Dislike the sunday evening feeling... Another week is coming and its week 5, i should be happy that 1month had passed but i am not. Cos i felt so useless doing just a pathetic function, but the thing i learn abt this 1 thing is the procedure in a real working environment. A template to follow, ppl to glance through ur work and things like granting u certain rights to do some things, or maybe just installing a software, everything have to go through procedure. And coding is such a small part. It take less than 1 day. In sch is e other way, documentation is a 1day can finish thing whereas coding takes most part of the time. As for installing anything u do as u wish cos its ur laptop.

I know i have no reason to complain cos i m paid to learn.. But i still cant help minding that we are underpaid. $210 for 10days, 2 weeks of work.

But to think abt it, higher pay, means higher responsibility. sometimes i feel that the ppl working there may not be very happy with it also but yet they just come to work everyday, do their work and endure silently.. so why can't i do that... I had been complaining, emo-ing. but human is just like that.

Well, i will TRY to learn to be more positive and adopt a more positive attitude towards my work for e next 2 months. i said i will TRY...

Back to some updates.

Fri work ended at 5pm. We dunno why. But we will quite obedient to leave at 5pm sharp=x While the rest are still working, we interns are the earliest to leave cos we felt that we have no obligations to work overtime cos we are underpaid. lol.

So walked to raffles mrt with xiuying. Took train to douby to meet darling at PS. Then we went to eat ice cream at Anderson. Expensive, i feel e pain for him. We had cookies and cream(his fav) and bulgian chocolate chips(my fav) in the same waffle bowl. It was a perfect combination i would say=) hehe. U all must be thinking i m saying his fav+my fav = perfect combination? half right.. cos i'm talking abt the ice cream now=x

Then we went to Times book store cos i wanna see some books. i'm so tempted to invest in some books but i did not buy in the end cos i wanted to control myself so that i can focus on reading dao shu.

Watch THE UGLY TRUTH in the cinema with sweet peanut, ice lemon tea and a cushion beside me, thats how a fri can make me very happy.=) I would say it's quite a nice show. But the language they use, irritates me. I'm into romance and comedy recently, maybe. I dun wish to comment abt the show, but if anyone is interested to know may ask me or him=)

Before we went home, we had dinner cum supper at Shu wei kang. Luckily we ordered one set and one side dish. And u know what, the 2 tables that come after us, ordered the same side dish. It's either they like it, happen to order it or they saw us eating it. The point is what we do, do affect what others do. haha.

Sat

It was a lazy morning. i actually wakes up at 11am!!

Went downstairs to pass Jiejie something and to see claudia and zacchaeus at the clinic. Claudia can be a very sweet girl when she's not naughty. Then when claudia went to see doc, i was looking after zacc outside the consultation room and i met this lil cute boy. Just bcos i smiled at him, he played peek a boo with me and then he came to HUG ME! So sweet~ Then when i gg off, claudia said bye bye ah yi that lil boy(bryan) also bye bye ah yi lol.

Didnt know i have the power to attract lil boy like that. =x

Was supposed to attend tea ceremony of my relative's wedding. Sorry but i dunno who is e one getting married as in how sld i address her. But i know the bride's daddy is my daddy's cousin so is my cousin? i dunno. I was quite unwillingly to go but still went. It was a perfect stoning session. I even enjoyed watching.. dou ge jing yi more(cos i was watching it)=x But the nice thing is that they put in effort to buy food for us, very thoughtful of them. And we had durian! the king of durian! mao shan wang. Nice but i only had 3 cos i was very full!!

Then we came home to rest till 4pm. Headed to Jalan Besar for LY to celebrate Mid Autumn Festival. Helped out in deco, serving the elderly and then photo+video taking. I had been volunteering since i was very young but only officially become a actual member of Lion Befrienders' 5 years ago. Time flies. Coming Oct Volunteer Appreciation Dinner i have to go up to get this award which i dun feel like getting bcos i have not be fulfilling my duties. It always crush with BXB so i only attend whenever i can... Anw Huang Wen Liang Tz also came and JingChun is just so cute but the bad thing is she is learning so fast from her JieJie! Home after clearing up. Darling came to pass me assessment in his new bike. A present from his friend.

Sunday.

BXB as usual. Today was a lil shortage of JDYs cos 3 JDYs not here and almost all BYs are here!!=) Feel a bit not very nice when see BYs had to be left alone to do their work but then what to do, we only have limited manpower. Hopefully BYs wont feel that they're neglected cos they're not. When they are not here, their JDYs will still be here.

Went to Gong Lian FT for our JXB. We had a nice snack of burger with hash brown and ham made by Zhen Yu FT's FTZ=) A nice combi too=) And not to forget soft drinks by Gong Lian FT's FTZ.=) So today was answering question session. It was an enriching one for me, listening to JinTang TZ's explanation abt scientific prove of this whole universe that is connect and some of the things that sounded outerspace but is happening to us. I wish next time he can share more abt all these again=) Sometimes, i feel no point in forcing BYs to go. I know is a bad thinking. but i think as long as we did encourage them they sld make their own choice(as in older BYs that are in sec sch already). But i'm still happy that my ex-BY now also considered my BY is actively participating in Ban Qi and isnt that shy le. Also glad that my current BYs have lots of doubt that she wishes to clear, even at her age, something i did not have when i was her age. Another one is her bro(my ex-BY), they do have the genes to question their doubt=) He did not reject me or sound unwillingly when i asked him last night which makes me very happy. And he is the only Qian dao BY that went today=)

Home to slack for the day...