okay its a must to blog abt yest. It was such a happening day.
As i mentioned, yest we have belated valentine's day. So of course have to meet my police boy first(please dun spank me when u read this=x). And then he told me he needs to buy something so i waited at e entrance of hg mall and then when e escalator come up i saw him with a plastic bag and a boquet of flowers.. And my reaction was so big cos i know i will have to carry it for e day. Even he carry it, its still obvious its for me.. Well, so i was really shy and i dunno where can i hide my face cos i saw eyes were on me.. I am so sorry if i had made u sad abt my reaction. But this is e first time i had no excuse to reject flowers from a guy. And as a more reserved girl, i really was lost. As time goes by, i start to feel better but i still cant help it to see e attention on me. And even more happening thing later on i will mention.
Then our first stop was to watch movie. Slumdog millionair. Its a good show. Well, i dunno was it cos e shows he chose are nice shows or was it cos of e ppl u r watching with.oops. Maybe both.
After that was henderson wave.. We spent some time there then we took some pictures. Since its such a memorable day so just take some but then my photo mood was not really there=x Then we were on our way to the forest walk and guess what?
A lady approach us and asked us if we can just walk past naturally as if we were chit chatting and let them video as its a video clip to show the minister. Before that please pray that we wont appear on TV cos we dun want e whole singapore to see us dating!=x Then i was happily putting down e flowers and then i was told to carry it and walk! I didnt want to help at first but then i dunno how to reject and since she say only minister will see i feel better. bless us=x
Then we went to have dinner at ba bao restaurant. and i was like as full as a pig when we leave.=x
Then my policeboy send me all the way to pasir ris and all the way to the kbox to meet my classmates. Thanks alot. Thats so sweet of him or not i really will get lost. As a professional road idiot, i am honoured to have a map as a bf=x oops.
When i reach the kbox i was directed to the room. Then when i step in everyone cheered for me and the attention goes to my flowers. Figuring are they real or not. The rest was singing and i was stoning at first. But then later on went to play pool with candy, jumie, ben, miguel, ken and liang zhi. Wow it was a long time since i last played. But i got back the techniques after one round. So we played and enjoy the song sang by the rest.
We had some photo taking before going back to the chalet. It was nice to be in this class. I think its really fate that i appear there cos i am supposed to be group 11. but then i am glad they put me in e wrong class during orientation=x Lz helped me to carry e flowers and take pictures with it, refusing to return to me. Well i guess it will be uploaded on facebook soon and they say they wanna tag him and put his christine name "chicken essence" there.
Later i got to find out that maryam saw us at hg and she told everyone abt us and me holding the flowers so they expected it..-_-" of all days she come hg yest and she stay in sambawang and sch is at yck.-_-" I dunno how come we are always so lucky. And at pasir ris i saw yizuo tz and hengling and i pretended not to see=x
Then while they take turns to bath we played cards. At 4 plus went for breakfast, chat and went to see sun rise but we waited for nearly 2hrs and we didnt see it cos of the trees=( But it was nice to sit by the beach.
I went home to catch my 3hrs sleep then here i am blogging. I will be gg back soon.
Lastly, thanks bf for the day and everything he does for me. Thanks for the chick rules cup, chick soft toy and card. Not forgetting the flowers. pink daisy with rose and carnation. just that its really big=x love love=)
on a lighter note... I hate to see the disappointed face. i hate to say sharp words that hurt. i hate to catch u peeking at us. But i have no choice. please forgive me. He ask me to peel the petals and start to say love me, love me not. i told him i dun have to do so cos we both got e ans in our heart. I heard the heart breaking sound but i walk off. They teased me to ask me how sure am i that my bf went home after sending me home. I just told them there's mutual trust in us. i saw his face but i pretended that i didnt. i really hope that u can find a more wonderful girl soon.
zhen is tickled with love at 1:39:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Hehe exam ended!=)
Yest i went to sch in a very anxious mood cos its my last paper! But then when go into exam room i was so scare. haha. But then i dunno what i wrote are correct.. Whatever i did my best=)
Then bf came to sch to find me and we went AMK. Supposed to have lunch but then its too early. So walk awhile and sit many whiles=x Eat lunch and go home. i was so tired and so was kinda moodless for anything. But then when reach home, could not sleep-_-"
Today went to meet darlings. Supposed to meet at wisma at 12noon but they call me at 10.45am and told me that they reaching soon. So i can't take bus=( Train fare is so expensive! Reach there went with dar to sony ericsson shop to repair her NEW phone. so she claim that it's sony ericsson's problem. We keep teasing her its user's problem. but its true. Her 2 laptop spoilt. Her every new hp confirm will spoil also. LOL. oops.=x Anw after that we waited for hwee to come and they do some shopping. Then we went to watch movie. The other end of the line. Love and fate is really a funny thing. But its a very blistful thing to see 2 ppl from 2 different world come together to become a family=) Before that they were discussing on the topic abt Boyfriend. Abt how dumb guys are, abt how insensitive they are, how they can't read girls. But i have to be fair. Girls know it, but still dun want to make things clear to them, make themselves so hard to be understood. Haha. But then its cos of these differences that make things interesting. okay well. in short i think i am such a lucky little girl=) After movie, we walk around for awhile more cos they wanna buy eye mask to cure their eyebag. Then we went to bring fang's sony vaio home. While waiting of course we will take photo. I mean which time we go out we never take photo right?lol.
zhen is tickled with love at 10:15:00 PM
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Monday, February 23, 2009
Sat again i had to make a decision to go for Tutor's workshop or not cos i know that if my weekend is so packed. my parents will start to nag me=x But as usual, i still went. Morning went out to eat then my ezlink card and key was with mummy. So i had to wait for her before i can go TH. So daddy gg work then he send me to kovan and i waited 30mins before mummy came. Then i was supposed to wake bf up and he went to sleep again. But then cos e night before he got night shift ba.. so forgiven=x Then just nice he is reaching le when mummy came so wait for him awhile and we know we will be late so we take train. Reach red hill was pouring heavily and we met some tong xiu. Kinda weird scene i lazy to recall. Just weird. Then by the time we reach TH we were a lil late and a lil wet(for me). He should be quite wet. Cos so many ppl behind us we cant possibly stand that close. oh well when we reach then awhile more start le. It was a nice afternoon. Though i was a bit tired. There were many techniques taught to "tackle" BYs or kids. Esp pri sch i feel. Cos come to sec sch most of them have lots of hw thats for my 2 BYs. Another one last time quite slack so got to think of things to teach him. If now he is my BY then maybe i can entertain him with that hor. But nvm i still managed to use it on his sis yest.. cos i never prepare things yest=x I am so looking forward to e next workshop on comprehension skill. Not bad right free training. Hmm maybe when i am more free i should go look for tuition class again. i know i used to complain my busy schedule but i miss teaching kids. see them grow and learn even a bit is a pleasure, a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. AND I AM REALLY GLAD I CHOSE TO GO AND NOT GIVE IT A MISS=) After the workshop, went home to rest before i start mugging. Then comes sun. Bxb in e morning. Come home and help daddy with cooking then eat le rest awhile and i slept till the time to go FT QZ and BD. Today was e first time i see they organise XJB after BD. So they say XJB and 3Bao today. i only hear Fu Mei TZ say first part then i was chased to go home. But i really feel like listening de=( Nvm next time ba=) Anw now i got more reason to go nian ban=)
Tmr is coming. so excited. Wed will be meeting up with the girls. its so long since we last met. really. Thu is late vday celebration=x Thu night to sat is class chalet. Sat night DZB. Sun is bxb=)
zhen is tickled with love at 12:39:00 PM
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
Hehe 2 ppr is gone! last one. which only happens next tue=( The only good thing is that i can have time to study but its so torturous. let me update a bit abt this week. Mon stay home to study OS and it was an enriching one cos i actually found joy in such a boring subject. let me give myself a clap.*clap* then tue was the exam. the ppr was alright overall. so i hope no moderation..=x After that then come home and rest le then start on my SWENG. Another boring thing but actually i like that module.. But today's ppr was sucha killer. nobody said easy. but thankfully i managed to answer the common sense questions. yest went to sch to study with junlong and my boy. at night had RCB. and it was exciting enough cos start self intro le. and i did not prepare at all. well, everyone that went up was quite good and hearing other ppl's experience it really makes me feel how fortunate i am. thats why i always treasure the time i had at FT. last night i also struggle for quite awhile weather to go not. funny enough. whenever i tried to think i will always still end up there. haha. and i am glad i went.=) Just that come back then no mood study so tonight wake up earlier to study. today after test come home sleep then go QS.
Anw i felt something quite saddening. And it is that.. i can feel alot of ppl are show off and also they like to put up a show in front of others. but then privately they are not like that. wont they feel tired trying to act like not themselves and have to wear a mask with them everyday? it is true that things should not be said u sld not be too straightforward but then even action also need to act isnt that tiring? sometimes i wonder if i do wear a mask and yes i do. but then i wear a mask to hide my unhappiness. i dont wear mask to show e whole world how good i am and then actually i am not like that. well, i do hope that this kinda ppl will take up leeser of the earth's population but i see it increasing. a bad sign. u all must be thinking something must have happen to make me feel this way.. yes there are too many already. But i still believe that as long as u use ur most sincere heart u will reap what u sow.=)
alright let me relax for the night hehe. she is so cute and innocent=)
zhen is tickled with love at 10:40:00 PM
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Monday, February 16, 2009
sometimes i get really irritated with ppl who come and ask me what to study just right before the day of the exam. when there are 2 revision lectures.. not that cos there's a lot to type then i sian.. i sian cos they dun want to attend then ask.. and ask on e day before exam.. then i also dunno i waste my time typing le did they even have time to finish studying all.
cant they just take responsible in their studies and also be responsible as a student.
tmr is e exam already.. Good luck to all who are having exam too. 3 pprs and there comes my holiday!! many things i have already planned to do and e rest of my feb is fully booked! lol
take care everyone! Hope my poor boy recover faster!
zhen is tickled with love at 2:23:00 PM
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Friday, February 13, 2009
back from a small meet up with my boy. poor thing. sick still have to work..
anw my head is weighing at 50kg since morning.. probably due to the nightmare last night.. which keeps me awake all e time.. cos i was feeling scare. and the thing is i cant rmbr what happened in my dream..-_-"
i still have nearly half of OS to go. bless me. sometimes i feel so dishearten cos i study so hard for my exam. i really do. But then during the exam my brain always go empty. straight after the exam come back again... so what's e point of studying hard?=( but then i still have to study cos i cannot go to the exam hall, empty minded... and i have a very bad habit. i have e tendancy to change my answers from correct to wrong. so i got the trick.. just finish e paper look through and dun change anything..
Can't wait for exam to end but also hope dun so fast finish. i heaven "enjoy" finish of my poly life..=x its scary to go out to society.. and this is what my friend wrote in her blog.. "The 4 of us who starts attachment first oni mi will b doin FYPJ first. The rest will b out of e sch. My retribution for teasing Yizhen?
I tink i gonna miss them. haha! Miss candy "jokes", miss lynette and candy bickering wif each other and oso maryam laughter. lol! As for zhen, she gt nth much for mi to miss. =x Oh! I rmb smth. I will miss zhen's frenz helping as wif our proj. =p
Haiz! Exam ends on 24 Feb and FYPJ starts on 2 March. Nt even a wk break. Gonna enjoy to e fullest during chalet. hehe!
Forgotten to add in smth. Miss candy teasing at yizhen. So w/o yizhen there will b less entertainment for us. =x " So sad.. i am only an entertainment to ppl cos they find it fun teasing me.. but i will still miss them.. cos they have already got used to me in a way.. but i know they say say only la. dun miss me then why already wanna date me for lunch and breaks when they are having their FYPJ=x Sometimes it funny ar.. i always got something different from ppl.. but in a way its good. haha. LM is blessing xiao Hx=) I wanted to study first as the front part of ren cai ban will not be as heavy as the back part i guess so during attachment will have more time to prepare hopefully. and thus i got this perfect arrangement=) So its amazing when u just think and then it come true=)
Lastly. Wishing everyone a Happy Valentine's Day!=) to u esp(=
Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love.
zhen is tickled with love at 8:43:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
last night i got attacked by the whole mosquito family.. I got bites everywhere.. And it was so itchy today. And i cannot stop myself from scratching. My right arm was so terrible..=( The worst thing is i feel pain. ARGH!
Study break is also the time for me to chiong chocolate=x but then i read an article which says.. "Chocolate triggers the release of endorphins in the brain bringing a sense of well being and happiness.." No wonder i always feel so high. But then today was not very productive. I think i should go sch study.
OS is boring~ yawns~ but there's too many to memorise. Cos this year will have less calculation questions! So now.. its time to communicate with OS again. Hope that i wont be scratching away again.=x
有智慧的人，从周围取乐，没有智慧的人，希望别人给予快乐。
zhen is tickled with love at 8:04:00 PM
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Monday, February 9, 2009
Hahaha so many ppl is interested in what will i get for valentine's day. But some ppl also think its lame.. Well, for me.. i felt that it is quite sweet that there's such a day but looking at how crazy and serious some ppl take it.. i think thats too over... I may not be someone who will want to celebrate on such a day but then i still feel that doing something sweet for ur love on such a special occasion can be nice. Oh and when i went shopping for maryam's birthday present, every where was selling gifts for girls. As if e occasion was only meant to have gift for girls. Well come to think of it. kinda weird for guys to have such cute thing also. Haha!
Exam is round e corner. I dun have e mood to study but i really want to start.. cos looking at e scope.. its really alot! and i must try to do well. left with 1 more year to make miracle happen..
e weekend was XCTB.. sat morning had xiaoren AGM.. afternoon we had tuan bai.. it ended around 3.. brought yiting and yaling home le then i went hg mall awhile before coming home to rest and complete e proposal for after bxb activity. sun had 26de XCTB.. 15years.. and i think i was in QSN ban abt 10years ago.. time really flies.. thinking back of how i dress when i go TG last time.. tee shirt and bermudas and slippers..haha! the only thing was that i obedient enough to follow and listen to instruction.. QSN ban is really a place that gives me great opportunity to learn and grow.. ZZ say QSN ban is like CCA in dao chang, then i must have participated actively in this CCA that when watching e video really have a very different feeling.. though i did not appear there, i can still feel.. its a very special feeling that cannot be found elsewhere.. then at night got qz.. it was a nice night and i had fun makin dumpling again.=) didn't take pics cos forget to bring camera.. tonight ren de had QZ at TJ. then QSN performed 3songs. wow. no rehearsal at all. nice. haha. Now it marks e end of e new year.. Looks like its gonna be a tough year ahead but jia you and all e best to everyone!=)
zhen is tickled with love at 11:49:00 PM
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Thursday, February 5, 2009
today seems like a see doctor day for my family.
Ah ma went to see regarding her shoulder.
Daddy went for blood test in the morning. Ouch!
Mummy's cough had not recovered so she is also gg after her work.
Later in the afternoon is my turn..
Even sneeze also pain. Terrible. She had been a naughty girl these few days. =(
Hee later i am going to walk walk alone. When i told my friends that they tot that i had a quarrel with him and needs to be alone-_-"
Can't i go shopping alone? i know it sounds weird for a person who does not like shopping. haha!
But maybe i should not stay at home and waste time. Go for a walk maybe will have more energy and brain cells to think. I should settle them all by this week so that i can concentrate just on my studies. Alot to study.. looking at e 2 thick book. And one small one with tiny words.. Sian! Why must there be exam?! Oh i heard that there may not be exam even for primary sch. When am i not born later=x
是非的原则是将心比心，设身处地的为他人想一想。
zhen is tickled with love at 12:01:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009
just now went to central to get laksa paste and coconut milk.. Then i walked past the PAP and i peek into the kindergarden as i would always do and i saw so many lovely kids. Suddenly i felt like being a kindergarden teacher is quite tough. The kids can make u feel really happy but they can also make u feel like pulling out ur hair. I had my experience last time. But then i feel that at that age is e best time to teach them e correct values. And if u want to bring them to this world then u have to give them the best and teach them the right moral values. I am fine with young mothers as long as both parents know how to take good care of them. This seems like the trend. i wonder.. did they really love kids that much or they have to face up to their own consequences. Thats not the main point.. as long as they give the sufficient and proper care and love. Looking at shayenne.. i feel both happy and sad for her. But its a good thing that her parents are taking care of her well and she is a healthy and happy baby. I can see the mother is trying hard to work hard for the family. The dad i am not sure.. For the least he saw his cute girl he was more motivated to give his "family" the best.
Oh no i am getting lazy.. and i cannot afford to.. got many things waiting for me to do! Now i shall start!
The important thing is not so much that every child should be taught, as that every child should be given the wish to learn.
zhen is tickled with love at 11:43:00 AM
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Monday, February 2, 2009
Finally its over! The moment i had been waiting for is over! And i think i was really lucky. No shooting unlike e previous group and i managed to save the teacher from confusion. Finally i found my talent. To talk. At the right time. Saying the right thing. Though i still feel weird that the tutor is asking other ppl question and i am answering it. But then can u imagine. They dunno what he is talking abt and say something funny. Or they explain something funny. My leader actually presents the slides for more than 5mins. OMG lo. e main thing is e program! And our design A* standard.. nobody can fight liao. Teacher still say.. "The UI really can be improved" i was like wow he made it sound so nice. Cos i was expecting. Your UI cannot make it. Well, it over and the teacher still say i am good at presentation skills. But the main thing is that he say that our functions was good. Well of cos i need to say thanks to my bf, thanks to junwei... Thanks to my team leader who really tries to rush the things and all. I know that it was not easy being the leader. The report can really drive ppl crazy. But i am not gg to extend my thanks to my system integrator cos he did not do his job at all! If he gets same grade as me, something must be wrong. Cos his registration.. goodness! oops thats one paragraph abt it. I shall stop!
After that we have to wait till 1pm so that we can submit our POA project.. And this project we were totally crapping. Given a 5 credit and a 2 credit module which one will u put in more effort?-_-" Then i am officially off load. Left with exams. But then i have many things to do... The weekends was really brain-stretching for me. Sat morning was all abt shi shang then went to sch for project meeting then went to bai nian. At night, had to think of sun's after bxb activity abt kou shou de yi yi. And i was really not prepared for it. When sharing.. i was talking nonsense initially. Then at e end i manage to calm my mood. So i guess i really need preparation. For RCB, i really need to put in more effort and cannot slack. But then this time i never slack is i really dun have time. Project deadline is near and have many things to attend to. But then i know that it was no excuse la. Then sun went for bxb had MATHS for the whole bxb. Qiufeng jj and me was figuring out one qn how come we use different methods which should arrive at the same answer but then we got different. Then my BY had maths test and she needed help in 2 of the topics that teacher did not cover. It was so rush cos i did not expect that. Hopes she pass her test with good grades. After that went to pu ti for lunch and meeting regarding QKB LY on dao yu 5 jiao. 1st time after half the meeting i was not able to concentrate at all. After it, my brain was totally bloated.=x
Lastly its regarding my next year de studies. I will be studying first then attachment. While my other 4 friends will be having attachment first then study. They will definitely miss me cos nobody let them suan and tease and when their project need help.. good luck to them=) But actually i will miss them more cos i will be alone. but then in this sch i know many ppl.. so they shall have e honour to accompany me just that proj then headache liao.=x And eating.. they had been used to my diet but then not sure abt the rest. but thats not my main concern. Anw i always believe that LM had made e best arrangement for me=)
