i think i am beginning to like gg to sch again. (although i really miss my darlings!) cos there's laughter nearly everyday with candy's presence. and i learnt a lesson today. if u go against her she will make sure she tells everyone the latest news. well i think i am so used to it that i have learnt to stop defending for myself. when they finish making a big hoo haa then thats when they will stop. the more u add on, e longer it will last. seems like e whole world is gg to know it. besides that the major difference is that 2 of my lecturers are so humorous and i can laugh so much in e lecture. laughing is really healthy. on top of that i am always so high recently.hehe! The other 2 makes a summary of what was taught in lecture during tutorial which is another plus point cos i am forgetful and blurred-_-". So all these makes me more concentrated and more keen to do revision. And software enginnering makes me realise that i am more interested in the process behind. Perhaps still early to say all these but i feel that i am quite weak when comes to seeing many codes but i like e sense of accomplishment when i mistaken it that i like java. though it really is e preferred lang cos its easier to understand than e rest. This is making me thinking if i sld continue to put what i learn into use in the future. but i still think dealing with kids and working with ppl is more interactive that working with the computer=x The only thing that is worrying is J2EE its so alien to me and then my friends have to dicourage me by saying how stupid we were to choose that but then since u pay e same amount why not learn something different and not so easy... Tmr there's a presentation which i didnt even preapre cos its not a formal presentation. hee. Besides sch i have been teaching tuition like nearly everyday which is taking up alot of my energy. Based on my disabilty to overwork i think i have to keep reminding myself not to overload and forgo some things.