Hehe 2 ppr is gone! last one. which only happens next tue=( The only good thing is that i can have time to study but its so torturous. let me update a bit abt this week. Mon stay home to study OS and it was an enriching one cos i actually found joy in such a boring subject. let me give myself a clap.*clap* then tue was the exam. the ppr was alright overall. so i hope no moderation..=x After that then come home and rest le then start on my SWENG. Another boring thing but actually i like that module.. But today's ppr was sucha killer. nobody said easy. but thankfully i managed to answer the common sense questions. yest went to sch to study with junlong and my boy. at night had RCB. and it was exciting enough cos start self intro le. and i did not prepare at all. well, everyone that went up was quite good and hearing other ppl's experience it really makes me feel how fortunate i am. thats why i always treasure the time i had at FT. last night i also struggle for quite awhile weather to go not. funny enough. whenever i tried to think i will always still end up there. haha. and i am glad i went.=) Just that come back then no mood study so tonight wake up earlier to study. today after test come home sleep then go QS.
Anw i felt something quite saddening. And it is that.. i can feel alot of ppl are show off and also they like to put up a show in front of others. but then privately they are not like that. wont they feel tired trying to act like not themselves and have to wear a mask with them everyday? it is true that things should not be said u sld not be too straightforward but then even action also need to act isnt that tiring? sometimes i wonder if i do wear a mask and yes i do. but then i wear a mask to hide my unhappiness. i dont wear mask to show e whole world how good i am and then actually i am not like that. well, i do hope that this kinda ppl will take up leeser of the earth's population but i see it increasing. a bad sign. u all must be thinking something must have happen to make me feel this way.. yes there are too many already. But i still believe that as long as u use ur most sincere heart u will reap what u sow.=)
alright let me relax for the night hehe. she is so cute and innocent=)
