Weekends Sat had 2 tuitions in the morning thus by afternoon i was already very tired so rested and then prepared to go QKB. When dear miss call me i boarded and saw meiling jj, then next stop saw liang nuu shi and hwee ching grandma. Took quite a bit of effort to climb till level 4... After QKB waited for TZ and my parents they all to settle some things before sending liang xiao jie and dear home. Then we go top up petrol.
Sun morning supposed to have meeting but then chuiling jj was sick so next week meet again. Before the meeting was playing with chiayi awhile and she is so cute! BXB had lesser ppl cos most went shao mu. So i was BY-less but bought things to entertain myself. Then after bxb walk to bus stop with ps jj and kexin jj. Reach home then eat lunch and rest awhile. Evening time daddy wanted to send me to TJ then on the way out of the carpark i spotted our 2 neighbour that daddy took our china trip photo to show them de. Then got 3 of them so reach le TJ one of them last min got work. The 3 conditions really very important.. Then after ban dao they were chatting and all while i sat there and daze for more than 3hrs! pro right? Heard that yest TJ short of 6 then got 1000 XQs le! Yest mostly is other countries de.lol
Just now i read fang's blog.... And... Hai.. Friends.. Are like luck. Sometimes good sometimes bad. All we can do is to treasure the times we spent so that when they became memories after all we have great memories. Time can heal but time also can make ppl go distant. I know what u exactly trying to mean and i can feel it... But then she said that its not like that. Actually i feel what u feel. But then remain single is not something forever. So even if one day i am like that i hope u will pardon me. Ppl change as time goes ba, things won't always be the same no matter how we wish it will be.
This world is so funny.. Everyone is busy but busy abt what i also dunno.. As for me, I have cut down on a lot of activities le and some ppl i am not close with i just rejected them straight cos i am tired of trying to please everyone. As i grow i see lesser meanings in going out all the time when u can see on everyone's face that they are not really wholeheartedly there with u... To be frank its seems like an excuse we are giving to each other. Sch time we say time table dun match, holiday we say we are busy with this and that. So yes everyone will continue to busy,continue to not take initiative cos as time goes by we will be back to just acquitance rather than a strong bonds of more than friends a few years ago.. Sometimes i do feel lonely too perhaps cos when i am left alone at home i m not used to the feeling? I have friends to talk to when i come online, i have things to do yet i still feel so empty...
