Yest: Morning went for DJJTR. Then go home bath and change le then go to meet ah meng and chinchilla to watch movie as i had promised them. No choice. But chinchilla insisted to treat us as she wanted to watch badly. And i nearly fell asleep in e cinema!oops! But i was awoken by ppl screaming at unnecessary scenes!! After watching went to wait for dearie who begged me to wait for her to come before i leave. And outside the cinema we saw outside the sunset was so nice then we stay there see awhile. When dan come le we went to eat dinner but i never eat cos i dun feel that e restaurant very safe. So i made a lie that i am not hungry but actually i was.=x Then eat le think where to go again.. hai so sian.. But never fail to dare birthday girl la. Then they were saying whose birthday coming next ar (looking at me).. But i was thinking i also never say i want to meet u all...=x Then i as i was thinking what excuses to give, grace came. Then a while more then leave lo. And grace say she want leave also but she just came! lol Well, i just felt that being with them just brought back broken memories. Nevertheless i am still thankful to them who had taught me to be stronger and to act well. They had really contributed greatly to my dramatic skills which i don't like to show this side of me. But since we were once very close friends and they had contributed good memories to my sec sch years, just go with the flow lo. But on the way home i was thinking, who i wanna be? Do i always just want to let ppl be happy and pretend that i am happy when i am not? Or just be selfish then i dun have to care so much, dun like it just dun do it? Okay that was it for the day. Photos:
Holiday are getting lesser and lesser and what i am glad abt is that i never go out so often like i used to. I rather settle down and read. But i did nothing to improve on my studies cos i dunno where can i start.. lol. But then nvm when sch reopen i shall not read so much.
Before i end got a song lyrics to share... 不只是朋友 你身边的女人总是美丽 你追逐的爱情总是游戏 在你的眼里 我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友 你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐 你开心的时候总是挥霍 你失意的片刻总是沉默 在你的眼里 我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友 你从不忘记 提醒我分担你的寂寞 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点自私的占有 想做你不变的恋人 想做你一世的牵挂 想做你不只是朋友 喔....喔.... 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点自私的占有 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点温柔的娇纵 你从不知道 我想做的不只是朋友 还想有那么一点点自私的占有
