This post will be long as i had lots to say.. u can stop after this paragraph if u wish... I was watching channel u just now and i saw this programme.. Star for a cause..Its a show where celebrities go to those not so fortunate country to be volunteer.. That show really touches me deep into my heart and is like a calling to me.. I wish one day i can do e same, but i dun want to appear on TV.. This time they go to Nepal which was e condition some of the TZs and RCs have describe to us.. There is this "future village" where volunteers can go there to teach the kids to nurture the future.. What motivates and touches me most was that they live in such bad conditions yet they have a BIG dream! One of e kids want to be a doctor when he grows up.. So that he can help the people in e village.. BIG AMBITION with a KIND HEART!=) I teared when i was watching this.. i'm a really emotional girl... i m so fortunate as compared to them but i dun have such big ambition.. sad for myself but then social work is my way of contribution to society. and it can happen in daily lives which i need to learn more=)
Yeah final presentation is over! But still have to do report and i m seriously very lazy to do. plus having grp mates that are not cooperative i guess i will end up doing e whole report myself... sld i do something to e coding or just burn it? i dun even feel like looking at it anymore.. Well, i shall decide according to my mood=x Presentation is over so no use doing anything to it.. The fact remains that it was not a total success presentation..
I am seriously tormented. This afternoon just before my presentation i blew my top at my grp members.. First we meet at 10am and i was late for 20 mins bcos i know they will be late but this time, for the first time, they were on time. So keep rushing me.. still scold my xiao hei. i admit i was just trying to slowly set up cos i am not very willingly to add in function at e eleventh hour. For those in IT will know why.. adding functions 2hrs before FINAL PRESENTATION is so risky. cos error will appear last min and sld only focus on whatever functions u have. I keep telling them to run our whole proj instead but nobody wants to heal my advise. Then just 25mins before our presentation they finally decide to test run.. Problems 1) We left with 2 more SMS to send as its limited quota(we need at least 10) 2) Jumie's login did not turn out as expected(even adding in the final coding she have also have error, thanks to kenneth who solves it cos i also dunno how) 3) Whatever code she give me to integrate was not the final copy(still can tell me e codes she give me missing) 4) Errors keep occuring(alot of error when testing, some familiar some alien to me) 5) Eng keat's functions have problem(his thing just cant run at all due to a very stupid error) 6) xiao hei keep hanging(i force start her again, sorry xiao hei!) ~xiao hei is my laptop
All these errors already make my head very big cos everyone is asking me what to do.. i myself was not sure.. darling was not there to guide me or calm me down.. so i told myself i just need to calm down and recall how errors had been solved previously and make use of google which did help me to recall something.. thank you google search...
Then all point fingers at me, esp my leader... i told them 3 times i didnt change their code at all except e beautifying of UI part which for eng keat one is darling help me de so surely no problem.. Plus i tested alot of times last night.. So i ask them back, where were u all when i was integrating and testing proj? u all got experience integration alone before(somemore i heaven use asp and vb for core module proj before)? and u all think my bf is obligated to help us la?(cos he ask why i never ask my bf to help see-_-) Then wanru say huh u integrate alone ar? Liang zhi say ek u never treat her bf eat lunch still blame them ar... Jumie say okay its nobody's fault, dun blame each other already.. i was thinking want to say its ur fault leh.. u know ur login is so impt u still go enjoy urself without testing ur own function and without giving me ur(kenneth) edited function then u expect magic to happen la. still dare to say i change her code.. i never and i m confident that darling change also okay de wont anyhow change her code so i ask her open then she know she give me wrong copy zzz.
I was really hot lo.. 25mins to presentation so many errors occured and fingers pointing u. well, i'm glad i only need to work with them for 1 sem..
Luckily the time was dragged for abt 30mins and we could buy time to solve errors. LMCB. i cannot imagine at e last min where its already our turn to present, we were still restoring the old copy of proj that i saved last night.. in short what was done from 10am onwards on to waste! what a waste of time!! Through this proj i really can see that.. bcos of their own function we can sacrifice others... i was included cos when i restore old copy i tested my own functions and jumie login only. But what to do... I didnt ask them to add functions..
Now.. during presentation.. Problems also alot which i'm lazy to say anymore and we got shot... Esp the ecommerce part was not inside then Mr cheang ask alot of qns which stunned us and i was trying to cover up whatever i can.. i only can say i did my best to cover up for my team. Mr benedict easier to cheat cos i can hear from his qn what kinda ans he expect=x shh hope he dunno i was lying in e front part..=x As we were rushing against time also cos we overrun by 2hrs le.. Plus they keep asking and saying cewei so got not much time left for me and ek luckily i choose to not be last presenter(sorry for being selfish but my initial tot was that he could wrap up but he ended off quite badly...) My functions i never show all cos i only have 7mins to present + ans their qn and the internet connection was very bad! So they asked me something abt the google map then we then say they trust that e functions are working fine.. But then they didnt give me chance to present finish!!And then they realise that was actually i crush in ek and mine function.. again i told a lie that they are supposed to be connected but then due to time constraint we did not manage to do it but actually it did not come to my mind at all!=x The last part was worst, ek was trying to solve his error when mr benedict says he give him 1 more min to wrap up then he still continue to try to solve! Mr benedict was so angry that he said, dun force me to walk out.. i told him to give us a few more secs which i think did calm him down a lil.. hai.. cannot work i know is really stress and disheartening but then never test the patience of an angry marker is all that i can say...
Well everything is over!=) I was feeling more at eased when Mr benedict says.."u all are not e only grp that has been fire on.. Some of the grps nearly cry. We also never expect that, maybe u all are stress thats why".. definitely stress la!! time to do this proj was not really alot with many quiz and assignment in between.. He also commented that.. if this is a job interview, i will definitely get the job becos i m good in persevering till the end even when difficult qns were thrown onto me and also that eng keat is actually strong technically compared to us but he lack the skill that i have so hopefully when we look for job in future be able to persevere.. Actually to see it differently it just meant that i insist on my view, the nicer word for it is persevere...
alright sorry for the long complaining post but i felt so much better after pouring it out=) thanks for ur time if u read till here=)
