I just came back from OLN after leaving my details for relief teaching. Then i went to walk ard e sch cos my p6 form teacher was on leave. Though i have not studied in this new building that my daddy had actually donated quite some money, I still feel belong-ed. I m really very glad that i choose IJ school instead of another sch near my home. Cos i met my very nice teachers and friends, a very nice environment which lets me grow into who i am now. I m grateful to all teachers, classmates, non-teaching staff and even cleaner uncles and auntiesss. Hehe. Next week, i shall visit SJC hehe.
I am feeling so tired. Yest was nearly a whole day. Before bxb start, we had breakfast. Then Shun Xiang send us to BXB. During bxb i relief one of the BY who is from S'pore Chinese Girls'! but that was not the most stressful part. The most stress part was she ask me lit where she need to give a 3mins speech as her assignment. And she want to share a topic on vegetarianism. Then i felt like i neglected huiwen cos of that. Cos she went to ask hwee ching instead. Anw i have decided to start revising my O level work already! Then after BXB there was a meeting with ZZ, XTY and JQ. Yes, it really time to grow and take up responsibility so that e whole de shu can get to greater heights. Then straight after that went home to shower and rushed to LionBefrienders' Dinner Service and XCTB ly. It ended ard 7plus 8 then reach home was like so dead already..
Anw i m gg to chalet these couple of days. Hopefully i can relax enough and be fully charged for the next maranthon in life!=)
Well, as most ppl know i am on holiday! So what have i been busy with? Immediately after FYP(actually i ended it early), i went to look for bf. He had lunch at Lao Di Fang, then while thinking where to go, we tot of our exploration of Npark. And so yes we went to HortPark. But i was tired and not too well, so we didnt really walk much. But sat alot. =x And then in e night went home and i slept quite early.
The next day was preparation for CNY and i did a lot of things on that very sat cos i was quite happy to be doing everything then at night we went to FT to Shou Fo Deng. We came home ard 4plus 5 this time cos we were all very tired and the next day early in e morning will have relative come visit. But we estimated wrong!
But Chu Yi i still didnt manage to have much rest cos 9am i heard drum and lion dance already! We had our family's very own small and belated reunion lunch. And then ard 2plus relatives were coming in. By 4 i was so tired and i cant take it so i came in room to rest awhile then i fell asleep for 20mins and we had to prepare to go TJ for LY.
Chu Er as usual, we set off in e afternoon. This time we only go 2 granduncle and grandaunt. Cos one of my granduncle just passed away so we cant Bai Nian. Then same thing, we go to Ah ma there. Ah ma is so much better already!=) I promise to visit her more=) Last stop of cos is my fav mother house! We were early so no claudia, zacchaeus nor xiao bao. Its such a lovely thing to have kids of ur own. Yes they may be naughty but they are so cute and lovely also! Anw we didnt stay too late as we were quite tired again. But reach home ard 1plus haha.
Chu San i think we stayed home to watch videos and then in e night we went to lin zhi to eat with my god uncle(my mummy's godma's son). After that was my treat to udders for ice cream! Mao shan wang! woohoo nice nice! We chatted quite some abt dao chang things. Cos he is my only "family members" that will chat with us about that. And it feels nice. Its quite sad to have no support from family...=(
Day 4 was another stay home and slack plus watch video day. Oh ya! In e morning i receive a call from my agency(recruit express) asking me down for an interview cos e night before i sent my resume. I sent most of them is education related. A few admin + data entry. ONLY one banking and finance related job. The person who called me down was from the banking and finance division. SO in shocked, i asked him if i can go down the next day and he agreed. I went to check my status for relief teaching and it was approved. So i was so confused on what decision to make...
Day 5 i went for the interview. It was just a short and simple one to ask abt what kinda job they sld recommend me. When i walked out i was quite unwillingly to receive call from them le. Cos i felt more that i sld be doing relief teaching but i dunno what i sld do cos i wanted to try some admin job. Somemore in a bank. Quite cool huh. Anw i went to look for bf to pei my yan orh boy for lunch. And then went on to meet dar dar at TTSH after her attachment. And then next was cabbing down to MOE. My 2nd time, hopefully i have more chance to go there=x Anw, she went for allied educator interview. The one i was saying in my prev post. Hope she gets it. Cos i know not many ppl are suited to be employed. But i know she is. She is very like me. The difference is that she can do anything she likes and want but i have to think abt my future more. Well anw after her interview we went to town. Wanted movie but no nice show. On our way home saw ann marie(my pri cum sec sch friend). Another future teacher. But then sometimes i dunno ppl be teacher cos they want a stable job or cos they have the passion for it. Anw she is getting married to a guy 15years older already!
Day 6 went to have breakfast with parents in the morning then met candy to go NUS to submit form. Met bf for lunch. Came home to rest.
THE END
zhen is tickled with love at 10:28:00 PM
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Monday, February 15, 2010
一棵开花的树
(席慕容)
如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻 为这
我已在佛前 求了五百年
求他让我们结一段尘缘
佛于是把我化作一棵树
长在你必经的路旁
阳光下慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望
当你走近 请你细听
那颤抖的叶是我等待的热情
而当你终于无视地走过
在你身后落了一地的
朋友啊 那不是花瓣
是我凋零的心
This is so nice!
zhen is tickled with love at 1:21:00 PM
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Sunday, February 14, 2010
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!!!
I'M OFFICIALLY ON H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!! WOOHOO!
Just to show off what my sweet boy done for me=)
Hand made flower! He make himself okay!
To some girls it may be just a simple stalk of flower. But think, guys make.. Hmm not simple okay! But what's most impt is the tot that counts! Isnt he very sweet! =)
Last year, on our first valentine, he gave me real flowers. Girls really can never resist from flowers but then i prefer one that wont wither hehe. Anw the photo below.. Look at e flower, its what he gave me. Sorry for my model's prank=x
zhen is tickled with love at 1:47:00 PM
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
My last presentation in NYP has ended this morning at 10.30am! I was feeling very scare at first cos of yest. And then suddenly then i know our independent marker change already! But she was nice. My lab mates were envying us cos we got all the nice nice teachers. After the presentation, Ms Lo talked to jiawei in the lab then she finish talking le she ask me go out. I tot i did something wrong. Then she flash me a big smile. And she said that both e independent marker and herself felt that i m e better presenter out of the 3 of us and i have a very positive attitude towards my work and also i am very tough in answering hard questions. Seems like thats my only assets... So she say these qualities in me will surely be useful inmy future cos not many ppl can have and will have these qualities. But then e bad news is that she told me for FYP we are required to do one system and mine is not considered as one system so i cant score very high. but then for my positive attitude in trying and trying she will try her best..
Tmr is e last day of school for me. Last day i'll be sitting in fishtank. My "2nd home" for 12 weeks. The computer that i faced for 8hrs a day.. Every mon morning watching drama. Charging hp and ipod in lab.The very cute and funny lab mates who make my whole FYP more memorable and fun. This blk that i had spent e past 3 years. The lecturers that have inspired or helped me in one way or another. My seniors cum tong xiu who have always been there to help me with my project and studies whenever i met a problem. And of cos my very interesting clique who have got into this clique in a very weird yet fated way. Yes orientation seems like not long ago.. On day 1 when i went to NYP with grace and yarhui and we were told that we wont be in e same grp. I was separated from them and frankly speaking i know nobody here. Except for Junwei who was an OGL then. And then i was arranged to be in IT0701 and then i was directed to the school's auditorium where i saw this guy. Liang Zhi who then became our class rep and was always very enthu abt everything. He said beside me but we didnt know we were in e same class then. And when we actually have time to gather.. I met all my classmates. Being shy and reserved i didnt make any friends yet. I only rmbr introducing ourselves. Ben was sitting on my left and honey was on my right. Honey said hi to me first and started talking. I dun feel like talking to her cos i find this girl weird. Then i turned to ben and intro myself. He was even more shy than me okay! And then during lunch day 1 i had nothing to eat cos e vege food they provide have onions or something. Luckily Junwei came to tell me this also. Then when gg home, i have a grp of 72 khakis then we talk abit and then shy a bit. Day 2 we played some lame game and etc. Until last day.. we supposed to take photos and all then i was told.. hey actually u sld be in class IT0710. I was like stunned. I spent e past 4days knowing my classmates now i was told i was in e wrong class. LMCB, my OGL asked me if i wanted to stay in IT0701 they will help me to tell my personal mentor. Before orientation end, i rmbr junwei coming to me with his hp no on a piece of ppr. Luckily he give me that. cos it became very useful in year 1=x Then on day 1 we met at atrium. then a lot of ppl was late. What leaves me with a deep impression is that honey came to give me a big hug and it was so big that i cant breathe. then when i sms my friend then and my bf now she peeks into my phone! Then we went to class. We had comm skills i think. The next day we had project lesson. And so happen the 5 of us sat on e same table and this is how everything happens. I was really lucky to be in a good clique and project group. Even more lucky to have help from my seniors! hee. So year 1 was so honeymoon that i didnt care much. Year 2 i start putting in more effort and with the constant help of darling i managed to get closer to IT slowly. and of cos closer to him. haha. I wont forget practical lessons. candy and me will always be sitting besides peiwen cos we know she is exposed to IT before so we always seek help from her. Tutorial class is where i rule cos i copy very fast and have okay handwriting so they can copy from me. Lectures.. Candy will never fail to entertain us. Gradually the 3 of us become closer then we also took J2EE. Year 3 i was split from them. At first i cant get used to it.. I can say that till today i still am not used to it. Although IT0701 was really united and we have very fun ppl in this class! Now 3years is coming to an end... Really bu she de... Bu she de NYP.. Bu she de.. my clique.. Bu she de my class.. of cos bu she de all e memories! But i m glad its all over. I have learnt quite alot. To think that when my cousins heard that i m posted to IT they were shocked! But i m graduating with a diploma in IT okay! LOL.
Alright i m tired to continue already so i shall stop here. Having a bad headache..=(
zhen is tickled with love at 9:15:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Final Presentation in a few hrs. 10am!! Last presentation in poly. Please don't shoot me too hard questions or ask me to go and see Year 1 presentation... My stomach is having butterfly now cos so many ppl have got a super black face after presentation!!! 2 more days and i wont be considered a student to NYP=( Yes i m missing everything now!