Finally. The project is submitted! This project is the most rush de out of e 3 sems. But really thanks alot to chick who had spent so much of his time guiding and helping me till very late. Really very late. He not only help me but my team mates as well. And i find that some ppl are lacking in their appreciation and care and concern... Don't have to say it out but lil actions do touch ppl deep down and will be able to last through the most stressful period. i miss my darlings cos i know that they will relieve my stress by alot. BUT NOW FANG AND DAN ARE WORKING! Hwee that busy girl dunno when will she be free. lol But then we will still be meeting up very soon!=)
Well, thats what we will all learn in a group. I won't get tired of putting others before myself but sometimes i just hope that ppl dun only look for me when they have problems or need help in doing something that is not so nice to do. Sometimes ppl say how u treat ppl, it will be how ppl treat u but i think its a matter of how much u owe a person.. I was so hot this morning cos of my lack of sleep. i slept less than 5hrs and due to my body condition i was not really in e best of mood and i hate to be blamed when its a team's thing. Sorry if i did hurt in my words. But i managed to control myself and make things look like its normal. But then i will definitely miss this group as they are in a way good just that communication often break down between one or two. And sometimes ppl expect me to ask them instead of they asking me. And get blamed for not telling something or something that is wrong which they are in class too so why me again. well, its no wonder i am always sabo-ed to be the leader cos no matter what i will still be. its just a label to me. Enough of it, the happy thing is that its going to end after mon 6pm. Which for e first time i am scare of a presentation cos our independent marker is Dr Tan, dunno who is he.. But whoever lecturer hears his name will react this way. Err dr tan is a fair marker, as long as u explain ur things well, will be alright. Nobody says he is okay dun worry. And Mr Yong specially gathered us to tell us abt his expections. Not a good sign again... The most interesting part is that both lecturer dunno java and they are grading a java project. lol Maybe i am thinking too much. Presentation is nothing to me, small case=x Jia you to my team!=)
Anw heard that Botanical garden is having some garden festival or what de.. attracted my attention. maybe mon then go find out more. hee. Better to balance between studying and realxing or not i might go crazy one day.
A lot of things waiting for me to do. Alot of ppl waiting for me to date. Life is too short for me to complain. Life is too short for jealousy, anger, hatred, grudges....
I really dun understand why what i feel is right, ppl will feel its not.... Is it my problem or?
