home.
Sunday
Didnt have to go BXB so stayed home(kinda not used to it). it has been a long time since i can slack on a sun morning without reason like exam or proj.. I kinda forgets what was done on that day but i know i was helping daddy to prepare dinner and its nice. i like cooking! hehe. then we went to qz that night.
Monday
Bad morning to start with cos my leg was in pain and i have to walk so much. And i wasnt feeling very well. keep feel like i might collapse anytime and with the crowd... But then my energy pill appeared at Outram Park station. can u imagine it? of cos i was happy to see him but then i was also worried that he still have to send me to work after his night shift. So he walked me all the way to SGX centre 2 entrance then he go home. Everything as usual until after lunch. My right foot was swollen to 3times the size of my normal foot! so i consult and some ppl told me ice will help. so i ask xiu ying to help me find but then there was no ice in e freezer so i ask her help me contain some water in a plastic bag and put in e freezer. she met sze pei, another dept staff. she came to tell my boss + supervisor and everyone in my dept was staring at me. i was advise to see a doc. but i was alone. i had to go to chinatown alone.seriously i was scare. i know its funny for a 20year old girl to say she is scared to be alone. but i was. I called daddy and he ask me take cab go down then he meet me there. boss was telling me u sld go now, tmr still not good, stay at home, dun force urself. anw ur PC is laptop u can work from home. (HELLO! I'M JUST AN INTERN, ITS JUST $2 PER HR, AND U WANT ME TO BRING E LAPTOP HOME AND CHARGE WITH MY HOME ELECTRICITY. LIKE I'M OBLIGATED TO DO THE TASK WHEN I ALREADY HAVE SWOLLEN LEG AND WILL BE GG TO SEE E DOC ALONE!) so i told him i need to access the office network to do my work, partly true only. then he ask my supervisor and she said yup. so i packed and left office. it was so hard to hail for cab. so i had to walk some distant and i met singlong, yen ching and another guy i dunno his name. yen ching ask singlong to carry me. crazy he is so small size i think he can go see doc with me if he carry me. lol. anw yen ching helped me to hail for a cab. thanks to them=) i reached and let the physician crack my bone it was super pain and i had nobody to hold on to. daddy came just in time when she finish with it. and this is what happen to my leg...
Tuesday
So i didnt go to work today and rotted at home. My mood was not good and i just dun know why... And the feeling of missing ppl isnt good=( But at least i m home and i can do what i like=)
These 2 days had been chatting with xiao tian, xiao wen, xiao bai and xiao ma on msn while they are in sch. and i felt like as if i m there and i know i m definitely missed. Well, i sld be thankful that at least i have 12 weeks to spend with them before graduation. better than nothing... hehe
zhen is tickled with love at 12:03:00 PM
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
I'm blogging through my mobile so will keep it short. Just went to get my ankle fixed cos I was in super huge pain last night at 3am that I even need daddy to carry me to e bathroom:(Then he helped me to rub in e mid of e night and I slept with them. Yes 3 ppl on same bed. Its been long since we tried this. Luckily for my small size:) advantage okay!=x Anw e physician said my bone was dislocated thats why so pain. Then he help me to locate back. It was so pain but I never scream I only cried a bit. He ask mummy to sit beside me then say if pain bite her Nvm I not pain. Lol. He's really expert. He even know my tailbone problem. But he say next time come cos cannot so many at one go. Heng. Thats all abt my trip. Now Gg see Claudia they all yeah! Update again next time:-)
zhen is tickled with love at 5:09:00 PM
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Friday, October 16, 2009
Back for updates=)
Wed Work as usual with lunch at Indian restaurant. The food was horrible I must say. Cos their vegetarian is got onion and garlic. So I requested fried rice without onion, spring onion, garlic. And they gave me fried rice with long bean and carrot + plenty of salt then is not sprinkled properly. So some parts are salty till I keep drinking water but some parts has no taste and I ate lots of lil chilli.. hot but shiok if not I dunno how to eat. But after my fifth mouth I saw a lil spring onion in the rice and I decided not to eat it le. But pretended to be eating for awhile. The worst thing was e rest had buffet and they took 2hrs for that! So I was hungry but their food didn’t make me feel like eating at all. I ask my friend to help me buy chocolate hehe. Work ended and went to meet kexin jj to go RCZJY together. Kejing jj sent me home after it cos daddy and mummy gg hong yang. The TZ’s wife that we went to see on Sunday and she past away on mon……..
Thu The usuals. But something special. I came to work half day and went to sch for Java certification. I came to work just for 3hrs cos my supervisor say if I want morning off I can use my deepavali leave. Common sense, who would do that la.. so of cos I come. Then 12 I left. Went to sch to meet candy and pw for lunch. Though we only know each other for 2years plus plus but my poly life had been more colourful with them. Deep inside I m very thankful for them. Cos wed night I cant login to the mock test website so candy and pw help me to paste some of the qns and ans for me to study. They also helped me to print the notes as I have mention earlier. I always meet nice ppl in my life=) Then we went for the test. It had been dragged for 1hr cos there was error. I failed the test=( not even 50%, really not easy plus I never study=x After that went to meet my LO to have a chat with her then went to pei them buy notes. Went to met darling in cab and we went to amk hub to get movie tickets for 500days of summer. Before our show started we went to walk ard and guess who we saw? TZ! Lol then he so naughty go stand beside his mummy and said e drink very nice hor. Lol. So qiao. Anw the movie, not nice.. I dun even understand most part of it=x we had dinner then we bus-ed to buy supper for my parents and home.
Fri The Indian guy that I had been talking abt last day in Aviva le. He is not coming back here but coming back to s’pore 15days later.. So we wrote him a farewell card. I didn’t know what to write cos I just feel kinda sad those we only met 7weeks ago but he guided me in my work. I sprain my ankle!!! Pain pain…=(
P.S darling hwee is gg taiwan for attachment on mon le but i cant send her off=( will miss u lots lots! hug hug u!=)
zhen is tickled with love at 2:47:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
I shall make use of this chance to blog cos I have 1hr more to KO and I seriously dun feel like doing already. 6 weeks of satisfactory grade with nonsense amt of work is not motivating me at all. I m only looking forward to thu after java exam and the off day. Still yet to do much with e java exam…
Sunday BXB as usual. Lil BY cos mostly self study or exam ended. After BXB, went to BD with peishan jj. As we do not have time for lunch, daddy and mummy packed from the LB volunteer LY. It was a lot really. I had it for dinner too. Same box. Imagine how big it is. Then while I was taking food, kexin jj called peishan jj cos they saw us waiting for bus so they came back to fetch us as it was next blk to their house. Then we had half our lunch at their void deck and went for BD. As usual didn’t help much except for gua hao and fu chi dao chang. And then home to rest. Darling came to find me at night. He cycled to my place and we went to buy BREADSSS for their WHOLE FAMILY.=x Then had a seat at the part that had left me with some memory. Dun want tell u all what is it=p But its something sweet my boy did when he was wooing me back then.
Monday As usual mon blue. But then had got some things to do.. So early in the morning I went to ask my collegue abt what I do, izz correct he said yes. Then I happily do it for e whole day. Its e scripting thing. Then at 5.45(15mins before off work) he told me there’s a shorter way to do it and I was like huh I left with 3. But I let him finish teaching me then I tell him cos he didn’t tell me there’s shorter way to do it RAH! And he also told me that I need to finish by wed! think it isn’t hard but then I think I’m still confuse on how to do it….=( met kexin jj to go TH for RCB and realized that loving hut closes at 3pm! So we went to opp, central there, to get ourselves waffles and some tibits from NTUC. And I had chocolate waffle with chocolate milk and some chips=x
Tueday Was told that the collegue I mention earlier is gg back india for 15days. And tmr we will be having a farewell lunch with him. He is also vegetarian!=) I overheard my boss telling my supervisor that can she organize a presentation for me. The problem is I got nothing to present!! Not like my partner’s work got things to present. And just cos he had a presentation on this mon he got good this time round. SO IZZ GOT PRESENTATION THEN GRADES CAN LEVEL UP? IZZ THAT PERFORMANCE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ATTITUDE IN THE REAL WORKING ENVIRONMENT?? I wonder if I sld say something leh cos for 6 weeks already I m seriously worried for my GPA…….. dunno why I get so affected by this also… I dun used to be like that…. =( BUT I AM JUST AN INTERN...
this song is nice=) Officially Missing You lyrics [Verse One] All I hear is raindrops Falling on the rooftop Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go Cause this pain I feel It wont go away And today I’m officially missing you I thought that from this heartache I could escape But I fronted long enough to know There ain’t no way And todayI’m officially missing you
[Chorus] Oh can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do Hey baby say it stays on my mind And I, I’m officially
[Verse Two] All I do is lay around Two ears full of tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don’t even know you at all I don’t know you at all Well I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say That I’m officially missing you
[Chorus]
[Bridge] Well I thought I could just get over you baby But I see that’s something I just can’t do From the way you would hold me To the sweet things you told me I just can’t find a way To let go of you
[Chorus]
It official You know that I’m missing you Yeah yes All I hear is raindrops And I’m officially missing you
zhen is tickled with love at 5:05:00 PM
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
Seems like i have some faithful readers so i shall do more updates=)
I feel like i did not accomplish much for today. Just no mood for studying!!!
Anw morning woke up earlier to pei mummy go dental at kovan there de. I did not went in with her cos i was scare. Then actually nothing much want. Then we took bus home. I fixed lunch for myself and study a bit more. Then mummy call me again cos she at my downstairs de dental clinic ask me go pei her also. This time round very fast okay le. So she went dental twice in a day and spent $45 just to get only half her tooth pluck out cos broke...
And then after awhile darling called cos he miss me and want to meet me=x
Anw met him to have his lunch at 327, his fav chicken rice and then went to the chinese physician at e same blk to get his neck fixed. And this very funny boy never bring enough cash, i also dun have cash so he actually asked me to go withdraw for him. So weird but then he really trust me so much sia... So went to help him after he keep saying like that will save time.
Then i send him to bus stop while asking him some java qns and went home after that. Just less than 1hr of meet up but still quite happy. Strong happy pill=)
Yest i was sharing abt angels. Today abt devils. Hai i dun wish to say too much here. But then heart pain for mummy. ask her change company she dun want... then why need to work with this kinda ppl lo. but this is something i need to learn from her. We cant keep changing job because ppl are not good to us cos everywhere u go, bound to meet this kinda ppl. Cos it happen for a reason. Just bear with it and then it will be okay. But of cos not till the point when u're suffering badly in e environment la... SIGH.. 无奈。。。
Be grateful when u meet angels in ur life, thanks devils that challenges u in life cos they make u stronger and realise ur ability.-yizhen-
zhen is tickled with love at 7:27:00 PM
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Friday, October 9, 2009
Tired fri
i'm supposed to start studying tonight but i'm just too tired to do so!
Tonight is e only fri since 6weeks i did not go out after work. lucky i didnt cos i'm really exhausted.
But after work i went to get notes from my dearest and nice nice classmate, kenneth. Credits to candy and peiwen for taking the trouble to help me print and ken to walk all e way from orchard to cine just to pass me e notes. See, i'm always meeting angels in my life. So thats why i always say.. 真心的对待一个人，别人也会真心的回报你。Sometimes may not be e person whom u have helped repay u, but somebody else. This brought me to recall abt lunch. I really dun like to make ppl bcos of me have to eat at e place where i can eat but then at e same time i cannot stop them from that. And i'm really glad to have friends who stand up for me. I just dun understand why he have to make comments and dun want to listen to me then pick on me later. just bcos i always dun want to argue back does not mean i dun have good reasons just that i dun want u to say too much wrong thing and end up having to pay ur debts just bcos u want to prove urself right. well maybe i blessed in a kind environment where i have really understanding friends and this is e first time someone tested me like that. LMCB maybe is a small test for me. want to psycho me eat meat within 3 months when i never even taken meat my whole life? haha what a challenge for u but i suggest u dun try!
Celebration to 6weeks(half) of IPP gone! time really flies and i heard my indian supervisor is gg back meaning i need to work with new ppl.. but not bad the guy is quite handsome=x (i smell jealousy=x).. and we got a good news. we can have 1 day leave! woohoo!
Wedding dinner
Yest went to the wedding dinner. Met daddy at town after work but he was late for 1hr plus and thanks to darling who pei me during this time talking on e phone.
We reach the ballroom and it was a weird atmosphere, dun ask me why.
And then we get to see the couple's wedding pictures. it was weird. cos usually we see nice sceneries and couple will take pics in gown or just normal clothing but this newly wed......
Groom was topless with jeans, bride was just wearing lingerie. pictures taken in a bedroom... Like some pre-making-love pictures sia. Dunno sld say creative or..... well new idea i guess.. And some never wear want lo. but then cannot see things we sld not la. it ended ard 11. lucky got relative send us home or not i think i think we will be reaching at 12 or later maybe...
zhen is tickled with love at 11:11:00 PM
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Thursday, October 8, 2009
This shall be a rainbow week Thursday Black Didn’t have a good night last night due to pain. Sob sob. The most saddest thing is that I have to attend a wedding tonight. Read carefully. It’s my daddy’s cousin’s daughter. Daddy say she is my cousin too but then huh like so FAR AWAY and she dun even know me! I was also not invited cos seriously we have too many relatives and I dun blame her at all cos I also dun want to go!=x I had to go cos I need to take over mummy as she have to get her wisdom tooth pluck today… Another reason for me to be emo is that originally I tot that I could meet darling and then we can have dinner and maybe if time permits have him give me tuition. But seems so not possible now… sadden. This morning I felt so tall in e train(first time) cos e ppl standing ard me were shorter or abt e same height as me! hehehe
Wednesday Orange Everything as usual. Dinner with candy and peiwen and darling. We went to Yuan Xiang at Bugis and it was darling’s treat. We had fried rice, hokkien noodle and 3 dishes. Kang Kong, salad prawn and egg tofu=) Then we went to see watch and home sweet home. I think I m so blessed. Darling came just to pick me up, have dinner with my friends(his treat some more) and sent me home before he goes home.
Tuesday White White cos it’s a neutral day. Had RCB at TH in e night. This time round we took bus in stead cos actually we want to go another place to have our dinner but then realize we need to walk so we went back to loving hut for dinner instead. We shared cos dun want to eat too full=)
Monday Blue Boring mon. nothing to share abt.
Friday Pink Pink cos its fri! but nothing much at night cos I dun plan to have any. I plan a date with Java though. Exam is next thu and to be frank I really dun have time to study!!! Bless me. I wish I can bring darling’s brain for e exam. Then leave him with my useless brain for IT. Wahaha!=x
Weekend Purple Cos its one of my Favourite colour! I shall rest well when I have nothing on cos I will be having a very super eventful week next week….and Sunday have Ban Dao!
Pardon me for my lameness. The result of being too stress and tired=)
zhen is tickled with love at 11:32:00 AM
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
境不转，心要转 Tired morning but like my facebook status says, I should change my attitude. Although I’m those harmless ppl, who will think of poning class or work or even certain ban qi but then I will end up going in the end. But I think my attitude towards gg to work had been pretty bad.. None of the days since 31st Aug had I go to work with a positive attitude. Though I will calm myself to think positively, but it wasn’t a good kickstart to be so sian of work and only looking forward to knock off…
The power of SIMPLE and FREE greeting This morning I went to pantry to make myself some hot chocolate and to realise that there were many cups in the pantry not washed and dirty. It must be from yest. I feel sad for the auntie who has to do e job every morning. Yes she is paid to do clearing and cleaning but then can u imagine just washing a cup they drink on their own they also can just leave it there for ppl to wash up for them. SIGH to those who earn so much more than auntie yet cannot wash their own cups that they drank from! Every morning when I run into the auntie I will flash a smile at her or e auntie that empty our bins every evening and thank her for clearing for us then she would be smiling very nicely to me(the rest of the time she is not really smiling), so this morning the auntie that I smile to in e morning ask me if I had breakfast already she got biscuits for me then I told her I have breakfast in my bed she can have it herself then she say u’re very young and well-mannered=) This simple conversation just makes both of us happy=)
Weekends update Sat. went to get mooncake for darling’s family and go to his house. Then we went out after he prepared. Wanted to go to ponggol end but it was going to rain. So having not plan we decided to go to Changi airport. All we did was walking ard, eat dessert and some shopping for tibits. And then we went home. Sounded boring but it was a nice afternoon=) Had QZ at night and that goes sat. Sun. Bxb as usual. Many BYs stayed at home for self revision. Wondering what is happening to BXB cos ppl just gets lesser and also dunno what is e problem. I feel bad that I had forgot a lot of things really a lot. Maybe I should consider pri sch. Upper sec I really not useful there… but I prefer lower sec actually cos I didn’t do well when I was in pri sch so I scare I will not be able to handle esp science. Now so hard already… Then went with parents to bugis to get mummy’s watch cos she need my help to choose. Think I should also get a cheap watch tmr=) Home to rest till we went for dinner at 10pm.
zhen is tickled with love at 10:46:00 AM
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Saturday, October 3, 2009
EMO please go away! it's sat morning and i will be meeting darling later SO PLEASE CHEER UP!
But last night's met up with the girls for less than 3hrs yet it was a really nice one. Amidst pouring of sorrows we still have a good laugh! We went to this ice cream shop that sells very nice durian ice cream! For durian lover, u can ask me where is it=) Content not needed cos the usual catch up is different everytime yet gives the same outcome. Laugh!
This period of time may not be good for the 4 of us but we are STRONG girls who refused to admit that we are going through hardship haha! dan brought the point up=)
As usual, i'm listener cos i hate to think abt unhappy things bothering me and i dun like to share with others my inner most darkest...
Ohh i forgot abt before meet up. So i ended work at 6pm right. Then i brought my intern friend to roma deli's and i'm glad that she is happy to have me as a friend cos she say i always recommend her good food. And i think also qiu dao le and has a friend who is also same as us de. And then we walked from roma deli to city hall mrt to pass darling my broadband usb so that he can surf during work=) Then we went to walk ard plus some chit chatting. And she mention like 5TIMES no wonder ur bf love u so much. I also dunno why she say that when they only see each other for 2 times and less than 10mins altogether! And then she ask me abt e feeling of falling in love.. Frankly speaking, 9 months ago i dunno how it happen.. Haha.
On a lighter note. i just dun understand whats so fanciful abt FHM and those magazine that showcase girl or rather their body shape.. haha
Last night was really bad.. i just didnt sleep well.. dun ask me why i didnt sleep well but i just cant really get into sleep then i had a nightmare which makes it worst for me...
Although today is friday, my mood isnt the best. Yes i am meeting my girls tonight which is something that i can smile abt but still not on my best. Perhaps this is what it meant by life has its up and down....
Sometimes, sorry really doesn't cure... money also no cure...
zhen is tickled with love at 10:26:00 AM
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Today is week 5 thu. I had been feeling tired, restless and unmotivated for work the whole of this week. My task is to migrate database. Left to handle all alone=( Just now there was a slight tremor felt in our building and I feel so giddy… Think cos we on 24th storey.. It’s due to the earthquake in Sumatra ba.. hai natural disaster.. yest during lunch one of the interns who is a taiwanese still say he dun believe in all these things that world is coming to an end. He is also the same person who is always saying some not so nice things abt my diet. But he is e one I m most interested to “du” him cos he is Taiwanese which means he sld hear a lot abt our heavenly dao. But he’s a lil hard to chat with..
Week 5 wed. I woke up late. And I rushed through my preparation to go to work and I walked super fast.. nothing much happened at work except that my energy pill came to pick me up after work=) we had snack and went home. Tired yet happy day. Short yet sweet night.=)
Week 5 mon and tue. Met kexin jj in e train for both days. so lucky right! haha. fate is something unexplainable=x Tue had RCB after work. parents bought dinner and we have it at TG=) save time and can take our time no need rush.
Tmr is Friday but without darling cos he got night shift. But I have meet up with my girls!! Ice cream! Before that bringing my internship friend to roma deli to try Italian style vege food hehe.
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