Yest was a really crazy day for me. can u imagine i suggested visiting mrs lim poh yin when we reach marine parade! And then we called and she still rmbred me, but she took awhile to rmbr who is meidan. Probably she taught me for more years. And we had a good time there. Now that we have left SJC, we just talk abt what we want. And we seems so like friends rather than teacher and student. i like that feeling but of course still respect her. And she is still as dramatic as she was in history class. Reminiscening the past with a teacher was even more interesting. And also heard her say more abt a teacher. I think like what she says. "just do ur fair share, don't need to rise so fast. teachers' job is to teach not to get high pay and good bonus." for that i really admire her. cos some teachers.... hai.. We didnt went to the beach in the end cos we chatted for so long.. and it was raining and dark already. So we went to eat and chat again. I dun understand why the world and ppl change so much and so fast. i tot that i can take it. but not so. i cannot accept ppl growing up too fast. Perhaps dan is right i dun want to grow up. living in my small naive world where r/s between ppl are not so complicated. But i think that if growing up means becoming more petty, more jealous, more easily angry, more practical, more hyprocritical then i rather be a baby who is happy all the time and forgets things quickly. That way everything will be simplier and also everyone will be happier. I think that life is so short and stressful, we sld not let all these things add on to our stress... Really feeling so down abt these whole thing but i am really tired, i need a break. U ppl are tired but i am more tired sandwiching in between. why am i putting in so much effort, i really dunno. So for now, u all dun want to do anything, i won't do anything too. Its more tiring that running 100 rounds on the bball court...
After analysing the time table, i think its not that bad actually. cos at least i can be home earlier on wed and fri thus i can come home for lunch and tue i only start school at 2pm so i can eat at home too! Thu might have to eat abit cos 9-4. so far mon is e worst. hope that chu yi shi wu and RCB dun falls on mon.-pray hard-
