Today i realised how long my smile had been gone. I was on a very happy mood this morning cos i feel so xing fu to have my daddy's love. He woke up so early to prepare breakfast and lunch for me. i had sch at 9am. He work up at 7am to prepare cos i need to leave house earlier... He even cuts my breakfast into smaller pieces for me cos he know i was not in a good mood and may just skip breakfast. Don't u think thats so sweet of him. I think my mummy is so lucky. But i am luckier=x Anw when i was walking to the bus stop i saw an old man.. He was sitting on e wheelchair and his maid was pushing him. From his face, i could see that he was not happy and felt miserable. So i had eye contact with him then smile at him nicely. And i saw his sunshine smile. it was a really nice morning to start with. So as i continued my journey to sch.. i smiled all the way. i wonder if ppl tot i was crazy=x Then on my way back i saw another old man. He was not on wheelchair but he needed a walking stick to help him walk. He too had a miserable frown on his face. Again i gave him eye contact and smile at him. He too smile back with a big nice smile. After we past each other he still turned back to me and look at me. I guess he must be thinking someone smiled at me? SO today i really understand what it means by a smile is an international language. It's also a sign of hope...
Back to sch. i think this is horrible.. its only the 4th day of sch and i can feel my workload piling up. Looks like junwei was right.. no such thing as honey mood is year 2 sem 2..=( Next week, week 2 we are already having a presentation. Good thing is i am more or less satisfied with my team. For SWENG we have JunLong(who is quite nice so far), for JavaEE(major project) we have boon ping(integrator), ying xiang(leader), of course they are nice cos they saved me from being e leader. I can't imagine it cos its stressful enough for me. And imagine u working really hard and also u got other commitments which definitely added up to many more times busier but then in e end u share e same grade in fact lower.. i dunno if i am selfish to say that, but i think i had been too nice to the extend ppl take things for granted. i hate to do that.. i dun mind doing more work but then i just dun see why i sld now when everyone at e end of e day are just selfish. Shall not let all these affect me, i need to smile more.=)
Alright i shall do e other updates another day, got many things to do. -camp proposal -prepare for next week's presentation -research on struts -read up project guide -do elearning for DMID -accounting tutorial All the above by mon. Good luck to me...
I am like teaching tuition nearly everyday. And compare our work. i feel like i sld have treasured my pri and sec sch lives more. but then actually i did and enjoyed very much. Unlike this complex world where i dun hope to grow up to see them. hai... SMILE!=)
