Finally its friday! fri is my favourite day out of 7 days=) I THINK I AM SERIOUSLY STRESSED TO A HUGE EXTEND! Everything is piling up and its like we are just rushing to meet deadlines. And i tot team mates are for us to rely on and share e load together? Why is it that when there's something cannot solve then push.. there u go.. I dun wish to say too much.. i know i sld not be complaining here. But i just want to say out to make myself feel a lil better. Yest's presentation practise was not a good one as i was struck and my tutor told me i am too nervous and not prepared.. first time i feel so stress before a presentation and i did prepare but there's nothing much for me to say for my slides. Nvm i will do my best on e actual one and score. Presentation can save me from getting better grades, i knew that so must do it. And maybe i sld suggest presenting my own functional spects. I notice when i m stress i start to act weirdly like thinking that i am doing too much for others. haha Many things to be donw this weekend. really spoils my mood=( A lot of my friends birthday falls on next month, so i have to balance between both and my week 4 5 6 is so scary that i dun even dare to think.
One more thing i want to complain is that why so many young boys and GIRLS are smoking their life away! Everywhere i see ppl smoking... Esp the shelter to and from sch, its terrible! i have to stop breathing for a good 60secs.Its esp amazing when u see pretty girls smoking. what a waste! not to forget those who scold vulgar. so irritated with one of e guy. we collided into each other at the lift and he scolded me, but i still said sorry to him. he gave me a shocked looked which i choice to ignore. i sld have smile back at him nicely maybe he might feel bad abt it huh.
Just now i was watching the 9pm show.. And it makes me wonder where has all e faithful guys gone to?? Why isn't there insurance for marriage?? Why there's no medicine for broken hearts?? Last time i used to think guys are the one who are majorities of those who betrayed a commitment in a relationship. but right now i see that girls are equally bad. really cannot imagine how terrible the society has become... Where are morale values? Well come to think of it.. i myself have not done much to salvage the situation.. What is life after all to human? If this is ur only lifetime, will u do something more meaningful and stop the cycle. Okay on the brighter side of life.. There are still really nice ppl whom may not believe in putting a halt to the cycle but yet are nice and cherishes their life well..=)
