i have some things that has been making me feel why the world has change so much, that i cannot recognise who is not wearing mask, who is. Its okay to wear mask for certain occasion, but if u wear a hyprocritical mask where ever u go, then it makes no meaning.. u're living behind that mask, aren't it painful?
Though difficult times, u can really see how self centered human can be.. Even cloest friend that u used to have this naive tot that u all will be BFF but then during difficult situations, u can really see who are the ones who will stand by u... Sometimes just being there to show ur presence can make ppl feel good, it does not necessarily have to be consolation..
Speaking of words, some ppl just dunno when they sld stop joking.. Joking abt someone has to stop at a limit, how does it feels if u r being joke abt something u cant do anything abt.. the victim also have parents, family, love ones and friends who appreciate them for whom they are. i know it does not make sense for me to care abt what other ppl think. But i cant understand why young adults cannot act like young adults.
Lastly, no matter how u hate ur parents for making u lose whatever thing u have, u need to think back and see who are the ones who nurture u to be whom u r today, how shower u e most unconditional love, who will be e most upset to see u in this state..
i know the things i say here cant let ppl whom should see, see... But i wanna drop down my tots of irritation that i cannot accept how fast human can change... How a mask can change faster than ur eye can blink. I really hope those ppl wake up from their childish-ness, selfish-ness and take time to realise that nothing in this world can compare with ur relationship with ur family. Take a good look at e word FAMILY which means Father Mother I Love You=)
alright, enough of that sad things that i wanted to jot down..
It was nice to still know that i still have my family, my boyfriend and my lovely friends.. The hug from the 2 girls last night was really good.. Though i wanted to hug them for being through those tough times but then i feel e warmth too cos i also had been through those period of selfishness and hyprocritical times.. Its true that its hard to find true friends.. And i m so glad that in all my education institutions i have met great friends who are true.. Some we may not contact now, but u know they are true to u, thats really enough. i cherish whatever i have NOW cos i dunno what the future may be=)
