Monday Went to sch for DBMS early in e morning and it was so boring that i nearly fell asleep.. I was also sleepy due to sleep deprive=x After lesson went to mac with KC and Ben as they are eating their lunch then they ask me go tgt.. After that met chick for lunch before i start to study.. Not reallty very effective cos i chose e wrong day to study.. sld have sleep earlier e night before.. But i did study Ipnet and i am glad of it cos at least i did study something and it did went in somehow.. But i think NYP's lib is so not a lib cos its simply too noisy! And i chose a perfect seat where e guy sitting opp me keep shaking e table and i feel like telling him to stop it. But i change seat instead.. And met a grp of weirdos.. They were trying to do skit and do until so fake but still talk so loudly. So next time i know where i sld sit le. 4pm then huiting come and look for me. didn't really help her much cos hers is so different from mine. and omg i dunno she go class dream or sleep.. never pay attention de! Then after that we went to take 72 tgt.. Went home to put my things cos very heavy! And was so rush but then i was still late! Then lp and i went to shop around to look for some things.. And we finally decided so buy le then she went to see her things while me and chick went to vivo. Then we went to buy ticket and got e 9.25 show.. vivo forever need to buy in advance de lo. hah We went to have dinner and then go and then he went to buy vitamin pills for B camp de.. After walking for awhile we went in cinema to sit cos was tired le. The show was funny and i was highly entertained! After that we went home le. Thanks for sending me=)
Tuesday Wanted to spend e day studying at home. But it was too toturous cos 2 weeks term break just started and i am studying already.. So slacked awhile then noon time a bit not well de feeling so went to 327 to see doc cos my head spins like mad. And e doc told me i had slight fever.. told to drink more water and have plenty of rest and dun be too stressed up. As usual. Then came home rest awhile and slack e whole day.. At night was talking to dan on phone and it really makes me feel sad thinking abt it.. This day had come... Changes are they good? Somehow i m glad that my girl friends still feels that i am e same and they never love me any lesser just cos we meet up lesser but i am really feeling lousy that i cannot make them feel the same between themselves.. Still wanna say e same things.. Accept the person if u can't change them. Bear a tot for others as not everyone will think e way u think. If u want to do it for the sake of doing it then dun do it. If u want to hold on to some wrong doings that ur good friend has done then why call e person ur friend? Keeping quiet does not break any barrier... Then after i put down the phone.. talk to another friend who had a break up... And read a friend's blog.. This is what she says.."I'm satisfied with just the way we are now. Friends will always be there for you and for you to be treasure. mermories will be flash back when you think of them. that's so so cool la. lol. i really miss the days when i'm with them, the 9 of them. =) and the days i had in sec sch life is totally a memories too,which i don't think the 5 of us will be back like the past. 2 of them have other 2 close friends. while 1 of them had jw. 1 just break up and is the only one that i kept contact with. from a grp of 5 becoming 2, its so saddening. "HOT PINK gang" had been broken up into different grps with their own different life style. may all of them be happy always. god bless. =)" It makes me feel bad and guilty but i know i sld not feel so cos i will end up getting hurt due to my soft heart but i cannot stop myself from feeling it. Tell me what sld i do? get hurt myself or let things be.. I am feeling lathegic abt this whole thing.. why when problem occurs u all want to tell me and make me feel bad make me feel emo.. Yes i USED TO solve problems but tell me what can i do when all those things that happen do not involve me.. is not possible for me to say although i am fully aware of e whole situation. But i also didn't know abt some "big things".. Okay i had enough of saying it.. Just that i had enough of when things go wrong i am expected to do something to it even when i really dunno what i can do..
Went to airport to fetch mummy! And while waiting saw something funny.. This guy holding a piece of ppr high up. The heading was Welcome. Then below it was Ms kee.. So it attracted my attention cos of e kee.. cos not many ppl have this surname.. Then below it.. The address was my auntie's address!! Then daddy and i walk forward to ask then we tell the cab driver they are our relative no need to hold the sign cos so weird for him hahaha. Then cos dunno who vomitted in e plane so they rushing to go home but claudia was happily playing with me then i tell her hug hug then she cry! Cos hug hug means we gg home. Hahaha. Zacc was cute too cos he is boy boy so he dun like hug hug but he will lean his head on ur body so nice. heee Then we reach home around 2 le..
