Haha some thoughts for the day.. Noon i went to sch then in e lift i met 2 neighbours who never bother to say hi or smile. Not even eye contact. Walk to bus stop same thing met 1 more neighbour. no response again. Night when i go home from sch. met 2 neighbours and we smiled and say hi then bye. very simple action. Yet u feel e greatest warmth. How nice will it be if when u see ur neighbour and u greet them good morning or smile at them.. how nice will it be to ask how are u today.. Maybe it has to start from me but sometimes u smile at ppl and they have no reaction.
Is being kind a signal for ppl to take advantage? i am seriously quite sick of taking initiative all e time.. i was waiting and hoping that someone will say they will present one of the 2 slides that has nothing much to present and is e most challenging.. at e end of e day i got back e same thing. i tested them by saying that i want to present my own functional specs cos all of them are presentin their own except ying xiang and me. But ying xiang is e leader so he has to do e intro. Then i purposely shoot to A. i say eh A can i present my functional specs and e next 2 slides since continuous then she was like reacting so big with e... Huh! these 3 slides nothing to present want, i want the functional specs. i was thinking u also know hard to present huh.. i was so peaced off with her cos of other things actually. so it kinda accumulate. everytime got what also yizhen go, yizhen bring, yizhen do. if no yizhen then how? And forever using my laptop is lighter as e excuse for me to bring laptop but what abt my journey from home to bus stop? what abt if i have no seat in e bus i have to stand throughout... i know urs is heavy but then why izz that some ppl just can't bear a thought for others. then why am i always thinking of e overall welfare of the team. simply cos i feel that if nobody does it, somebody has to sacrifice and do it but then i really dun like it to be a habit. i know i always just act act like kidding with them but e msg i want to bring across is still there. When gg home i was so down then candy ask me am i alright with the arrangements.. then i ask her if i dun choose that who wil choose. she just stunned then say if cannot i help u lo. This sentence sounded nicer. Maybe talking is really a form of art. say the wrong thing thats it..
Doctor wanted to give me 2 days MC to rest at home but i dun want cos i dun have time for break! Went for meeting for elderly de and sally's baby girl is coming end jan! hee
List of activities -Tmr. wed do slides then go and get pw and candy's present and home to prepare thu's presentation -Thu formal presentation. Thanks to junlong and sanjana we have 1 less presentation. Thats nice of them. Meeting at night -Fri hopefully no practical so that we end early. need to get some things from ikea... -Sat sld be doing project in e afternoon then DZB at night.Ly ETB. hee -Sun morning senior citizen week ly at tg till 1pm then studying of JavaEE -Mon presentation, practical assessment and quiz for Java EE. -Tue and wed i am not sure yet. -Thu presentation for SWENG
