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Sunday, December 6, 2009

I have a lot of feelings in my heart but i dun feel like saying out cos i dun have e urge to. But i am having too much and its kinda overflowing.

From parenting to teenage years to relationship to human relationships to human...

Too much for me to take but i am staying cool simply bcos i dunno how i sld react to all these. I just felt like i need a long break so i m hoping that this Taiwan trip will really release me alot. I will have fun there definitely. I dun want to think abt problems. I dun want to think abt things that i simply cant change or accept.

This year, i felt that i had become more into my own thinking and not always thinking on things that make ppl happy. its my future after all i need to work for it.

I had become more fragile, hungry for more love to be showered upon me when i met with unhappy occasion but again and again i stopped myself from being so weak. I have to stay strong like i used to. I used to take more than this. SO THIS IS JUST small ISSUE.

I felt that my temper is getting more short, its either its on e edge of exploding from taking too much or its either i didnt manage to control myself as well.

This is already the last month of dec. Time really flies. I felt like i am an aimless person who just cant seems to plan ahead. I hate arguing with ppl bcos i want things my way but then its time i feel that i sld loosen the string and really think how to tackle the worries. I have to grow from hurt, grow from making wrong choice and not always following the safest plan. What if one day i dun have such plans, am i gonna not move on with life? I seriously have a lot to say and i know my friends will be there to listen but i do not wish to say too much bcos i hate making ppl seems bad...

That the end of what i want to say. Just take it as a random ranting if u dunno what i am talking abt.=)

Too much worries can cause unhappiness...

zhen is tickled with love at 9:47:00 PM

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