#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? i will act brave and appear infront of him when he is with the girl to let him know that i've found out and say goodbye to him. =p
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? i will wish that everyone that i love will be happy always!=)
#3. What will your dream wedding to be like? just a simple dinner with only people who is truly happy for me. what's the point of inviting the whole world when they only go because they are invited but not because they wanted to=x
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? yes. but i know that whatever arranged will be the best arrangement, everything happens for its cause. besides who knows what will happen tomorrow. wait, i should say who will be able to know if there is tomorrow or rather next sec.
#5. What’s your ideal lover like? hmm, someone i love whole heartedly, make me feel safe and comfortable when i'm with him. And whenever i need someone he is around
#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone? loving someone! yes, it is difficult and torturing. however, the little things that he do will simply brighten up your day. there will be something for you to look forward to everyday! being loved by someone is sweet, however you must love the person who love you in order to feel the sweet-ness. hee
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? i'm not sure. must see if he feels the same as well or not its useless to wait.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? hide my true feeling! i will try to give up and pray that i wont get to see him and her anywhere as it is really hard to see the person that you like with another girl
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? of course! life has it's ups and downs
#10. Is being tagged fun? hmm okie la, just answering question but being forced to
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time? 10 years time? hmm will i live till then? if i will, most probably i've found a great job that i love and found a boyfriend that love me as much as i love him. family is still as loving and friends are still with me. oh i'm greedy=p
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you? my family, my darlings and my friends=)
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? a girl who can read my mind and can be crazy, loud and nonsense at times.
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor? married but poor. i do not want to have all the money in the world but feel that something is empty in my life. i would rather makes my heart whole and work hard with the one i love creating tmr together. so what if we cant go to romantic and classy resturant? as long as with the right person, coffee shop can be romantic as well=)
#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning? rush to the toilet to wash up.
#16. Would you give all in a relationship? yes i'll but redraw alittle back=x
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick? the one who will be always there for me. i can't have a boyfriend who will be there only when he feels like it and disappear suddenly. i hate mind game.
#18. What type of friends do you like? the type that i like is all the friends that i've found!=).
Finally done.. anw 1 more week to go! jia you! in such contradiction, i wish that 1 week will pass quickly so that i will not be so stress. but i scare i cannot complete my work in 1 week. finally today managed to hand in all e assignment and no more test.. 1 sem is gg to be over soon...
zhen is tickled with love at 5:09:00 PM
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
Just back from Shi Xing FT TQ.. And i want to blog cos of this coincident.. In a few more days, it will be Shi Xing FT's 19th anniversary and today there's 19 xin qiu and 19 dishes altogether! And well i am 19 years old.. When they ask me how old am i they were a bit shock. maybe i look young=p And as usual.. they like to say last time they only carry me on hand now i already so big and all e praises.. But then actually hor already 19 years leh, why to them they still think its very fast.. Okay la not slow but also not that fast leh.. haha Then i actually counted no of shoes when i was aranging them and there are 50 pairs. Means today have 50 ppl.=) And i went to listen to e eng san bao explained by huang wen liang tz... Got some enlightenment which i feel its good cos can tell ppl in english too when needed. No harm learning to explain in more languages=) Lastly dao xi to TZ and LMCB for everything.
And now i am already so tired.. hope i have e energy to do my things. Take good care everyone!=)
zhen is tickled with love at 10:28:00 PM
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Monday, July 14, 2008
2 things for me to complain.. 1) MY CLASS GUYS ARE SO OPEN. They can talk abt girls de things so openly without feeling embarrass. 2) I AM FOREVER GETTING BULLIED! OH POOR ME! Not suan me kid, then small, then my "bf", then everything. just anything that can suan and laugh. -the end-
zhen is tickled with love at 10:52:00 PM
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Sunday, July 13, 2008
I think i sld blog today.
Apologise to her that i did not attend her daughter 1 month old party this morning. I could have went after bxb but i chose not to. Cos i am afraid to face her. Dunno why. Feel like she is not the friend i know. But then since i heard from dan that she and her baby's father(not her husband) have seems to mature quite a bit i feel more secure for the baby girl, Shayenne. She is lucky and unlucky to have a pair of young parents and a mother who have already prepared to give her the best. But i think mainly why i cannot accept is that they didn't plan to have her. Its just like luck.. Maybe i am still having traditional thinking when these things are getting so common. But still i cannot take it that someone my age has already become a mother. Perhaps i am jealous that she have a baby of her own or whatsoever. Kids are cute, yes. i love them, yes. But if not planned and settled well, even worst go to the extend of hurting ppl who have love and care for u because of a "guy" not worthy of ur love, no. In short i m just not mature enough and too young to handle a baby on my own. Maybe girls are naive and soft hearted.
After bxb i went to hg mall to wait for mummy and then i was walking around and met geraldine. She was too surprise to see me so she shouted from a shout for me! i was so embarrass cos i find ppl looking at us. We went to level 4 to chit chat awhile before she left and my mummy came. After eating went to buy things from NTUC. Saw a very pretty, sweet and cute girlgirl. But she lost her palm and fingers.. So poor thing. Then went to see furniture once again. I am really very busy to think abt all these. I dun have enough brain cell to kill.. Something which is making me so sian now. i hate to be the cause of something, esp quarrels.
Dinner time.
Take care everyone.=) "It is not the magnitude of our actions but the amount of love that is put into them that matters."
zhen is tickled with love at 8:26:00 PM
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Saturday, July 12, 2008
Dar i am really lazy to blog.
Posted.=p
Maybe just some reminders for myself.
1) To not daze so much and think logically.
2) To concentrate when studying for tests and upcoming exam.
Talk abt that my exam time table is out already.
18Aug: 12.3o-2.30(DSTR)
20Aug: 9-11(IPTNET)
22Aug: 4-6(OOAD)
25Aug: 4-6(DBMS)
4 papers to kill, bless me!
3) To sit and sleep straight to avoid more pains.
4) Drink lots of water to prevent constipation.
More Mother Teresa's quotation to share..
" Everybody today seems to be in such a terrible rush, anxious for greater developments and greater riches and so on, so that children have very little time for their parents. Parents have very little time for each other, and in the home begins the disruption of peace of the world."
-This explains why the world/society have changed...
"Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired. "
zhen is tickled with love at 10:29:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008
I shall talk abt how i got "tortured" and "bullied" in class another time.. But i have 2 quiz tmr and it makes me so stress right now! One more thing is that i don't even dare to count down to the day of presentation.. i had not been doing it recently cos of the upcoming tests. well, i will get to know my time table really soon. Hopefully it end fast.=)
Would like to share something nice..
Choices In Life In life, we have choices A choice that once taken Can't look back But look forward There are so many choices that were made wron gBut once you look back You start regretting You start thinking what if, what if... If I had made the other choice What would happen to me now? Would I be better off? Or would it be worse? Sometimes, I wonder what if... Once you start looking back You start to live in the past Is it a bad thing after all? If the past is good, it is a nice feeling If the past is bad, it doesn't feel nice It was really not a nice part of my life To live in the shadow of the past Just because I made wrong choice I felt that I had to pay too high a price For just a wrong choice So it seems better to come back to reality
zhen is tickled with love at 1:21:00 AM
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Monday, July 7, 2008
Let the photos do the talking for sun's ren de outing to THE WEST...
Hopefully there are more outings to stronger the bonds..
zzz. week 13! For now i shall concentrate on my tmr's 2 quiz. practical and ooad..
Wed no sch! But will be studying DBMS and doing project. sian!
A lot of ppl are sick now so everyone rmbr to take care.=)
zhen is tickled with love at 11:10:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008
i know i did mentioned not to blog but then today was sucha imperfect day=( firstly i overslept but nvm i still managed to reach sch in time.. but then as i was walking to bus stop... a man who is rushing for the bus knocked onto me and not holding my laptop tight i dropped it one floor...=( OUCH! IT TOLD ME ITS VERY PAINFUL! the worst thing is he just looked at me in shocked then he boarded the bus. HELLO IN THE MIDST OF UR SURPRISE CAN'T U JUST APOLOGISE! i am not demanding for one okay but then i think that there's lack of courtesy in today's society... where is MQ hiding?! Anw feeling sorry for my laptop who had been seriously hurt due to my carelessness to take good care of it and prevent it from getting hurt makes today a very not good day for me. I was so tired today and i really fell asleep while trying to do project.. On top of that i was alone at C# lecture taking note of next week's practical test for my other 3 wonderful classmates. LZ: overslept, EK: MIA, CW: early dismissal well, the reason why i am complaining its cos i hate to take note of what to study for other ppl, afraid that i might miss out details.. Tuitions were not fantastic too.. Cos i HATE rushing work for my students.. i know they did tried and studying can be tiring some times.. but why are s'pore students so stressful ar... but for yiting i dunno what to say.. cos i pity her at e same time also think she can put in more effort then she had.. Becos me alone really cannot work miracles on her results.. Now i feel stress giving them tuition cos i myself am stress enough... Enough of ranting... i know i sld in fact be grateful of whatever that happens each day cos every single thing happens for its own reason.. Recently got very interested in Mother Teresa's quotes.. 3 of them that i sld be using to sum up today are.. 1) Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies. 2)If you judge people, you have no time to love them. 3) Intense love does not measure, it just gives.
